Read Hermann Hesse when you are confused
"Under the Wheel"
No book in the world can bring you good luck, but they It allows you to quietly become yourself.
"Demian"
In happiness, I am always haunted by deep sadness, because I know very well that these will not last.
"Siddhartha"
Life is pain
"Spirit and Eros"
Sorrow will pass, pain and Despair also passes, just as joy fades, fades away, loses its meaning and value; there comes a time when people can no longer remember what once caused them pain.
"Steppenwolf"
Most people are not willing to swim before they can swim! People are born for the earth, not for the water. Of course they are not willing to think, because they were born for living, not for thinking!
"Glass Bead Game"
All living beings in our generation are just ordinary people. Human beings in this world are just an attempt, a midway journey. And even if everyone is only in the middle, there is still harmony and perfection there, and he should strive to reach the center instead of just wandering around the edges.