? Wang Xiaobo's Life Calendar
? Wang Xiaobo, 1952 was born in Beijing in May.
? 1968 years old, 16 years old, cut in line in Yunnan. In those days when there were no books to read, he became interested in novels. In the 1970s, he began to write novels, the name of which looked more like zoology: the green-haired monster.
? 1972, he started his golden age.
? 1978, aged 26, was admitted to the Department of Business Administration of Renmin University of China. 1984 to study at the University of Pittsburgh.
? The golden age was published in 199 1.
? 1992 Time flies and Standing at the Age of 30 was published.
? 1993 "2010" was released.
? 1994 The Future World was completed, My Yin and Yang Boundaries, Love in the Revolutionary Period were published, and The Golden Age was published as a collection.
? Future World was published in 1995.
? 1996 "2015" was released.
? 1April 1997 1 1, died of a heart attack in Beijing.
? Romantic Knight, Poet and Free Thinker —— Mourning Xiao Bo
? Japanese people like to compare life to cherry blossoms, which bloom for a short time and then wither. Xiaobo's life is like a cherry blossom, which blooms for a short time and then suddenly fades.
? In my mind, Xiaobo is a romantic knight, a poet and a free thinker.
? The first time I met him alone was in Guangming Daily, when I just graduated from college and worked there as a small editor. Not long after we talked, he suddenly asked, "Do you have any friends?" I happened to have no friends at that time, so I told you the truth. He asked bluntly, "What do you think of me?" I was shocked and surprised. He is so romantic and natural.
? Neither of us is handsome or beautiful, but we have an indescribable attraction in mind and intelligence. At first, I wondered, will an ugly person's love be beautiful? Later facts proved that two loving hearts can be beautiful together. We love each other very much. I will never forget some of what he said. For example, he said, "You and I are like two children, surrounded by a mysterious jam jar, tasting it bit by bit to see how sweet it is." I was deeply moved by the innocence and pure poetry of this image. For example, he once said, "I find some people priceless." I was deeply moved by his priceless treasure. This is no ordinary sweet talk. If a man really regards you as priceless, can you not love him?
? Sometimes I often ask myself, what are my virtues and abilities? Will God give me such a wonderful gift? Last year (1996)65438+ 10/0, I went to England. When we were leaving at the airport, although we didn't dare to kiss in public, he gave me a hug on my shoulder as a farewell. Nothing in the world can compare with that kind of true feelings. I never thought this farewell was a farewell. When he turned and walked away, I looked at his tall figure and cried silently for a while. I didn't expect this to be the last figure he left me.
? Xiaobo's writing style is very distinctive. Just like when Pavarotti opens his mouth, you know it's Pavarotti without signing up. Julio knows it's Julio when he sings, and so does Xiaobo. You can know it's written by him at a glance. Li Ao, Taiwan Province Province, said that he was the first person in China to write vernacular Chinese. I wonder if he will say so after reading Wang Xiaobo's words. Really, that's what I think.
? As his wife, I used to be the happiest person in the world; Without him, I am now the most painful person in the world. Bo, you are cruel. You left smartly, leaving us living people with endless pain. I believe that Xiao Bo will live in the hearts of many people through his works.
? Although the cherry blossoms have withered, they are still blooming brilliantly.
? Goodbye, my dearest Bo, see you in the afterlife. Then we can be together for a hundred years, a thousand years, ten thousand years, and never be apart again. (Li Yinhe)
? Meeting Wang Xiaobo was accidental, but it was also inevitable. 1In the autumn of 995, I opened a bestseller in a bookstore in Xuzhou, Jiangsu Province-I have to say that I am not a person who keeps up with the trend, and I have always been instinctively wary of bestsellers. However, the man with a height of 1.92 meters in the photo on the title page, like a mountain, spans my field of vision and makes me breathless. Like a chief, riding a horse from far away. Before I was ready, he suddenly turned over and dismounted beside me. However, I was about to have a good talk with him when he jumped up: drive! Wang er left ... before he recovered, he just rode away.
? Xiaobo's book is a snack or a multivitamin for me.
? Like most literati, I have the habit of turning pages. No matter before or after I came to Beijing, I had this book at my bedside, which I usually put as a snack. To be more precise, a midnight snack or a bottle of multivitamins-I pick it up from time to time to find an article, like a pill, and take it orally once. As you can guess, the name of this book is Silent Majority.
? Then I bought all Wang Xiaobo's works that can be seen in the market: Golden Age, Silver Age, Bronze Age, Black Iron Age, My Spiritual Home, Forever, and Wang Xiaobo's Wencun.
? When reading Xiaobo's book, you don't have to sit still. You'd better lie down and read. Moreover, you can read Xiao Bo's words at any time-in the most free and relaxed posture, you can't help laughing, and you can't laugh out of disappointment. He is not a philosopher, but he can open many puzzles for you. He is not a teacher, but he can tell you a lot of truth. More importantly, he never preaches with a straight face. He is good at irony. Wavelet's writing is transparent and hazy, conscientious and cunning. This is a maze, which reminds you of Borges, Xiao Bo is hovering around, and there are more taxi drivers than taxi drivers ... In short, you can read infinite possibility or impossibility, infinite certainty or uncertainty.
? In the empire of words, build his golden age.
? On April 1997, Wang Xiaobo left because of a heart attack. Like a book, the hand of fate, as soon as it turns to page 45, it closes in a hurry, like a yawning god, closing his eyelids wearily.
? If Haizi's lying on the track made Haizi successful, can it be said that Xiaobo's death made him successful? Even, you can imagine: If Xiaobo were alive today, would his influence be so great? What is certain is that Wang Xiaobo will be magnificent but not so rough. However, we can't say that Wang Xiaobo's great fame today is due to his untimely death-in fact, his loneliness before his death and his excitement after his death only prove once again that there is still a lack of real masters in our time.
? As Wang Xiaobo's mother-in-law Li bluntly said, "Now some articles commemorating Wang Xiaobo are written sincerely and touching ... His life is bumpy, but he is far from reaching the peak in the process of development and growth. Excessive praise, he will be unhappy when he hears it underground. "
? Wang Xiaobo is actually a mortal.
? However, this mortal language style has a strong appeal, which can be said to have created a "wavelet style", which is really rare among contemporary China writers. I don't deny the charm of Wang Xiaobo's words, but if we only rely on the charm of words, Xiaobo is just a "small wave". Xiao Bo's victory lies in his realm and personality.
? Xiao Bo's friend Zhang Xiao recalled: "A few years ago, we tried to help a friend who was unjustly imprisoned. Xiao Bo said he knew a police officer. For this reason, he and I searched in a community for a long time and finally found it. The man was not very enthusiastic, so Xiaobo politely invited us to dinner. It seems that that man is really not a "public security" or a "public security" and can't help us at all. When we got home, it rained all day. At first, we rode very tightly. Then it rained harder and harder. In a hurry, we quickly hid under the eaves of the Gulou subway. Thinking of our friends in prison, we stood there quietly watching the stormy weather. It was not until the rain was almost over that Xiaobo said to himself, "When it rained, we were all overdue, so we should cut it off ..."
? A writer who advocates Hu sent a letter to Xiaobo, and the last sentence was "shake your hand". Xiaobo publicly wrote an article attacking his psychic works for dishonesty and deceiving the people. "Don't shake hands with him," Xiao Bo smiled at his good friend.
? "It doesn't look like a good man from a distance, but it looks like a good man from a close look." This is Xiao Bo's humor and self-confidence.
? "If you don't talk, people will shit on your face." This is wavelet's anxiety.
? So,1September, 992, when Xiaobo was 40 years old, he officially resigned from his teaching post and became a freelance writer. In this five-year countdown, Xiao Bo has a heavy dialogue with the gods. He flies with us with a pair of wings, which is accelerated flight. Clouds can cover your eyes, but they can't cover the light of your mind. He established his golden age in the writing empire. He doesn't belong to this world, and he doesn't belong to heaven. He belongs only to himself. He belongs to his golden age. He is not He Ji's lone ranger. He is a romantic knight with a red canopy and a black cloak, and he is proud of the Jianghu.
? He is more like a farmer, pulling out the truth from nothingness.
? Xiaobo's works are not equal, but his ubiquitous "independent thought and free spirit" shines on thousands of hearts. As a freelance writer, Xiao Bo lives in a residential building near Beiwa. The greatest "legacy" he gave us was not those colorful articles, but his maverick thoughts.
? In his last email to a friend before his death, Xiaobo wrote: "Under the noisy discourse circle, there is always a silent majority. Since the spiritual atomic bombs exploded one after another, where can we talk? But my generation is now saying that what I said before has nothing to do with us ... in short, it means to make a clean break. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. China wants liberals, starting from our generation. "
? Someone once compared Wang Xiaobo with Lu Xun. In my opinion, these two people are actually incomparable. If we insist on comparison, we can only say that Lu Xun, who was criticized by thousands of people, said that "if you don't break out in silence, you will die in silence", while Wang Xiaobo, who is maverick, said that "if you don't break out in silence, you will die in humor".
? Although every era has its genius, I want to say again that Wang Xiaobo is a mortal. Therefore, he is real, interesting, steep and plain. He doesn't tell lies, empty words and nonsense. He took his lofty heroic view and pretentious moral view off his shoulders. However, Xiao Bo's heart is always full of joy and compassion.
? He is more like a farmer, pulling the truth out of nothingness-as natural as pulling a sheep out of a sheepfold.
? "Galaxy" shines with "wavelet" of love.
? As early as one afternoon in April of 20001year, I interviewed Wang Xiaobo's wife and famous sociologist Li Yinhe in a high-rise apartment near the East Fourth Ring Road. After ringing the doorbell, the first person I met was a very beautiful puppy with white hair and clumsy running.
? Li Yinhe said that they met at the beginning of 1977 and got married at 1980. "He wrote the love letter on the staff. What was his first sentence? Never dreamed that I would write the letter on the staff? The staff came by accident, and so did you. But my letter to you is worth writing on the staff. I hope you and I are an endless song. "
? Li Yinhe said that Wang Xiaobo is a person who can't drink. When he drinks, his thick eyebrows and small eyes are as red as flames. In fact, Xiao Bo is not a flame. His short life is burning.
? He is a genius, and the sky needs him. In the secular eyes, no one can understand Li Yinhe's pain. However, as the person who knows Xiaobo best in the world, she has the most right to say the word happiness. Because they have been together for 20 years, except for beauty. God sent few geniuses to the world, but she was lucky to meet one. So romantic, so loyal, so excellent.
? Therefore, it is precisely because of this that Li Yinhe had such a feeling: "I think the greatest gain and luck in life is to choose the book Wavelet to read. From 1977 meeting him to 1997 saying goodbye to him. In these twenty years, I have seen the most beautiful, interesting and beautiful books. "
? Writing/David Data Collection/Wang Jian
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? Wang Xiaobo's Letter to Li Yinhe
? Hello, Yinhe!
? I received your letter. But I am still unhappy. I won't be happy until you come back.
? You want me to tell you what kind of life I live? I can tell you that I live without you. This kind of life is really hard. Beijing is very cold, sometimes cloudy, as if a political sermon is about to begin. It's really annoying Sometimes I feel depressed and want to sleep.
? To tell the truth, I didn't spend my time on sweet acacia like Don Quixote. I didn't. I spent my time in depression. I miss you very much.
? I seem to have a toothache, and I have a lingering depression. I really want to use a long list of comparative sentences to show how much I miss you. But parallelism is good for people with shallow thoughts. I don't use this stuff. I hate this kind of thing. I don't use any form, and I don't like adjectives. I can say for sure that I like you, miss you and want you.
? In short, there is no limit to loving and being loved.
? After you left, I wrote a few pages of the worst and most unacceptable things. I really want to burn it. The exam is coming, so there is no time to write. I can never write love well, and nothing tender and affectionate can reach my pen. I'm really stupid. I think there is infinite joy in love, which makes people walk firmly on the road of life. (written in 1978)