Half a year ago, I got a third tattoo under my collarbone, Latin "Esto quod audes", which literally means "be the person you dare to be".

Of course, I didn't choose this phrase for no reason. God knows how much I want to be a bad girl.

I have been an introverted and quiet girl since I was a child. I have always had short ears in junior high school and high school, and I seldom giggle in public.

It does sound like a typical good girl, but even so, she is very independent because of her parents' grazing.

Before I went to college, I didn't think about the future and I didn't know the outside world. I vaguely feel that this is my life. As a result, I volunteered to go to Chongqing, which is 1800 km away from home.

I didn't ask my parents to drive me. The first time I went out, I unlocked the experience of flying. I went to a foreign land alone with a 28-inch and 20-inch suitcase.

I thought it was nothing at that time, but now I know in retrospect that from that day on, the direction of life became a fork in the road.

The fate of life is often determined by some casual choices of coincidence time.

After entering the university, I tried various ways to break through myself, but there was only one thing that really affected my outlook on life.

Yes, I shaved my head.

I traveled in June+10 of my junior year in 5438, and Xi' an, which has not yet entered winter, is already very cold. I stayed in the sofa of the Youth Travel Service to keep warm. I just brushed a very special post while playing with my mobile phone. I didn't expect this move to change my life.

The landlord of the post is a girl. It is said that the hair that grows after shaving will be particularly beautiful, so she shaved it.

Maybe it's a special sign of a girl's appearance. In short, it is the first time that I think a girl's bald head can look so good.

So I began to frantically search for "what kind of experience is it for girls to shave their heads" on the Internet as if they were possessed. From initial curiosity to later amazement, I staged thousands of free, perverse and presumptuous small theaters.

It was what was lit at this moment that made me decide to shave my head, too.

02

I tried to ask my parents and friends what they thought of girls shaving their heads, and I was seriously vomited. Obviously, this is too abnormal in their concept.

Parents' conservative ideas are still not discussed, and even girlfriends say they are unacceptable.

My cousin knew what I thought and said, "You can do this, but I don't think it's necessary."

I remember Shen Jiayi telling Ke Jingteng that many things in life are in vain.

From when, only the necessary things will be recognized, and the little things that are meaningful to you will become irrelevant.

What a boring life with only "necessity" and no "need"

So a month after the start of the new semester, I walked into the barber shop next to the school and said to the barber brother with domineering side leakage:

"Give me a shaved head!"

"What hard work? Lovelorn? "

"No, I just want to shave."

"Really shaved?"

"It's really shaved."

The barber shaved my head and said with a sad face that I was distressed. Ten minutes later, there was not a single one left in 3,000 troubles.

Back to the dormitory, I took off my hat backhand. Sister Jing, who is facing the bed, is eating an apple. When she saw me, the apple stuck in her mouth and the picture changed from gif to jpg. Don't mention how funny her expression is.

Actually, the effect is not bad Brother Feng saw the photo and said that my head is round enough to make people want to knock it as a wooden fish, and my skin color is relatively white. Without my hair, I am like a big light bulb in the crowd.

03

Can you imagine being a girl who doesn't have any trouble with her hair?

Save all the time to wash and blow your hair. Just touch it twice when you wash your face. In summer, the scalp will dry after two steps. Combs don't exist. All hair conditioners, hair masks and essential oils are free of charge.

At first, I was afraid to March in the city. It's really different. You have to wear a hat in class for fear of leaving a deep impression on the teacher. Of course, I won't admit that I chose a low profile for skipping classes in the future.

The type of clothes has gradually changed from soft and lovely to neutral. During that time, Taobao bought clothes that were all men's clothes, which made him look like a handsome guy and inexplicably enriched.

Occasionally, when you come out of the bathroom and meet a girl, the other person will be scared subtly. Even if I go to the hot spring in my bathing suit, I always feel like a wretched man, which violates the women's bath.

Going to the canteen to cook is often mistaken for a boy by my aunt, and the rice automatically changes from fifty cents to seventy cents, so I will take the initiative to tease my aunt, please, she is a girl.

Once I was eating, the boy at the next table suddenly laughed and sprayed the rice on my side.

I turned to look at him in surprise, and he looked at me in surprise. Then he folded his hands and bowed to me and said, "Don't be angry, big brother!" " .

Sorry, I almost laughed. ...

Walking in the street, the bald head is bound to be secretly looked at by passers-by. Sometimes I stare back on purpose, looking at each other in shock and embarrassment, a kind of pleasure after a prank.

During that time, I became more sociable than before, and it was easy for others to remember your name with my bald head.

If you ask me what life is like after baldness, I can definitely answer, it's so interesting that I will never forget it!

04

Shaving my head made me timid, and my friends commented that "you are really a man who dares to say and do".

What I wanted to do before but didn't dare to do can now be boldly tried, and even the untimely rebellion has become rationalized, as if that is what a person who dares to shave his head should do.

Fear of heights also challenges bungee jumping. After all, my goal is skydiving.

A person travels all over the country and makes new friends everywhere.

With my own tattoo, I even want to get a tattoo to celebrate when I am not in love at the age of 30.

When the hair grows out, cut it cheerfully. When it grows a little longer, it will be all pink-green.

Even I can't guess what I will do next.

Time and experience have gradually made me understand why Mr. Jiang Yang said: The world belongs to me and has nothing to do with others.

Not to be a dreamer, but to be an adventurous person.

The upper limit of life can't be defined. Why not try bravely and turn the originally impossible idea into a reasonable existence?

Teacher Chyi Yu famously said more than one sentence in One Punch Superman: "I am bald, but I am stronger? 」。

I appreciate what he said when questioned, "I don't become a hero for your evaluation, but because I want to be a hero? 」。

Teacher Saitama who refuses to live in other people's opinions is the most handsome!

This well-behaved world is often full of doubts about people who don't play cards according to common sense. So what? Just be yourself, because others have done it.

Every time I think of countless possibilities in the future, I can't bear to let myself be depressed for too long when I am frustrated.

In this long or short life, it is your life to seize every opportunity to "let yourself go"!