that is to say, he is disappointed in this relationship, feels very painful and wants to end it. But he told himself not to hesitate, which proved that he was still hesitating.

But he broke up with you. You'd better talk it over. If it's your fault, tell him that you can change it for the sake of loving him. If he has made up his mind, let it go. Those who are barely happy have lost their self-esteem, which is not worth it!