Academically, I am no longer a bully in high school, but a scum of the grade;
In interpersonal relationships, I like independence. My roommate says I am isolated and exclusive because I have no sense of collectivity.
Emotionally, first love, long distance, like many couples, very loving, like many couples, there are many contradictions. The last time, I received a phone call from a girl, telling me to leave my other half and saying a lot of ugly things. My partner was with her, and I was heartbroken. I returned the plane ticket I bought the day before to see him and cried hysterically. It's a pity that we can't say goodbye in person. ? For the next year, I couldn't sleep every night until after three o'clock in the morning. In my dream, he still wants to leave me.
Later, I met Miss Gao. He took care of me, accompanied me and tried to mend my broken girl heart, but I didn't like him. Once, I said to him, "It's really nice of you, but I haven't come out yet. It's unfair to you if I stay with you like this. " He smiled and replied, "Never mind, I believe I can make you like me.". In this way, we dated. A month later, he called me and said he was going to Beijing on business and asked me to wait for him to come back. But he never came back, and the rescue of myocardial infarction was invalid. Unfortunately, I didn't see you for the last time. I am the girl you like in the world. ? Late at night, I stopped sleeping, but fell asleep silently crying. I think I like you.
These experiences are bloody. I thought they would only appear in TV series, but they did happen. Didn't you say that "when God closes a door for you, he will also open a window for you"? To my surprise, this window of God closed too quickly. I feel sorry for myself. I am really an unlucky person, and I feel inferior. The person I like and the person who likes me have left me. Maybe I'm suitable for a person. From then on, my heart is hard to stir up waves, just like a dead sea, which can't stir up a spray. Maybe it's like that song: my soul is broken anyway.
Now, another year has passed. Everything is very difficult. I can't hold on any longer. One day I suddenly looked back and found that my mother loved me very much, my father loved me very much, and my brother loved me very much. There was a warm home behind me. So I am still loved. So, I'm tired of mourning and I want to change my life. Is the lock screen signature of my mobile phone for fun? Be cute, this is used to encourage yourself at all times. I am not disappointed in love. I believe there is a person who will "cross the sea just to hug you". If you ask me, have you come out? No, I still cry at night. I need more time to heal myself.
Girl, no matter what you have experienced and what you are experiencing, please don't give up easily. It is easy for us to be habitually sad, but we will also be habitually self-healing. Others can't cross you, you should learn to cross yourself. If you are not lucky enough to be someone else's child, bite the bullet and be your own queen. ? I'm at the bottom. No matter which direction I go, I'm going up. Mourning doesn't matter, but it must be treated. ? Good morning.