I feel like I read this book a little faster. It might be better to read these words slowly and quietly. I think the most exciting part is the "Chronicle", which is the autobiography part - I read this part first, paused in the middle, and read it in two breaths, because the second half mainly talks about the author's writings as a scholar. List the years. Although I already have five academic books by her and am very interested in homosexuality, sadomasochism, and sexology, since I consider myself a "hardcore fan" of Wang Xiaobo and Li Yinhe, I naturally prefer to read about her early growth and love history. .

The section "First Love" is really interesting. I learned from the military shooting, the tall and handsome boy hit 7, 8, and missed the target, while the author who fell in "fanatical love" at first sight hit 8, 7, and Missing the target, she was secretly happy for this coincidence. Later, when she returned from shooting, she actually received a small piece of paper from the boy with a pen sketch of her lying on her stomach. "The ecstasy in my heart is indescribable." “I have treasured it like a treasure for a long time. Later, the boy learned her nickname "Sanfan", and the two of them "often kissed secretly when they could avoid people, and the kiss was passionate." Seeing this, he smiled knowingly, and naturally thought of his own Growing up, I also think of Wang Xiaobo.

The articles commemorating Wang Xiaobo and recalling his love experience - "Mourn for Wang Xiaobo", "His Name is a Joint Code", "Xiaobo·Time", "April is the Best". "The Cruel Month", "The Object of Our Congratulations", "Fourteen Years After Wavelet's Death", "Aftertaste of Love" (I have read many of them before, this time I am re-reading them), and other "Romantic Knights, Troubadours and Free Thoughts" who remember her Her words often reveal a kind of tenderness. Wang Xiaobo once said to her, "I have the deepest feelings for many people, especially you." "...As for you, you give me the best love." It feels as if it is a response to my mountain roar and tsunami, and there is an endearing sense of stupidity. ..." Reading Li Yinhe's recollections also gives us a better understanding.