Once, I asked myself to be on duty every day, but every time I racked my brains, I could only write meaningful nonsense;
Once, I asked myself to finish reading a book in a few days, but every time I finished reading it, it was a combination of countless words;
Once, I asked myself to make progress and be happy every day, but I fell into confusion and mire again and again …
Those countless times, I asked for more and got less.
Now, I no longer demand myself, accept myself, and finally return home with a full load!
Every day, I wake up in the singing of birds, and the window is gray, waiting for dawn;
For a long time, I will record my feelings in words, which are melodramatic, literary, simple and sincere.
In the morning, I will walk into other people's world with the dawn, talk to the author, swim and soar in countless small worlds, and then return to reality and live my own life;
Occasionally, I will laugh wildly, laugh, smile, and my mouth will rise, just don't cry or make trouble. ...
I think, when I don't want anything, I don't set limits for myself, but live countless imaginary selves.
I still do those things, walk those roads and see those scenery every day, but I have changed from passive to active, no longer demanding, and only feel happy in these trivial things.
I have had many strange dreams, such as:
I saw myself pumping 2000cc blood to save people in my dream last night, and finally fainted;
However, in reality, I only donated 200cc of blood and ended up in bed for several days.
There is always a figure in my dream, although I can't see my face clearly. But I know he is my boyfriend. In my dream, he is gentle, steady, positive, informal and, most importantly, loves me so much.
But in reality, I have been trapped for many years, and my friends of the opposite sex have gone one after another, but the new ones have never appeared again. Being single for a long time, watching zombies on TV makes me feel so handsome.
Sure enough, dreams are to coax reality and satisfy those shortcomings when you are unconscious.
I have been to many places in my dream, some I know and some I don't know.
When I woke up, I found myself lying on a bed of 1㎡, staring at the ceiling in a daze, and time seemed to stop at that moment. It turns out that I have never been far away!
In my dream, I am still a fairy. I have special powers and spells. I can make an alchemy, draw symbols and seal characters. I can defeat monsters and kill bad guys ... in short, I am an all-round talent who gets up from the bottom and picks them up.
After being woken up by the alarm clock, I just want to go to sleep again, play strange and upgrade, rise to the spiritual world and become a real practitioner!
This is probably my ambition. I dream of achieving something and climbing to the top of the pyramid.
However, what's the use of bizarre dreams? 100 Dreams are not worth a day's hard work.
Because I want more, when I can't get it, my dream will satisfy me with all kinds of magical power like the Eight Immortals crossing the sea. However, when I woke up, I just drew water with a bamboo basket.
Later, I no longer wanted love, and that figure never appeared again; I no longer expect my body to go on the road, so I have never been to a distant place; I no longer fantasize that one day I can travel around the world with a sword. I no longer have magic and spiritual power. ...
However, I am more and more real every day. I will treat everything and everyone with my heart. I always believe that one day I will meet the person with the right soul.
Stepping on the ground, step by step, without weightlessness, is very real, so I live safely day by day. I know that my prepared self will not only go away in my dream one day;
Return to reality, accept the fact that there is no superpower in the world, and tell yourself, what do I have to do with the plots in those novels and TV series? Only life is your own.
If you know it clearly, you can wake up and upgrade the monster. You just need to work hard, persevere, and then become stronger!
We must bid farewell to every past and say hello to every future.
The past has passed, the future will come, and now it has become a bridge.
Just live in the moment! Every moment is our youngest moment, and every moment can make you blossom and gradually become the real you!
Less desire for yourself, maybe you will know yourself again;
Out of the dream, you can embrace life again;
Wave goodbye to yourself who thinks too much, wishes too much and wants everything. One day, you will meet yourself in peace and return home with a full load.