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[Seven]

Dinner was depressing due to Mingying's absence. Xichuan was afraid that Mingying would encounter something new and fall back into the same abyss some time ago, so he timidly Turn on the TV to make some noise.

Unexpectedly, it happened to hit the shocking news.

“This station has just received news that the car driven by the popular idol group Mezui Tianyin collided head-on with a truck whose brakes failed at the intersection of Changfeng Road and Guangxi Road an hour ago. Judging from the footage sent back by reporters from the front, the two vehicles were severely damaged, with broken glass and blood stains all over the ground. All the injured have been sent to Caspian Hospital. The condition of their injuries is unknown. The hospital is currently blocked by relevant units, so reporters cannot get close. We haven’t received any news about Mezui Tianyin yet..."

Life or death is unknown.

The chopsticks in Xichuan's hand fell to the ground and he couldn't recover. By the time she reacted, Mingying had disappeared.

The girl’s mind went blank, and she finally managed to sort out her thoughts: Mingying probably went to the hospital.

Xichuan grabbed the keys and rushed onto the road to stop a taxi: "Go to Caspian Hospital."

The driver glanced at the girl with a trembling voice in the rearview mirror. His eyes were slightly red, his lips had lost their color, and his face was even pale. Although I don’t know her because I’m not a star chaser, I still understand that the situation is urgent and drive fast.

However, during the rush hour after get off work, I was stuck in the middle of the road, crawling slowly like a snail.

The driver kept getting out of the car to check the moving speed of the car ahead. When he came back, he always said: "Don't worry, girl, we'll pass quickly." However, he continued to crawl slowly.

Xichuan couldn't help but dig his nails into his skin, but he had lost the feeling of pain, and the blood seemed to be unable to flow back to his heart.

It seems like we are back to the day when the world collapsed.

I was at a loss, my nerves gradually numbed as time went by, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't feel anything. The colors and sounds of the entire world were spinning away from me like a whirlpool.

There is nothing you can do until you lose it.

I have been stuck in the swamp of sadness since then, and can no longer climb out of my memories.

The same disaster.

It makes people lose their minds.

The past pierces the mind like a powerful electric current.

When we met for the first time, he said: "My choice is Seike." Even if it is just to follow the director's arrangement. He smiled at himself and tricked him into getting his cell phone number, and he knew it. He turned and yelled at the long-awaited camera, "If I find out who did it, she's dead," not knowing that a sense of justice can sometimes be fatal. He thoughtfully pulled out the seat for himself and joked with him, it wasn't that he wasn't intimate. He firmly grabbed his hand and said: "Xichuan, I like you, and I know you also like me. This relationship has been doomed from the first time we met. Now I just want to be my true self. Face you face to face, face me and you." Too brave to face feelings and never run away.

It’s all because in the swamp of my painful memories, the dust is blown into the endless river of light and blocks the sky. I can't throw away the heavy shell that is weighing on me. I can only pretend not to see it, pretend not to hear it, pretend not to feel it, and keep you thousands of miles away.

But I really don’t want to be helpless and watch losing you.

"How far is it from Caspian Hospital?"

The driver made a rough estimate: "Well... about two stops away."

The girl's second words Without saying a word, he took out fifty yuan from his bag and threw it down, opened the door and ran forward through the gap in the car. The high heels hurt my feet.

[8]

After arriving at the hospital, I found that I couldn't get close at all. The entire hospital was surrounded by reporters and fans who came after hearing the news, from three floors to the outside.

Xichuan took a deep breath and tried to calm himself. Push aside the crowd blocking you and squeeze forward little by little. Behind the forced smile, the despair and grief that had been lurking in his body were rising up from the bottom of his heart little by little.

The song "Mute" from the album that became L-ETHER's origin echoed in my ears. For the first time in a long time, Xichuan felt that he was so close to Mingying's world, and he had even been at the center of the world with a similar attitude.

——The girl they say can’t find herself again after an accident, is me.

Xichuan stood in front of the crowd with tears streaming down his face and was pushed and shoved by outside forces. He said to the security guard in front of him in an almost pleading tone: "Let me in."

In There are people there that I never realized I actually care about the most. Please let me in.

"Please."

The security guard shook off the girl's hand that grabbed his clothes with a cold face, not recognizing her.

"I am an employee of YXC Company, please let me in!"

Shouting heart-piercingly, Xichuan felt that he could no longer hold on, but his hands still held on tightly. He grabbed the security guard's clothes to prevent himself from being swept away by the surging crowd.

While the security guard was committed to maintaining order at the scene, he took the time to say to the girl who was holding on to her clothes: "If you are an employee, please show your ID. If you are a fan, please be quiet. It is also considered as working for an idol." Make a contribution. Let go!”

Certificate?

When I went out, I took nothing but my keys and wallet.

The man pushed away, knelt down, grabbed the security guard's trousers in despair and shouted: "He is not my idol, but my lover."

A circle of people around were shocked by this sudden action Startled, at a loss, he stopped crowding and took two steps back.

"...is the one I love."

The girl knelt on the ground and burst into tears. Even the security guard was almost moved by this "fan"'s persistence and allowed her to pull on his trousers without moving.

Although he was crying, some fans with sharp ears could still hear familiar elements in it. Leaning over and taking a look, it turned out to be...

"Seike!"

Several fans nearby gathered around and squatted beside her to comfort her.

Unlike the crowding and chaos in other parts of the long cordon, the atmosphere at this point seemed to be frozen. News of SEAL's Seike's appearance quickly spread among fans.

For the entertainment reporters who had been waiting at the door for a long time but could not even interview a relevant person from YXC Company, this was naturally the best news, and they all flocked in this direction. The crowd was once again shaken into a wave, and several fans standing near the stream were pushed by the force from behind and lost their center of gravity.

"Why is it so noisy outside?" Although it was very noisy before, the sound now can only be described as howling like a ghost. "What happened?" Director Zheng walked towards the window.

The assistant helped open the window and explained: "It seems to have caused an accident."

"It really adds to the chaos." Chairman Zheng sighed.

Just as he was talking, a staff member ran downstairs and rushed to Director Zheng out of breath: "Liuxichuan...Liuxichuan is here...there is...a crowd stampede happening outside." ."

Before Director Zheng could react, the injured Brandy jumped up in shock, grabbed the staff member and yelled: "What happened to Xichuan? What did you say happened to Xichuan?" /p>

"She...she..."

Before he could take a breath, a stretcher cart was passing by surrounded by doctors and nurses behind him. Brandy hurriedly followed to see, but fortunately it was not Xichuan, but still worried.

Many fans were injured.

Every time a stretcher cart passed by, Brandy was worried. She repeated it two or three times and almost collapsed.

Xichuan appeared at the elevator entrance supported by two YXC staff members. Brandy immediately rushed in front of her, supported her with his uninjured hand, and yelled: "Idiot! You idiot! Why did you come to such a dangerous place?"

The girl was supported by someone, and she had no strength. Exhausted, seeing Brandy not only alive but also walking around, he smiled with relief for the last time, and fell down just as he was about to speak.

[9]

Shocked Xichuan woke up quickly, but was scolded immediately: "Have you ever grown a brain? At this time, Why did you come here? It also caused a stampede by fans!"

"I...I..." Xichuan felt aggrieved and couldn't argue. He just chased Mingying out, and then lost his mind because of fear. He really had no brains. Who else would have a brain at this time? Xichuan grabbed Brandy's arm and hid behind him. He took a glass of hot water from Vodka. After taking a sip, he suddenly remembered and asked the angry Director Zheng, "Where's Mingying?"

"Ming Ying? What Ming Ying?" Director Zheng had a sad look on his face and did not react.

"Mingying, Mingying ran out of the house before me, why isn't she here?" Xichuan looked around and found that she was indeed not there.

"What?" Director Zheng was surprised, "She's here too? She hasn't been there before." He turned around and asked all the staff behind him: "Have you seen her?" They got unanimous shaking his head answer.

Xichuan was stunned.

If you hadn’t come here, where would you have gone?

[10]

First, I asked the administrator aunt downstairs to borrow a bicycle to avoid the congestion during rush hour, and then went in the opposite direction of Caspian Hospital, where I stopped in front of the apartment building and locked my car. When being questioned by the administrator on the first floor, I calmly took off my sunglasses and handed over my YXC work permit. I smiled and calmly and generously presented him with my signature. After being told that the person I was looking for had not returned yet, I followed naturally. The topic asked: "Then can I get the key and go up and wait?" It was impossible to refuse.

Who said everyone would lose their minds at times like this?

On the contrary, there has never been a moment in my life when I was calmer than now.

For someone who has died once and is ready to die again, what else can break her composure.

Mingying knew that if he was okay, he would definitely come here in the end.

If something happens and he can never come back here, then...

Pushing open the door to the room, the girl was shocked by the sight in front of her. This is not like the room of a popular idol singer at all, but more like the room of an ordinary and enthusiastic fan.

The surrounding walls were all covered with posters of the singer named Luna, leaving no gaps.

Her smile. Her silence. her tears. Her coldness.

You actually live in such a world that is put together bit by bit by her.

At that time...

What Brandy said, "Whisky is Luna's fan."

I actually thought it was just a polite comment.

——The four intoxicated people all like SEAL's songs very much, but the weird thing about this guy is that he only likes Luna.

Why do you like me?

During the first PR recording process, the original arrangement of the entire program was disrupted for me.

The first time *** left the dinner in the middle of dinner and chased me and said the strange words "No matter what happened, please forgive me."

During the concert, I even went to that exact place to find me who had lost track of time while reminiscing about the past.

If it weren’t for me being Luna or my songs, then all of this would be as strange as a supernatural miracle.

It was quiet all around. Mingying sat on the edge of the bed with her head down, unable to organize her thoughts.

[11]

Although the manager and assistant were still in a coma and not out of danger, Director Zheng still arranged for people to send Xichuan and Zui Tianyin back to their dormitories to rest.

No one spoke along the way. The injuries suffered by several people were not serious, but the driver could not be saved by the time he was sent to the hospital.

The uncle usually takes great care of the four members, getting along with them like family members, and always calls them "children, children". No matter how dazzling they are under the lights on the stage, in his eyes they are just children. Just a few big boys wandering away from their families.

At the moment when a truck with failed brakes collides head-on, as long as the steering wheel is turned to the right, the car can avoid colliding with the truck on the left and instead hit the bus stop on the roadside with the right side.

This veteran driver will not know that there is such a choice.

But he did not do this. Instead, he directly withstood the impact on the left side of the cab.

The most uncomfortable thing was that Tequila, who was sitting in the passenger seat at the time, remained silent and had red eyes after being bandaged. As the leader, except for a brief speech in front of the media when he left, Whisky spent the rest of the time accompanying Tequila like an elder brother, but he also had a lump in his throat and could not say anything to comfort him.

The price paid for glory is too high.

From the beginning, people have been making sacrifices for this, and sometimes even oneself is limited to the framework and becomes a victim, silently accepting life, separation, death, farewell, resentment and hatred, separation of love, and failure to seek. of baptism.

Whisky suddenly thought of Brandy and Xichuan, turned around and said the first thing he said after getting in the car: "When did you and Seike start?"

Brandy didn't know where he was. Dazed, still considering his answer, he met Whisky's gaze but remained silent.

Whisky sighed: "This time it is likely to be a big trouble. Today caused such a big chaos, if nothing happens tomorrow your relationship with her will be completely exposed. No matter how strong the company is, it can't cover it up ”

“So what?” Brandy replied extremely calmly, “I am already very tired, it doesn’t matter what happens to her, it’s better to be completely exposed. I won’t let them treat Xin like they did before. An treated Xichuan like that."

Whisky felt as if he had been stabbed in the chest and was speechless.

Brandy is the one who dares to take action and never hesitates for what he loves. I can't do it myself. At that time, it was impossible to abandon everything for her. In this world, there are still so many people who place their hopes on themselves, including poor parents who are struggling on the edge of survival. If he had given up on debuting at that time...

Whisky dragged his tired body back to the dormitory with a heavy heart. As usual, he took on the responsibilities of an older brother, urging the members to go to bed early, and comforting Tequila until he knew that the younger brother, who could only be called "boy", fell asleep sleepily, and finally opened the door of his room with a long sigh.

At that moment, when I saw the girl in the room, I was completely shocked.

[Twelve]

Mingying stood up and slowly wrapped her cold hands around the boy's neck.

Putting your forehead against his collarbone, you couldn't hold back your tears any longer and flowed down along the several contact points between their skins.

"Do you really recognize me?"

The boy was so heartbroken that he almost suffocated. He hugged her hard in his arms, as if he wanted to crush her and knead her into his chest. . Nod. "Even if the name is different, the personality is different, the appearance is different, everything is different, but..."

The girl closed her eyes, and her mind flashed like a movie about the happiness they had once had, and the black love that followed. A hopelessly long separation.

Everything turns into a vortex, forming a black hole, absorbing the entire world's light, and ultimately nothing can be seen.

There is only a sound that is as distant as coming from the depths of the universe, so light, yet so clear, gently lingering around the ears, lasting for a long time——

"You Maybe you don’t know that the person who loves you the most can eliminate all interference factors and recognize you just by your voice.

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