I don't know where I got the courage to say such a thing.
For quite a long time, I wanted to hide, didn't want to talk, didn't want to meet people, and felt scared when I went out to buy a box lunch.
I am a habitually depressed person, but indirectly I have the courage to face a group of unhappy people.
On that day, I chatted with nearly 100 people about life, work and feelings. ...
I don't know if you really let go after talking to me, or maybe you just turned around and hid your emotions after talking to your friends and continued to face everything in real life.
But what I can be sure of is that at some point, I brought a person back to life with blood.
In their words, it means being positive and depressed at the same time.
Over time, you will get used to it.
But over time, this has also become a feature of our post-95 s.
There are 500 WeChat friends.
But no one eats together.
Luo is my friend. When I was a sophomore, I had organized more than ten campus activities with the minister at school.
If you see a man in a white shirt and hat in the school building, it must be that he is in charge of an activity.
Slowly, more and more people got to know him. Often after an activity, his photo will appear on the advertisement wall of the school with a caption: Do you have any contact information if you want to know such a boy?
More and more people are in the address book. The first thing Luo wakes up every day is not to brush his teeth, wash his face and fold the quilt, but to close the bed and turn on his mobile phone. Then, in the next five minutes, he will read all the little red dot in WeChat.
Luo Zhuzhu will also be depressed, but a good brother in the distance can only simply comfort him.
He searched the address book, but he couldn't find the right person.
No one even went to dinner with himself, and no one even went to the playground to smoke a cigarette.
He attributed this discomfort to his own growth, and the occasional unpleasantness in the department was selectively ignored by him.
It's not a big deal anyway. Only those who know how to manage their emotions are qualified adults.
Luo and I seem, but we seem to forget that we and our friends are each other's children, and we comfort each other no matter how small things are.
It's just that when we grow up, we forget such dredging, which is also a way to manage our emotions.
Luo turned off his cell phone and fell asleep. Maybe in the dream, he can go back to the past, so the next day, he can meet in a better way.
One side is one's own ideal
On the one hand, this is a difficult reality.
Wu Tiaotiao, like me, insisted on writing the official account of WeChat.
When I was studying, the person I admired most was the author who could be published in a magazine, because there was a considerable payment behind him.
May have fulfilled the sentence "some things stick to it and life will bring surprises."
He has also become a contracted author of a certain platform, and the manuscript fee of an article is much higher than that of some magazines.
And this incident has become a powerful driving force for him to move forward.
The feeling of being recognized is also the recognition of dreams.
But the second month after signing the contract, trouble came.
Wu Tiaotiao believes that well-written manuscripts are often stifled, but articles pieced together with routines are often rewarded.
This feeling makes him take a screenshot in QQ space and scold Party A every time he finishes writing the manuscript.
A few days ago, I saw a tweet that read: When you see the boss asking you to revise the manuscript, what you want to say is: @ #% ...&; *()
But the reality is that you readily say: OK!
Wu Qianqian has been in such a contradiction for quite a long time, thinking that such words are deceiving himself, but on second thought, whose life is flat?
Without a little setback, where will it be strong? When you are strong, write what you like.
While wanting to give up, I am desperately insisting.
In the past, his signature on WeChat was: the word is like a broadsword, chopping rocks.
Now it's changed: wait a minute, don't worry.
Nobody loves it. Not terrible.
The terrible thing is that I won't love again.
In Yue Yue's eyes, emotion is the most sensitive topic.
Six months ago, Tik Tok just rose, and the little boys in it always showed their sweet little routines with their girlfriends.
Yue Yue is very envious of such love.
I look forward to a boy holding a pole in one hand and holding her tightly in the other.
In my life, I met a couple on the roadside, and I thought I was the heroine.
Love is planted in her heart like a seed, and she is looking forward to taking root.
Maybe Cupid is a naughty boy who likes to decide the fate of others before he grows up.
I met such a boy in the second month.
Loose casual harem pants with loose coat, slightly white skin, particularly clean face, usually love running, handsome and handsome is her favorite type.
Not all encounters will happen naturally.
In the eyes of boys, Yue Yue is just an ordinary friend.
But every move is quietly suggesting that something may happen, but such an ambiguous feeling is really unpredictable.
When boys are busy, they will shout to bring a copy when cooking in the canteen.
Chatting at ordinary times, just waking up every month, will receive information from boys about where you are;
Every boring weekend, boys will also take the initiative to go to a movie or go out to eat a hot pot.
In a trance, Yue Yue really thought that boys seemed to like themselves.
But for most boys, when they are single, this is just to find a brother of the opposite sex.
When I got up the courage to confess to him, there was no sweet scene in the movie except a cold accident.
And most failures are often the end of two people.
Lying in bed every month, drawing photos on my mobile phone, it's all over.
People often say that time is the best medicine for all bad things, but who knows that rebirth after lovelorn is like a year.
In a recent development, she took time off to travel on National Day, and her circle of friends wrote: Although she is very sad, she is still full of expectations for the future and wishes everything well.
finally
We are habitually depressed.
But also habitually full of blood resurrection
Life, work, love, etc. There will always be troubles when you are alive, and then you will start to publish Buddhist words in your circle of friends, and we will always forward them to koi fish.
Such a state of life often suffers from various blows.
But the real us is shouting that we are "babies" and then doing indomitable things.
To be more precise, while teasing baldness, we impact our future with coffee at night.
People say that we stay up all night, and we really have nothing to say, but for the sake of life and our precarious dreams, it will be dawn to gamble.
To tell the truth, in my eyes, the post-90s generation bears more and more labels, but in real life, we are just using bring disgrace to oneself's means to persist bravely behind our backs.
Why in our generation, we are always confident enough to tell everyone that we can change the world?
That's because we have superhuman abilities. You can never see through what these people are desperately doing after 1995, perhaps the one who loves to be depressed in the circle of friends, or the one who laughs at himself in the poorest days.
But behind their backs, their eyes are firm and bright.
It's just that most people can't see this side
So after 95, if you are sad, just say it and cry. No big deal.
Woke up the next day and still shattered the world.
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