Emotional choice 1:
Bored to death
This life is really boring. I want to go out to play alone. Hehe, I just can't: carsick+steering, and laughing at myself for being stupid …
My greatest wish at the moment is to be quiet and free, but I can't get it either. Maybe there are too many obstacles in my heart, after all, I am not a free and easy person, and I can't let go …
I want to make myself bad, so bad that others don't know me, so bad that I can do whatever I want without worrying about other people's feelings. I just want to be happy, hehe, I know, that's just thinking. I know what the best temperament is …
Hehe, boredom is not necessarily a bad thing, its code can be very imaginative, just because there are moments …
Emotional choice 2:
Bored to death
Bored and want to keep a diary.
The weather is fine and sunny. It's good that physical education class can play basketball outdoors, but obviously I'm sleepy. I remember wearing long sleeves in hyacinthus orientalis on a hot day, but I want to laugh at you and say, Don't worry, I am whiter than you in the sun. On this day, I refused to take off my coat. How can I be afraid of the sun? I am absent-minded and don't want to play basketball all the time. I'm sorry, ray, who played ball together. I was absent-minded
But the weather forecast says it will rain later, and it will be next Monday. Look up at the blue sky. Where are the clouds? The PE teacher said, spring, thunderstorm, maybe. Then we'll see. Anyway, there is no hurry and I am not afraid of rain. Cat s once said, you don't know what will happen in three years, so why worry about what will happen in three years? In my eyes, the cat S is always so heroic and chic. It is understood that in the eyes of cat S, I seem to be a chic one. The wind and clouds are surging and changing rapidly, and I am not afraid of any weather. Because I always plan ahead, my umbrella is always in my schoolbag.
I went out to play yesterday. Slow, quiet mood. I am very happy. I just received a courier from Xiao Zhuo, right in the city center. I received her photos as scheduled, but to my surprise, she also sent me photos, as well as Li Hua's. I took it when I went to her house. My first stop is in my hometown. It's an honor. Xiao Zhuo, we always think the same thing. God knows how much we miss the episode of senior three. Always sit side by side at the next table, want to go to the north, worry about the college entrance examination, and love playing basketball. Our deepest memories are all secretly shared in the snacks under the teacher's eyes during class. Cookies, prunes, sugar, bread, sesame sauce, then how can we be so greedy? Also, when you are tired, sleepy and confused, just hold hands, cheer each other up and comfort each other. So I'm not surprised at the snacks that Xiao Zhuo gave me this time. (signature of lovelorn personality)
When I opened the box, there was a ~ how do you call it ~ Mr. X. Well, he helped me open it. It's hard for me to open it. He is a photo studio. They are holding an activity, just like a game. Who can let more people watch * * * episodes? I helped him and he helped me. Sounds reasonable, ha. He wants to see it. I didn't let him see it I told him a secret. I was interested in those big dolls at that time. If one of them is Mickey, he should. I wonder if those people will be hot, in the doll. I want to hug again, haha. When they danced up the steps, the one in front tripped and fell, and the doll's head fell off. Besides, how do they look outside? so funny
Then I bought myself a simple mobile phone. It's really a sense of accomplishment. After all, I buy gifts for myself with my salary. Then, I did something on impulse. I shouldn't have said it. I went to get my ears pierced. I want to commemorate the pain. Actually, it's harmless. Coincidentally, I saw "The Island" in the library last night, which contains a story about a girl. Let's talk about the part about ear holes. Her pursuers asked her why she didn't get her ears pierced. She lied to him that she was afraid of pain. Finally, the man left. Before leaving, she asked him to accompany her to get her ears pierced. In fact, she didn't get her ears pierced because the person who should suffer didn't show up. I finally did it, because she was in love. But he left. A sensational story is not a taste. When I got my ears pierced, I should say it was purely a whim. One advantage of Aries is to do it when you think about it. Haha, I carried it forward. :
I also went to Xinhua Bookstore. Do one thing for your brothers and sisters and say it. Wait, fish. But I saved it for Xiangxiang, so I can only do it next week. What did Ma Daha do?
Then I came back to attend a club meeting yesterday afternoon. Went to the wrong place and slept there for half an hour. Then go to the right place. The meeting didn't start and there were not many people. Why are these children leaving? How could they not come? And the sleepy night watchman came for nothing, giving people a feeling of being uninterested. I am really sleepy. Play belongs to play, but subconsciously, I don't meet my own requirements, so I can't sleep well even if I sleep all the time. There seems to be some homework. Due next week or later. I didn't start, I didn't forget for a while, and I was in a hurry. I am also very annoyed that I chose silence. Obviously, those seniors seldom visit this campus. Nightcrawler is not good. I'm really sorry.
Also, always doing nothing and always coming up with ideas. In fact, the night watchman is very cunning, but no one says anything. If this comes out of your mouth, will it be very personal? It feels like you are praising yourself in disguise. There is nothing to boast about. I will receive several letters or emails one after another and will be blackmailed. I received a copy. Look, Kim said, after this special day, you should write something more. As for the night watchman, it has been written before this date, so there is no need. But happy birthday is not only my advance, but also my postponement, not just a happy day. I feel a lot. Think about how much joy and comfort blackmail letters and emails will bring me!
At the insistence of the night watchman, I saw the long MMS and the routine of the classic lines of a Chinese odyssey. That's what you said, "Your meaning can't be expressed in words". I know, I'm snickering. Also, what joke did Brother Pu play yesterday? There seems to be something I don't know. Forget it. Next, I will make up my "sleeping pig", so I will work hard at my homework.
Emotional choice 3:
The road to boredom and depression
Now there are two kinds of people who are easily forgotten by the world. One is those who strive for fame and gain, and the other is those who are unknown. The number of the latter is decreasing, blown by the illusory wind, and there is no landing in my heart. In this era of iron wall, it is a shame or impossible to sit quietly alone; People who have no money say that people who have no money are degenerate, but look at those "winners" with envy, and say that it is a taste or luxury.
I don't know if there is really an invisible maze, which locks up the original happy heart and frames it in all directions. Some unimportant things are worshipped by countless people at the moment, happiness has become a totem in dreams, and the soul has become a pedantic textbook. Sometimes I see pedestrians walking dogs outside the window. If the pleasure can be compared, I don't believe that people's pleasure is much better than that of dogs. (inspirational quotations in the workplace)
Who made a mistake? In the era of peace and tranquility, everyone has a stable life. In fact, pleasure also comes from comparison, but in seemingly beautiful advertisements and movies, the comparison between men and women always makes the confused mind more restless. Is it a mistake to be too peaceful sometimes? If one day it is really like "getting something for nothing", will those gray minds become clear and happy? Buddha said, that's not necessarily true. Sometimes pain itself is a kind of happiness. Don't you think turning out the pain is happiness?
It turns out that life itself is a philosophy of wisdom. Like a spinning and fusing coin, happiness and pain are two random results. People are always happy in happiness and always suffer in pain. A good coin toss is a wise man who controls life.
He who never demands feelings is the one who really knows feelings. No one is right or wrong in feelings. Right is choice, wrong is feeling. How many people have feelings when they make mistakes, and how many people make mistakes again and again in their feelings? In this era of lack of true love, promises become as thin as white paper, and soft wind energy instantly pierces the membrane of chastity like occasional sweet words; Girls always become girls in mistakes, and boys always become boys in mistakes. This is entertainment, and feelings are like entertainment.
How many tricks have deceived simplicity, how many simplicity has faded in deception, and how many goodness has repeatedly fallen in fading? There is no reason to always find reasons for yourself to seek painful relief. There is reason not to say that the result is actually a kind of free and easy. The Buddha said that if you have experienced it, you should be enlightened and become a Buddha.
When the world can't see those kind eyes, the world doesn't deserve to let you live. What is kindness? Is kindness the most sincere selflessness in my heart? For yourself and for others. Take it to the sun, it won't get moldy, and it will "give people roses and leave people fragrant." Who created complexity? If there were no deception and deception between people, would there be so many tears and sadness? If people tear down that disguised wall and build an unimpeded bridge between souls eager to communicate, will people's faces be as numb as sculptures?
Why do people feel lonely? It's not that you have no brothers or sisters, nor that you have no relatives. Relatives are only related by blood, and they will never forget. Can you give me a body, why should I feel the soul of this world? And make me endure the pain on the road of my soul? I want to exchange my soul for a temporary pleasure, but I hate that there are so few intimate friends and too many transactions in my life, but there are no gold coins. When I entered that high-end club, they told me with a label: You are not qualified!
What qualifications are there? I feel like I'm in a zoo. Since I have a label around my neck, so do you. Don't hide it. If you have the courage, put it on aboveboard for those arrogant people to see. You are an orangutan and I am an elephant.
Confucius said, "Be content with poverty and be happy, be rich and be polite." . I can't do it, so I'm very unhappy.
The road of boredom and depression gave a walker who was walking on the road of death.