Yes, two before and after. I'll say it one by one. The first time was in primary school. That boy not only has good grades, many talents, but also has a good personality. But that's not why I like him. I was raised by my grandmother. From kindergarten to primary school, no matter which class I change to every year, I will be bullied by many boys in my class. Many people worry that I can't make friends, because I always think I'm withdrawn! But there were really no friends in the class at that time. Because I am often bullied in class, I have a very bad impression on the group of boys. A group of boys came back from playing basketball after class that day. They probably accidentally hit the basketball in my face. Probably afraid that I would complain or something, they all ran away (><), but only the boy stayed to ask me if I was in pain and apologize to me. I liked him then. At that time, I was introverted, and then I was a little afraid of society. Every time I see him, I really feel the feeling of blushing and heartbeat when I have someone I like for the first time. Later, I received his invitation. I participated in the performance with him and won the prize, but then he transferred to another school, which was very sudden, but I was not particularly sad at that time and recovered quickly. But after a year, my parents sent me to a cram school because of my poor grades and going to junior high school. I saw him again. Seeing the person I like again, I don't know why, and I feel particularly sad. I thought I didn't like him for a year, but at that moment I found that I didn't seem to. This time, I was lucky enough to be his deskmate. When I grew up, I wanted to study hard. Because he sat next to me, which affected the efficiency of my class, I applied for a seat change, and I didn't see him again after a while. Later, he went private, and I went to work, and we never met again.

The second is a junior high school classmate. He and I are the front and back tables of the first grade, and we have a good relationship, so we can't say that we are friends. Maybe I was cold in the eyes of others at that time, so the teacher suspected that I was in puppy love with him and specially called me to the office. I thought I didn't like him at that time. Although I think he is different from other boys this year, he is calm and introverted when other boys are crazy, and he is often bullied by other students. At that time, he felt very sad. Later, he asked me why others love to bully him. I told him that it was because he was too good and others were jealous.

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His eyes gave me a sense of story, and I was curious at that time. What did he go through? ) _ O Maybe it's because his situation and personality are similar to those before, so I pay more attention to him and communicate with him than others. Sometimes I will subconsciously comfort him and pat him on the back when he is bullied, because he and I are both top three students in our class and have won prizes together, so the relationship is getting better and better, and many things will take care of him first. I didn't realize anything at that time, but many friends around me told me, do you like him? In the second semester of Senior Two, my grades increased by more than 100, and I entered the top ten of my grade. That semester, my personality changed a lot, and I became very outgoing and loved to laugh, especially in front of him. Later, he told me that you really changed. I thought about it myself, and it seems that you think so, too. In a word, the days with him should be the happiest time of my three years in junior high school.

Later, he didn't talk to me much in the third grade, although I don't know why until now, and the whole person suddenly became so indifferent. At that time, I began to pay special attention to him, and then I gradually found that I seemed to like him for a long time. Sometimes talking and doing things make her unhappy and she will apologize to her crazily. He is in poor health, and sometimes it's hard to see him go to physical education class. I really want to share some pain for him. I couldn't help but want to grab his arm, touch his head and talk to him until he shouted at me angrily several times. Why do you care about me? Once, I was publicly scolded for not seeing the world, but I really just wanted him to talk to me. Later, in the second semester of the third grade, he asked me what school I wanted to go to in the future, asked me whether I would study liberal arts or science in the future, and gave me some suggestions. He thinks that girls are better majors, which is probably the best part that I got along with him later. After that, I couldn't stand this life of being swayed by considerations of gain and loss more and more, and gradually began to avoid him intentionally or unintentionally. Later, he seemed to find out and began to avoid me intentionally or unintentionally. After more than a month, I had little contact with him, but my grades did improve a lot. Later, after graduation, I went back to school to evaluate the examination paper, so I ignored him. What impressed me deeply was that when I was listening to the teacher telling me some precautions for follow-up volunteering, he stared at me for a long time, still telling stories in the eyes of Grade One, which was different from Grade Two and Grade Three. But I still ignored him. A few minutes later, he left. Later, when I reacted, I especially wanted to say goodbye to him. There was no chance.

Although I knew he went to a private school at that time, when I volunteered, I resolutely went to the best local public school, thinking that public schools were more suitable for my study and growth. (Actually, these two boys are both in the same school. )