- I haven't read Sanmao for a long time. Say something from my impression. First, Sanmao was a "boy who refused to take the entrance examination" (the novel title of Taiwan Province writer Wu Xianghui). At that time, several such people appeared in Taiwan Province, who dropped out of school and broke away from the standard education under the high-sounding banner. These children happen to be all writers, just like Han Han, but unlike Han Han, they almost spent the rest of their lives to prove their "skills." Sanmao is the best example. Although she refused the entrance exam, she went to study in Spain later. A Taiwan Province native got the German qualification certificate as a Chinese teacher in that distant era. Yes, Sanmao is not only a good Chinese writer, but also her Spanish and German are above the standard, which is very surprising to us. Wu Xianghui, another, later became a journalist, founded a political magazine, and finally even became the first batch of professionals engaged in political auxiliary elections in Taiwan Province. Look at Sanmao, sometimes it depends on her delicate and beautiful words. In fact, there is a strong and persistent person standing behind her. Second, the most sad thing about the love between San Mao and Jose is not the early death of Jose. But the whole love story, which only happened in her novels, with almost no circumstantial evidence. Therefore, it has always been said in Taiwan Province literary circles that Jose is a non-existent figure imagined by San Mao. Jose not only had a strange occupation (professional diver), but also died too soon and too early, so Sanmao didn't have much evidence to prove Jose's existence, except for the complicated plot in her text, which was only a few photos or two. Are there any formal marriage documents? I don't remember it. Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many good people in Taiwan Province's art and literature circles who come out to talk about things. The picture shows that, if you look closely, you can see that Jose is wearing a scary diving watch of that era, which I think has some evidence. ) Why, Sanmao is a sensitive person who likes supernatural things. She likes altar practice and playing with disc fairy. Therefore, the Taiwan Province literary world began to spread Sanmao's strange story, saying that Sanmao communicated with Jose all day. When such a story came, the believers felt scared and stood on end, while the unbelievers even testified vividly that Sanmao lied until he had no lies to make up, and began to make up stories about his soul. Father Lu Dacheng recalled that one night after Sanmao returned to China, a group of young writers from the "Three Three Collections" gathered at Zhu Xining's home, and Father Lu Dacheng of Sanmao and Geng Xin's Writing Association was also present. That night, San Mao communicated with the dead Jose in front of everyone, which was a great comfort. After that, Sanmao tried to communicate with the dead Jose by means of Qian Xian and automatic writing. Once San Mao became suspicious and ordered the other party to tell his true identity in the name of Jesus. The result was a few Spanish words: "Devil God." San Mao was greatly frightened. In order to appease her, Father Lu Dacheng dedicated a mass to her and made her wear the sign of epiphany brought back from France and ceremoniously consecrated. In the following year, she stopped contacting with psychic things and kept doing good deeds. She once told Lu Dacheng that every time she received the manuscript fee, she would divide it into six parts and donate it to different charities. Sanmao learned from Liu Dacheng that Xu Xu had passed away in michel platini, so she couldn't bear the grief. She once again used automatic writing to communicate with the dead Xu Xu. Xu Xu told her: "I'm fine, living in a bright and safe world, don't worry." Please write to my family for me. " Sanmao wrote Xu Xu's letter home by automatic writing. Mrs. Xu said that the "Xu Xu" signature at the end of the letter really looked like my own handwriting. Xu Xu has a daughter in America. Because she knows French well, the letter to her is written in French. Sanmao didn't know French, but she showed it to her friends after writing it, only to know that it was French. Third, I think Sanmao and Jose had a love, and this man must exist, because I have read Sanmao's works all my life, and I think the greatest works are not those essays and travel notes. I think Sanmao's greatest works are the translation of the handed down works of Spanish cartoonist Gino, "A doll sees the world." Not a woman in love, not to leave exquisite reading materials for her future children, such a thick cartoon can't be translated by San Mao, even if it is translated, it will never be able to translate the innocence, nature and humor inside. Fourth, it depends on Sanmao's works. Of course, her Sahara series is an excellent introduction, but I think that the translated cartoon "Dolls See the World" is the true embodiment of Sanmao's value. This cartoon is set in Argentina and is an autocratic and powerful military government. However, Gino used his brilliant pen to draw political ridicule, and Sanmao consciously adapted it. I think that "dolls look at the world" has, to a certain extent, played a great role in promoting the political reform in Taiwan Province. Over the years, I have told people this view, but no one supports it. There are always people who are skeptical and want to quarrel with me. I always use an example to shut people up. Don't forget Bo Yang, who sat in the KMT's white terror political prison because of the translation of Popeye comics. In the era of totalitarianism, how strong is the psychological quality for San Mao to turn over a set of Argentine political satirical cartoons? Five, three hairs later, I killed myself. What is the real reason? There are too many rumors in the workshop, so I will list them in one fell swoop. But most people think that her late love attempts and, in the final analysis, her illness are the main reasons. Because the family didn't explain it to the outside world, our later view was that Sanmao was ill. In fact, Sanmao should have a mental state problem. You know, Sanmao died too early, and at that time, there was still no solution. Everyone didn't know much about "depression." If Sanmao had lived to this day, she might have survived the disease by means of drugs, but it's a pity that she died too early, really too early. In the toilet of the hospital ward, she used the armrest beside the toilet, which was so close to the ground, and abruptly hanged herself. Of course, this is also a rumor. If this rumor is true, it is really difficult to die. How hard it was to die. How hard it is to be alive. Every time I think of San Mao, I can't help thinking of these two sentences. (The above story is based on memory. If it is wrong, please do not hesitate to correct it, and don't go to the discussion string to criticize the mother. ）-