1, why do you feel so scared and uneasy, like water that you can't catch, slipping through your fingers, but you can't keep it? Why do you feel so afraid and uneasy, like water that can't be caught, slipping through your fingers, but you can feel it but can't stay?

2. Since then, I have become a stranger, and there is no reason to stay.

I shouldn't forget, but I remember what I should forget. Don't dwell on things I don't want to remember. Some things have become habits, even if they are forgotten, they will continue. I shouldn't forget, but I remember what I should forget. Don't dwell on things I don't want to remember. Some things have become habits, even if they are forgotten, they will continue.