Sometimes you have to have it in your life. You can use it as a spare tire, but please don't be too humble. At the same time, such women really don't deserve love and happiness, because they are addicted to the past and won't give others opportunities. Such a woman is selfish!
Do you really want to be his spare tire all your life? I don't deny that the pestle will be ground into needles and stones, but the chances are slim. I still hope you can give yourself a chance. I believe there will be other girls who like you.