Zhang Lijun, female, 26 years old, is pregnant and has advanced pancreatic cancer.

"My husband is only 27 years old. I can't ask him to live alone like this all his life. He is old and he needs someone to accompany him."

Zhang Lijun cried.

This is the most touching story from the domestic documentary "Human World", which has a score of 9.5 on Douban:

"A mother with cancer faces death for her child."

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When the film crew first interviewed Zhang Lijun, Zhang Lijun had just been diagnosed with late-stage pancreatic cancer and was five months pregnant.

Zhang Lijun and her husband Han Shijun were married less than a year ago, and before their new house was warm enough to live in, and before the happy words were removed from their home, they were forced to move to a cold ward.

Zhang Lijun has a tumor in the body and tail of her pancreas. If it is solved through surgery, the child may not be able to save it.

There is a conflict between the survival of adults and the survival of children.

"If I were asked to induce labor, I would jump off."

Zhang Lijun said this with a joking smile, but Han Shijun burst into tears.

Zhang Lijun finally asked the doctor a question: If the child was born, would he be infected with cancer? After confirming that he would not, Zhang Lijun decided to keep the child.

"Even if his life ends, he should be brought to this world to have a look. Anyway, I have lived for 26 years, and he has not come to the world to take a look."

Zhang Lijun The child in the belly is only 7 months old. If the caesarean section is performed immediately, the child's chance of survival will become very small unless another week passes.

The tumors on Zhang Lijun’s body are always reminding her that as her child’s chances of survival increase, her own chances of survival will decrease.

“It’s a contradiction, it’s a contradiction.

I don’t think I’m so great that I would completely disregard my own life.

I can’t say I’m not afraid, After all, I am only 26 years old."

Zhang Lijun showed no pretense when facing the camera. Between maternal love and her young life, she said: "I am still afraid."

After consultation with doctors and family members, Zhang Lijun underwent a caesarean section two days later, and the baby was born smoothly.

Zhang Lijun and his wife named their child Han Heming, which is taken from the Book of Songs, "The crane's cry is heard in the sky", which means that one can grow freely in adversity. The nickname is Xiao Long Bao.

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On the sixth day after delivery, Zhang Lijun was transferred from the maternity ward to the pancreatic surgery department of Ruijin Hospital to prepare for surgery.

While waiting for the operation, the optimistic Zhang Lijun said witty words to her husband:

"Quietou, let's remove the tube and go home."

"Okay."

"But this on my forehead reminds me that I am a patient."

"It's okay, it will get better."

"The current level of medical care is so poor. A disease like mine would have been cured long ago in American science fiction movies."

Zhang Lijun underwent gastroscopy, colonoscopy, and liver puncture. Big inspection.

Finally, the results of the paraffin section examination came out, and Zhang Lijun was diagnosed as a more malignant cancer, signet ring cell carcinoma, with an unknown primary lesion. Surgery was meaningless.

The subsequent efforts of the doctors could only prolong Zhang Lijun’s life for as long as possible.

Despite suffering from a life-threatening disease, Zhang Lijun still added her optimism to the suffering life, and used humor to embellish the gray suffering into color.

While drinking the medicine, Zhang Lijun said:

“It’s like drinking the periodic table of elements.”

The nurse comforted her, imagine it as something very special. Delicious juice.

Zhang Lijun said frankly:

“I really don’t have such a good imagination.”

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Those who received conservative treatment Zhang Lijun needs chemotherapy.

Doing chemotherapy means losing all your hair.

When Han Shijun fed Zhang Lijun, Zhang Lijun was smiling in the camera, eating, and finally couldn't help crying anymore.

"My hair is starting to fall out. There is still a chance to grow it back.

Is there still a chance to grow hair, husband."

Han Shijun comforted her:

"You can't cry, keep a happy mood.

You know? The doctor said the most important thing is yourself."

Zhang Lijun is like a child, Stopped crying immediately.

"I know."

"It doesn't matter, I can still get a wig.

I'll get a Lady Gaga.

She has a white bob haircut with many colors."

Zhang Lijun said this and smiled again.

After getting sick, Zhang Lijun did not post on WeChat Moments. Before chemotherapy, she posted this paragraph on WeChat Moments and accompanied it with a selfie.

Fate is destined, and I am destined to encounter this calamity; luck can change, please give me luck and let me spend more time with my husband and children.

I want to hear my baby call me mommy, and I want to grow my hair over my shoulders again and travel with my husband.

I didn’t want to take pictures in the hospital, but I’m going to undergo chemotherapy soon, so I’ll keep my hair as long as I can, even short hair.

After chemotherapy, she can no longer bask in the sun. This is the last time Zhang Lijun stands in the sun.

After chemotherapy, Zhang Lijun’s white blood cells did not decrease.

"Originally, after chemotherapy, a lot of white blood cells should be killed, but she had more."

"While it kills bad cells, it also wants to kill white blood cells. Then WBC said, "No!"

Zhang Lijun continued her optimism and humor.

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Zhang Lijun was afraid that her child would have no memory of his mother when Xiao Long Bao grew up. She decided to record a video of Xiao Long Bao and show it to him on his birthday every year. .

Zhang Lijun couldn't help but smile when she thought of such a good idea.

She said:

"Every year he sees me, I look young. He says I am already 20, I am already 30, I am already 50, my mother You are still so young and celebrating my birthday.”

For the video recording, Zhang Lijun specially put on festive red clothes.

On January 30, 2016, Xiaolongbao returned home after staying in the incubator for two months, but Zhang Lijun suddenly lost sight in one of her eyes.

Han Shijun cried in distress, but Zhang Lijun said:

"My husband is so weak.

You must cherish all the abilities you have, including Speaking, including listening, includes normal thinking of the brain.”

I don’t know when Xiao Long Bao will be able to see him. His mother, who is in the late stage of cancer, recorded her 18th birthday greetings for him. As a result, she lost her hair, started to vomit after eating, was afraid of pain when taking a shower, and developed tumors in many places on her body.

"Whether mom is by your side, in heaven, or anywhere, she loves you the most and will always protect you."

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< p> Zhang Lijun's father-in-law said to Zhang Lijun:

"You are my daughter-in-law now, and we regard you as our own daughter.

If you are not the next life, I hope You are my daughter, and Han Shijun is my son-in-law.”

Zhang Lijun recorded a video for her parents-in-law:

“Dad, you said you want me to be your daughter in the next life. My husband is your son-in-law.

Even my mother hugged me and cried before, and she really treated me as her own daughter.

I feel really good about having parents like you. I am very happy.

I really hope to repay you and all my family members who love me.

So I must work hard and I must survive.

< p> Thank you very much for always being so kind to me.”

When she said this, Zhang Lijun’s eyes were full of maturity and determination that she had never seen before, which came from the people who loved her. power.

Valentine’s Day, February 14th, is the couple’s wedding anniversary.

Han Shijun chose a French restaurant on the Bund in Shanghai and had a romantic French meal with Zhang Lijun.

Zhang Lijun also recorded a video for her husband. In the video, Zhang Lijun sang a song:

"I have nothing to give you, but I want this song; < /p>

Thank you for always being with me through thick and thin. ”

A friend in need is a friend indeed, thank you for always being by my side through thick and thin.

Zhang Lijun once felt that her world was so big that she couldn’t finish it;

But now she feels: “My world is very small, and my world is all about my love.” "

Zhang Lijun was desperate: "How should I face death?"

But now, she asked this. Self:

"Then how can we be alive?"

She is living in a small world full of people who love her.

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