? We first met in high school, and by chance we became deskmates. We have a good relationship. Usually, because his grades are better than mine, he helps me with my studies. As we get along day by day, I find that I don't treat him like others. I'll start to care about his emotions. I will care if he talks to other girls. I will enjoy being with him very much. Maybe I just like him, but all stories usually end first.
? Later, I worked hard every day to keep up with him. I'm afraid that if I fall behind, he won't be able to sit at my desk, or he thinks I'm too stupid to sit at my desk. In fact, I still feel a little inferior in my heart, so I want to make myself better, at least equal to him. I work hard because I want to be in a university with him, so I think he and I may have a chance, or I think he will understand my heart.
? Later, as I hoped, we went to the same university. At first, I told myself to wait, and then I would tell him that I liked him very much when I had the right opportunity, but I was afraid that I would tell him that if he didn't accept me or even make friends with me, I think I would be even more sad. Although we are in the same university, it is difficult for two people to meet. Later, he usually asked me for something.
In this way, we spent another year in college. When I was a sophomore, I remember one day he told me that he liked a girl in my class and asked me how to chase girls. At that time, my heart was broken, but I still pretended that nothing had happened, and then told him the routine of chasing girls. I said, wait. When he talked about this object, he was hurt. I think he will remember my kindness and confess to me. I waited until he chased the girl, and then I was with a senior who chased me. Because my senior was kind to me, I promised him. Later, when I saw him, he called me in the middle of the night and said that he was lovelorn. I went to see him. I remember that he was drunk and unconscious. I suddenly felt a little sad at that time. Sadly, he can do this for another woman. He never did it because of me.
Sometimes I envy his girlfriend, because after all, I have been with him and have no regrets. Even if we finally break up, at least it will make him feel a little sad. Later, he found another girlfriend, and I broke up with my senior, because I didn't want to lie to him, so we have been playing the life of I fall in love, he falls in love, and I am willing to wait for him. I always fantasize that he will belong to me one day, because I think I know him best. No one can treat him like me. I will talk to him all night, and then go to class with dark circles on my eyes the next day. We always do. When he needs me, I will always be by his side.
? Later, in a blink of an eye, we were junior, he had to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, and I had to work. I think I can't wait any longer, because time waits for no one. I love him, but I can't give up what I want. I think if it were fate, we would have been together long ago. However, it turns out that we have been missing each other. Later, we lost him. Later, I changed him from the special attention list. I think I should give him up and gradually take him away from my life.
? Later, we all had a good life, only occasionally contacted, and then we realized how sad we were at the beginning.
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