Shen Ke, a girl who started playing ice cream at the age of 17.
She took a lot of medicine before she died, then scratched her body with a knife...and then cut the bowl
When her family found out, she was still alive and sent to the hospital.
She woke up and pulled out the infusion tube...and died
************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************ Chinese name: Shen Ke
Height: 163cm
Birthday: October 22, 1987
Constellation: Libra
Blood type: B Type
She is a pharmacist, a Gothic woman,
a small face with a pointed chin,
a black scorpion tattoo on the left side of her face,
She said,
I will die again and again
to prove that life is endless.
Time: February 13, 2008.
Place: Hospital
Process: Pull out the infusion tube.
Cause of death: Suicide.
Wrist cutting
Fenix's apprentice
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c.k’s last diary before his death:
My stomach hurts.
He was sitting in a soft chair with a weird posture.
My whole body was covered in sweat.
Probably hungry.
I stood up and went to find some baking soda biscuits.
My stomach became more cramped.
He rushed into the bathroom and retched.
Can't spit anything out.
I can only squat down and pick my throat out of habit.
As soon as I put my finger in, I felt nauseated.
I finally spit out a little bit, and the gastric juice lubricated my esophagus.
I just want to spit out this discomfort.
After picking for a minute or two, my fingertips became harder and harder.
There are blood drops on the white tiles.
I don’t know if my nails pierced my throat or if I was bleeding from the nose.
Anyway, blood began to pour out of my throat and nose, mixed with stomach acid and filth, and gurgled out.
His face and hands were covered in blood and saliva.
I was a little hysterical. I just wanted to vomit everything in my stomach, so that I could feel better.
When I stood up, everything went dark.
Staggeringly, he leaned against the wall for a while.
He stared at his embarrassed self in the bathroom mirror.
This scene is repeated almost every day every year.
So tired.
What holiday is today?
It seems to be New Year’s Eve.
Fireworks were set off everywhere, and the night outside the window lit up like day.
Ears, but can't hear any sound.
The nosebleeds are still flowing.
Slide it across the corners of your mouth, along your chin and onto your collarbone and chest.
It tastes fishy and sweet.
I washed my face with cold water randomly.
With his neck raised and motionless, he finally stopped the nosebleed.
Go back to the room.
Online.
The dim light of the computer.
Looking at the little jokes about Mr. Bai and Mrs. Bai written in her signature.
Looking at her still gray avatar for a long time.
I cried suddenly.
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Her personality may also be due to her family.
Her parents are often not around and rarely care about her. And already divorced.
I started taking drugs when I was about 17 years old.
This was not her own initiative.
It was instigated by a male friend who seemed to be very important to her.
The man also takes drugs. To find something that will keep them together forever. A very peaceful start.
C.K therefore embarked on this road without looking back. Because life was never happy for her.
Perhaps taking drugs can achieve the spiritual world she desires.
C.K is paranoid, stubborn and prone to extremes, but her voice is beautiful.
She often used knives to cut herself all over her body and used many needles to draw her own blood.
She would cry alone every day, and she was in great mental pain.
Her words and her singing are very deep and cold.
After reading and listening to it, people feel sad with her. She is a melancholy child.
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QQ is rarely online.
But he is kind to people, does not put on airs, and is not like some unqualified Internet singers.
She always seems to want to make people feel that there is something separate from her, conveying that mysterious temperament through her voice that cannot be explained in words.
Her ghostly voice, faint melody, quietly sad
A girl who is sometimes innocent and sweet, sometimes cold and emotionless.
Her website is very popular, and the group of people who like her seem to be the same kind.
Weird, surly and elegant
In short, the whole thing feels like a black basement.
But she loves her parents very much, and her articles on her blog have fully explained her love for her parents.
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In her exquisite It looks like an SD doll with a beautiful poisonous scorpion on the right face,
Visual kei, goth style, rock person, MC, rap, decadence,
Breaking, cutting wrist, extubation, death,
Beautiful girl, a quarter mixed race, divorced parents (grandfather is Irish),
isolated and indifferent, paranoid, stubborn and extreme personality,
Bisexuality, having a spiritual relationship with a boy, having physical intercourse with a woman, playing with blood, self-mutilation,
Crying alone, being beaten five times at a time A hole, an eyebrow nail, a tongue nail, two lip nails, and a terrifying breast nail.
Her words and her singing are very deep and cold, making people sad with her after reading and listening to them.
Death may be the best start for her to have a happy afterlife.
Her homepage reads: I will die again and again. To prove that life is endless.
It seems that she has longed to commit suicide for a long time
She also wrote in her previous blog: If one day you don’t see me online,
Then I will definitely She is going to look for the legendary miracle...
I think heaven and the next life are the miracles she calls...
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Nian An. Sad Elf, please have a safe journey in heaven.