H, college roommate, a Pisces. We have been laughing that IQ is not online, and we have to explain a sentence several times before we can understand it. No wonder I failed two subjects in the first final exam (I am allowed to fail seven subjects every four years). The tear point is extremely low. When we watch movies together, we are always the first to cry and can't stop. Nevertheless, we still like to see that touching film. However, this girl is still very inspirational, such as breaking up with her first love, going to the library every day or doing crazy sports to vent. So this girl is the most embarrassing in our dormitory, but other parts, hehe.
? Z, I don't know much about it, but I know it's 189' s little brother. It is said that IQ is also very ... (you know). Other unknown.
Their acquaintance and love history can be described as more dog blood than dog blood. I heard from H that they met on a music software. It seems that Z paid attention to H first, that's all: just because of a concern, this is probably the so-called "music soul mate". Then we added WeChat to each other, and the mode of telephone conversation began. It was only in the exchange that they learned that they were fellow villagers, and their homes were separated by several blocks (probably because of the school, and they were not familiar with each other). And Z is actually a classmate with H's uncle. To clarify, Z and H are only two years apart. H's first love turned out to be Z's childhood. Yes, you are not mistaken.
? Here to add, the story of H and first love. It is said that he is a high school classmate. Before college, a school was often bored together, and after college, the mode of long-distance love was opened. At first, they chatted by video. Later, they will discuss going directly to each other's city every Sunday and occasionally surprise each other. Every time I come here, I will buy her a lot of things, such as a 1.8-meter brown bear, and it is said that a string of imported baby stars is 80 yuan. Not to mention snacks and the like. When we see the envy of the latter, we will look at the snack packaging and bless them with bright eyes. The point is that H was very happy during that time. Later, her first love invited me and another roommate, W. The four of us had dinner together and broke up soon. It seems that H put it forward, and the specific reason is not clear (but now people who have a date are afraid to invite W and me to dinner again). At that time, H cried her eyes out in the dormitory. During that time, every day except the library, she was never so crazy during the final exam. Single dog, like me, can't understand this kind of pain, so I just give her chicken soup for the soul every day and wish her a helping hand as soon as possible, such as:
You'd better cherish this time when you are single, because after a week or a lifetime of loneliness, you may only get a moment, a moment when you have no feelings for anyone, a moment when you are single and independent.
What you are looking for on purpose is often not found. Everything in the world comes and goes. Learning to dominate your own life, even if you are a person, is not too bad.
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Later, I thought it was useless, so I stopped writing. About a week later, after watching Later Us, H changed the qq signature to: Later we had everything, but we didn't. We know this relationship is over. Some songs and some people will stay in your heart, because your story is hidden here. The sky-high star sent by my predecessor is still on the table, and now there are only dead branches and a few scattered lavender dry-patterned flowers, which look quite good and have a unique charm. As for the bear, because it is too big, it will go away if you put it there. And z, probably because of the shadow of the last time, after many requests were rejected, h finally didn't let me see w.
? Life itself is more exciting than TV series. Those responses that have been lost give positive answers in parallel time and space. What you want will appear slowly, but it will come eventually. Love and fate are like this. What should come will come eventually, just the length of time! Probably because of the phone call, H said that they were not embarrassed when they met for the first time. Of course, the final outcome is what we expect. H said maybe this is fate. When you were in pain, God sent another person to save you. We retorted, "I guess it's God's compensation for your IQ!" ? I remembered Haruki Murakami's words: Everyone has his own forest. Maybe we have never been there, but it has always been there. All the people who should have lost are lost, and the people who should have met will meet again.
Last Valentine's Day, they took their friends to KTV. Only after knowing each other did I know that Z's girlfriend and H were classmates, and I had to sigh that the world was too small! Listen to H, because Z was playing dice with another female friend that day, she was a little left out, but she was not particularly happy. But then Z seems to have observed it and said, "Come with us!"
H Qiang smiled: "Nothing, you go on, I'll go to the bathroom and be right back."
H goes to the toilet and Z waits outside until H comes out to wash his hands and is about to draw paper. Z wrapped H's hand in a paper towel and dried it carefully. H said that he looked at her like that at that moment and froze. Life and emotional management, sometimes do not need too much expression, that tacit understanding is better than all love words.
Z: "good! Angry? Would you like something to drink? "
H evaded and said, "I can't drink cold."
Z seemed to know something, so he put the drink on his chest, looked at H and said with a smile, "I can just warm you up!" " "Then he took H's hand and went in. I suddenly remembered what Zhao Mosheng asked in Why Shengxiao Mo: "Do you regret marrying me? Why do you never introduce me to your friends? "Introducing your partner to a friend may be a trivial matter, but it represents an acknowledgement. Like an innate right, he is telling the world that you belong to me and only to me. After that, they went to the park. In the park, Z suddenly picked up H and ran excitedly. H blushed and said that he was a little confused at that moment, but he was very excited. We joked: "Having a tall boyfriend is willful!" "H said to Z," I found that my space and circle of friends seem to be much colder after we talked. " Z didn't say anything after listening, so he held H in his arms. Because he knows that she only belongs to him now, and she gives him most of the time, which will "cool" her friends and miss a lot of intersection with them.
Every time H talks about Z, there is light in his eyes. We call it the light of love. She told us that Z would dry his hair, and she would remind her every month that the physiological period was coming (we were surprised that Z would come the next day) and so on. San Mao said: "When Jose went to suffer in the desert for love, he had decided to spend his life with him." Maybe this is what love really looks like!