On June 65438+1October 19, 2006, the prodigal musicians realized the true meaning of life. I began to reflect on my previous vanity and unreality. I had no plan for the future, was irresponsible to my family, and was more serious about my feelings. I often immerse myself in the nightlife where I lead a drunken life and forget the true meaning of life and love.
Just as Zhang Aiwen kept silent about this degenerate life, one day an online adventure ushered in the beginning of his love. He has countless friends on MSN, and he accidentally clicked on a girl's MSN signature, "Write your name on a cigarette, breathe it into your lungs, and let you stay in the place closest to my heart", which was deeply attracted. Because of the sensitivity of my career, I took the initiative to talk to her and wanted to know the source of these two sentences. She said that this is a sentence they often said in junior high school.
Later, I was inspired to write a song. At that time, I wanted to get her authorization, so I made an appointment with her. That's how we met, and we began to eat and meet often, and we both had a good impression on each other. Then I invited her to a bar, and under the influence of alcohol, I sent her home, and we really started.
At that time, because she was pregnant, my relationship with her broke down and I didn't accompany her. I am free and used to it, and I can't tolerate being bound. The fierce quarrel accelerated our breakup. Until three months later, that is, in the early morning of June 65438+1October 19, 2006, I also drank until dawn, and drunk driving caused the most serious accident in my life.
My sister didn't know that when we broke up, she didn't know until she got a call from the traffic police. Without hesitation, she rushed to the 999 emergency center and stayed by my side until I recovered and could almost take care of myself. She left the last letter.
After reading that letter, I knew that she must have struggled for a long time before making this decision. I know she loves me. She loves me more than herself. Because of my car accident, I didn't have a meal with my family to take care of me during the New Year. To take care of me, she would rather be an unfilial daughter. Her parents are almost 70, and she can still stand in the ICU waiting for me to spend the New Year without my parents, waiting for me, the bad guy who hurts her again and again.
After she left, I understood a lot of truth and had a new understanding of life. June 2006 65438+ 10/9, as a Zhang Aiwen with a previous attitude towards life, I think that day was the end of his life and the beginning of a new life in Zhang Aiwen. I take June 65438+1October 19 as my birthday. 65438+1October 19, three months after the breakup, she came back to take care of me without hesitation. It was she and my family who gave me a new life with selfless love, and also made me realize that the greatest love in life is giving and selfless dedication.
Now, I insist on writing a blog every day and expressing my thoughts every day. I get up at 6 o'clock every day, work hard and face life positively. I no longer like colorful life. I think life is empty, and so is the soul in that environment. Now I like to go home early every day, eat something and surf the Internet. Every weekend, whenever I have time, I will take time to spend with my family and at least go home to eat a meal cooked by my mother. Now the life in our family is very healthy, full and harmonious. Looking back now, at that time, in ICU, you were all comrades-in-arms fighting to save my life. I'm still alive, and I'm active, but you're gone. Where are you? We can't live without you. Do you know how much I want you back? If you don't come back in this life, I'll come to you in the next life!
On September 30, 2007, she returned to Elvin. ......