1. When did going to work become the last thing I wanted to do? The body is tired and can rest; the body and mind are tired but cannot bear it. When can I return to my original self?

2. When I play, I can play crazy, but when I am serious, don’t treat me as a joke. My bottom line can be set very low for a person, but don't think that I am a person without a bottom line. Whether I like it or hate it, I know my feelings best. No one can ever force me to do something I don't want to do, so there's no need to question whether I'm saying something against my conscience. Because I am a Sagittarius, there is always a persistence in my arrogance.

3. A good relationship should be open. Don't force the other person to do something they don't want to do. The other person's habits need to be respected. You cannot use reasons and excuses such as caring about or promoting the other person's growth to force the other person to do things you don't want to do or to control the other person. Because the other person should not be yours, the other person should be the other person first.

4. In fact, there are many ways for people to achieve peace and calmness. Some people find peace by doing things they like, while others find peace by completing things they don’t want to do. It is not the things but the people that are calm and collected.

5. If I don’t want to recall that painful experience, I will cut off all connections and automatically seal up everything. From now on, you are you and I am me. If you feel pain, there is no need to torture yourself all the time. Focus on what you should do. This is the most important thing.

6. I find that I am really not suitable for group activities. In the future, when I encounter something I don’t want to do, I will refuse it and will not force myself to do things that I am unwilling to do. I feel very irritable. I'm going to listen to music to lighten my mood. Finally, I would like to express my love for Mizuhara Kiko, she is so in line with my aesthetic standards!

7. Unwilling to go out, socialize, or do anything! Things to take and things to do are turned around and forgotten! I can't sleep well at night, and I'm alone during the day...

8. How many things do people say against their will, how many things do they don't want to do, how much grievances do they have to bear, and how do they endure it in this life? End this life...