I remember that when I was in school, I liked to write diaries, copy some quotes, and change some personal signatures. Today I also write down the sad history of these years to encourage myself in the future.

Since 2009, my girlfriend who we met with at school has started working. When she first came out of society, she was full of enthusiasm and felt that she could start a career or something. However, she was directly assigned to a factory by the school (advice to just start working). Young people who are out of society should not go directly to the factory). Every day at three o'clock, the mechanical action lasts from 8 am to 6 pm. At the beginning, there was a little excitement because I had a girlfriend I liked with me. As a result, it lasted for half a year, and they broke up, and then they had no intention of continuing in the factory.

It has been 10 years and I don’t want to work in a factory. I feel it is boring and has no future. I wanted to change jobs, but I didn’t know what was suitable. I was wandering around like a headless fly. At that time, when I went to Shanghai to find a job, I basically relied on an agency. After being cut off by the agency twice, I spent all my savings in the factory and still had nothing. After I found a job, I saw that there was nothing I could do, so I returned to the factory and continued working for half a year.

After I had some savings, I went to Guangzhou to find a job. I didn’t have a clue anyway. I just listened to others talking about how to make money by setting up a street stall, so I bought a device and went to sell drinks next to the scenic spot. I was very shy at first. , I didn’t shout much. As I worked, I felt that I would die if I didn’t make money. Why did I care about my reputation? I screamed all day long, but I still didn’t sell much. It was difficult enough to take care of my living expenses every day. I really had no choice, and I tried other jobs, but they didn't last long.

In the end, I moved from Baiyun District to Changhe District to find a job selling houses. I was very happy when I applied for the job and felt that I had a place to display my talents. Then I changed to Changhe District because I had no money. When renting an apartment, you can only get up at 5 a.m. and take the bus to Changhe District two or three times every day. In the first month, sometimes you don’t even have two yuan to take the bus, so you cut one dollar in half, roll it up in a roll and throw it away secretly. I went in and ate a 6-yuan set meal every day, and occasionally bought a pancake to eat in the morning. I persisted for more than two months, and there was improvement. I found 3 customers. However, because we were selling houses in other districts, we needed to travel. I looked at the house far away and had to think about it when I came back. But before my client could close the deal, something happened in the house.

In 2011, I finished handling the affairs in the house, but suddenly I felt very tired and couldn’t find the energy to do anything, so I went to work in a hotel as a chef. I didn’t communicate much with the outside world or express myself. I'm not very happy either, but this situation doesn't have any impact in the hotel, because it's the same. After working for 2 years, I wanted to open a store by myself. I felt that I need to open a store early, otherwise as the market becomes more and more mature, you will have no room to survive. Then I went to Wuhan and opened a food stall. Three people formed a partnership. I was responsible for the barbecue, thinking about making the most money. I did make some money in the first month. But one and a half months later, Wuhan suddenly started to promote civilized cities and closed our food stalls for a week. When we reopened, the business was completely gone. After I gritted my teeth and persisted for a month, I was already in debt of 20,000 to 30,000 yuan and couldn't hold on any longer. It’s not done anymore.

I went back to work in 2014. At this time, I felt that my work was even more boring. I had lost confidence in myself, lost myself and my direction, and felt like I was in an abyss. I wanted to climb up but I couldn't get up. .

In 2015, I went to work in my classmate’s Internet company, and the salary was pretty good, and I was also involved in sales. Suddenly I had to communicate with people again, and I felt that I was not confident. I would sometimes stutter when talking to others, and my brain would become confused. Then I read a lot of books in my free time. Although I still spoke slowly sometimes, at least my mind wouldn't go blank.

In 2016, my relatives introduced me to e-commerce, saying it was a bonus period and very profitable, so I came here because someone took me under my wing. I worked as an operations assistant and soon started working as an operations assistant. I think I had some achievements. Then I was more honest, and I missed some ways to make a lot of money through operations. I felt that it was not good, it was illegal gain, cheating the boss, etc., so I didn't make much money.

In 2018, after working in operations for two years, I suddenly got in touch with Taoke by chance. I saw others driving luxury cars and buying a house just before. Then I talked a lot with him. , and then said that I wanted to join him, and that friend could do it, and he really led me into the Taoke industry. I paid 30,000 yuan in study fees and borrowed more than 10,000 yuan. It was quite long at the beginning, and I had to stay up all day long. Recruiting investment, until I had my first big sales and earned more than 20,000 yuan a month, I felt that this industry could really make a group of people rich. Then I started to lead a team, started to do management, and started to study various books. , communicate with some colleagues, and write down what you see, listen, and think good suggestions or ideas in a notebook.

In the middle of 2019, I had a lot of money on hand, and I bought a house with full payment when I returned home. At the end of the year, my boss had many profitable projects that he was unwilling to study. If you mentioned it, he would not listen and wait for you. After the research is done, he will come over to steal your dividends. Then I felt that the boss structure was too small. I decided to do it myself, because I found that our trip to this world must be worthwhile for ourselves, and we should fight while we can still fight.

The studio in 2020 was just ready to be rented out. The epidemic came suddenly, and I happened to be in Hubei again. I was locked down for three months. I paid all the rent. After purchasing the equipment, I started We have been losing money in recruitment and training, but we have also been persevering. I have also started with the new recruits from the past, exchanging methods and experiences together every day, eating together every day, and working overtime.

Every day is fulfilling, after all, it is for myself and for my dreams.

Back to the topic, I really feel that life is not easy for everyone born in the 1990s. They are cut off by waves of leeks from all walks of life. They have employment problems, income problems, skyrocketing housing prices, and exorbitant betrothal gifts. , it is really difficult to step out of your own circle and reach a higher level without anyone to guide you. As soon as you are born, you are burdened with a lot of burdens. Therefore, if you want to start a business together, communicate, promote, chat, and drink together, we will fight the future together.