When I fell in love with you, you began to regret that I was not the person you imagined. In the eyes of others, I am insignificant. When you give me more love every day, I just face me more in pain. You don't have the courage to really want to hurt me. Now what can you say except that you are sorry to me? Can you say that I really loved you, my baby? Ha ha. It's raining ... why do autumn seasons hate bright sunshine so much? People who like black are insecure, hate sunshine and like to hide in dark places. Yes, if someone recognizes me and asks me why I am crying, I won't tell him. I hate this life and I hate this lost self. I'm used to avoiding the sun like this. I'm trying my best to run, but I really want to forget you at once, but no matter how hard I try, it doesn't help in the end. Recalling the past, your smile touched my hand, and I was tired of missing you. Then I thought of you when I was buried in the crowd, talking and laughing, so I wanted to forget you, but my eyes were full. Tears are silent, but I want to avoid the sun. I run like hell, but why is the sun always on you and me? I really want to forget you completely, but you can't be erased in my heart. My friends think I've forgotten you, but I'm about to collapse. I really want to forget you, but I can't. It's like a root stuck in meat. Putting a needle in the wound and sprinkling salt paralyzed me, but your name still lingers, remembering your dead love as if you were still together. If tears can be your victory, even if I would rather cry all the time, even if the tears in the sea merged into sea water, I would choose to forget and continue to live well. Actually, I want to keep singing like this, but I can't help it. When I say Pan Pan I really love you, I really can't forget what you want me to do before you can come back to me. You said you would never give up on me. You said you would love me forever. Why did you finally choose to leave? I said I could change it for you. Why don't you give me a chance? You say you like children very much, and I promise you not to smoke. You say I'm not sensible, so I'll change why you said you were so determined when you broke up. I cried so sadly that you ignored the smoke scar on my hand and recalled our old days yesterday. I really miss you everywhere. When I called you, I took it down. I can't sleep every night. Please don't leave me. I really love you.