1.

"The feeling of biting open the yolk of a candied poached egg is the same as kissing."

This sentence was told to me by Li Chang.

Li Chang can make candied poached eggs, and he can only make them for me. This is something I often show off to others.

Li Chang can also cook, wash clothes, do hygiene, and help me with my homework... I think he should be the best man in the world. These are all assets worthy of showing off.

I can’t do anything, because Li Chang will do everything for me, but he is still very strict sometimes. Usually when I want to be lazy, he will help me with my homework, but before the exam, he I will definitely be asked to review with him. I don't like my father, and I don't like the teacher. I only like Li Chang. No matter what he taught, I basically understood it after listening to it once.

Li Chang often praises me for being smart. He says I am a genius, but I never feel that way. The so-called learning knowledge is nothing more than something to remember. I actually hate memorizing things, but I remember every word and every word Li Chang said clearly.

Rather than saying that I have talent, it is better to say that Li Chang has magic power. I will like everything related to him and do it seriously. I feel that no matter what I do in this world, as long as I like it and do it seriously, I can do it well.

2.

Li Chang is my childhood sweetheart.

But it must be said that we are childhood sweethearts in the strict sense. Maybe we are not. After all, I was already in the sixth grade when I met Li Chang.

Li Chang’s mother is my nanny. I call her Aunt Su. Aunt Su is a very good person. She came to work at my house when I was very young. My dad is often away from home, and Aunt Su has taken care of me since I was a child. When I was a child, many people said that I was stupid and naive, but Aunt Su would praise me for being smart.

Li Chang will also praise me for being smart, and everyone in his family is very nice.

When I was in the sixth grade, I once climbed on the balcony of the second floor and accidentally fell off. Aunt Su happened to be downstairs. She failed to catch me and just threw me into the swimming pool.

Even so, Aunt Su's hand was still broken, but she saved my life, and my father was very grateful to her. Aunt Su accidentally mentioned that she had a son who was about the same age as me and was in primary school. Her husband died and she was injured and unable to work, so her son could not go to school.

My dad solved this problem easily. For my family, anything that can be solved with money is not a problem. My dad took Aunt Li’s son into my home, allocated a house for him to live in, and helped him go through the school transfer procedures.

In this way, I met Li Chang for the first time. The shy boy with a red face hiding behind Aunt Su. My dad promised that he would bear all Li Chang’s academic expenses. It's one of the few things my dad does that makes me happy.

Li Chang transferred to my school, but he was not in the same class as me. At school, he rarely greeted me except when no one was around. He is a top student and loves to study, but I don't understand why he still studies all the time when his grades are so good.

My grades are very bad, but I don't care at all, because I don't want to study at all. I'm very paranoid. I will do well in things I like, but I won't touch things I don't like.

3.

I should have had nothing to do with Li Chang, but everything turned around.

At school, I was very arrogant and many people hated me. It was probably during the midterm exam in the second semester of sixth grade that a group of people came to bully me.

All this happened to be caught by Li Chang. When he saw that I was being bullied, he stopped in front of me without thinking. Li Chang fought for me, and his clothes were torn apart, revealing the strong muscles underneath that were incompatible with his age. Li Chang is a child from the countryside. He is very strong and can defeat a group of people by himself.

In my eyes, Li Chang is like the hero in the cartoon, the prince who saves the princess.

Later, the teacher came and called Li Chang and me to the Academic Affairs Office. Li Chang's mother arrived at school first and slapped Li Chang in front of me without saying a word.

I suddenly felt that why Aunt Su, who was usually so kind, became so violent and unreasonable? It was clearly not Li Chang who was at fault.

I protected Li Chang desperately, but Li Chang had no intention of resisting Aunt Su. But I would not allow my hero to be wronged. I held him tightly and refused to allow anyone to touch him until my dad came to school.

That’s how it is. When others want to bully me, Li Chang beats them up to protect me. My dad settled the matter easily. Although I didn't like him, he would never allow me to get hurt. Later, no one would mess with me anymore, and the relationship between Li Chang and me became much better.

4.

But the real closeness with Li Chang came later. That day I was playing the piano alone in the room, and Li Chang secretly watched at the door. I was particularly alert to the door, and I really hated my dad peeking at me, so I walked to the door and pulled Li Chang in.

There was a white piano placed in my room. Li Chang looked at it carefully for a long time. He said that he had never seen a real piano before. I played a very simple etude for him, but he was full of praise for my poor piano skills.

I said that I actually don’t like playing the piano. The reason why I play the piano is because I miss my mother. Li Chang said that he wanted me to learn to play the piano seriously. He really likes girls who can play the piano. Girls who can play the piano are like angels.

It was precisely because of Li Chang's words that I rekindled my interest in piano.

But that day Li Chang’s attention quickly shifted to the computer in my room. I actually didn't know that a top student like him would also like to play computer games. I didn't like playing computer games, so I just watched him play.

Li Chang is really a very restrained person. He only played computer games for two hours that afternoon, and then he took me to start studying. He asked me to keep his computer skills a secret, and said he had been studying with me all afternoon. I smiled and said yes.

Aunt Su later entered my room in a panic and took Li Chang away. Aunt Su asked me what Li Chang did all afternoon. I said that he took me to study all afternoon.

That night at dinner, I mentioned to my dad that I wanted to learn piano again. My dad was full of surprise. In fact, it’s more of a pleasant surprise than a surprise, after all, I kicked out all the piano teachers I had before.

My mother actually taught me piano. After my mother died, I didn’t want anyone to teach me how to play the piano. In fact, my father should love my mother very much, but it is a pity that their fate is not very lucky. As for the aunt my father married later, I will never let her enter my house.

Because we had the same secret, Li Chang and I talked a lot more. He is actually also a lively boy, and I am willing to do anything when I stay with him.

5.

There is an exam for our primary school to enter junior high school. Li Chang wanted to get into the junior high school of this school, so he studied very hard. After reviewing, in order to relax, he would come to my room and play on the computer.

Maybe Li Chang felt uncomfortable playing with my computer, so he took me to study with him. My dad later told Aunt Su that he asked Li Chang to take me to study and not to disturb us. As a result, Li Chang came to my room more often.

There are a lot of snacks in my room, but Li Chang rarely eats them. I asked him why, and he said those snacks were very expensive and he was reluctant to eat them. I said I'm tired of eating those snacks, you can eat whatever you want. But Li Chang didn't eat, he just looked at me, his eyes seemed very special.

Li Chang asked me about getting into middle school. I said I was not interested in studying. Li Chang asked me to review carefully. I listened to him and reviewed carefully.

Actually, I was previewing. I listened to whatever Li Chang said. One time, I was hungry and Aunt Su was not at home, so Li Chang went to the kitchen to fry poached eggs for me. Li Chang's fried poached eggs were delicious. I devoured them and choked on the yolk.

Li Chang spent a lot of effort to calm me down. He said that my esophagus seemed to be very small and I could choke easily. He just said that he would fry poached eggs with candied fillings for me to eat in the future.

I asked Li Chang what is a poached egg with sugar heart. Li Chang said that I will know when I eat it. The next day, I ate Li Chang's poached egg with sugar heart. The heart of this egg was not sweet at all, it was soft and waxy, and it felt amazing.

Li Chang later told me that the feeling of biting open the yolk of a sweet-poached egg was the same as kissing.

6.

Even my dad didn’t expect that I would be admitted to the junior high school. Although Li Chang was in the top ten of his grade, he was surprised by my results. Because I really reviewed it seriously for a month.

"You are really a genius." This is the first time Li Chang has praised me for being smart. It is rare for anyone to praise me. I am very happy for this.

But after all, I still don’t like studying. After entering junior high school, I started to study half-heartedly. Who would have thought that our school actually had an expulsion exam, and Li Chang cheated with me in order to prevent me from being expelled.

During the exam, we were sitting at the front and back desks against the wall. Li Chang stretched his hand from under the table to indicate which question was which option. Li Chang marked each question twice, once for the question number and once for the answer. Every time I do a question, I have to hold Li Chang's hand twice.

I found that Li Chang's palms quickly became sweaty. They were wet and soft, a bit like a girl's hands.

In that exam, I answered all the multiple-choice questions correctly, and I was not kicked out. Li Chang asked me to promise him that I would study hard in the future. I agreed to him on the condition that he would fry eggs for me every day.

I think Li Chang has magic power. He can make a small egg so delicious and make boring questions so interesting. I got better and better at playing the piano, and my previous teacher also praised my talent in front of my father. I don’t care about other people’s evaluations of me. I just like to hear Li Chang praise me.

When I entered junior high school, I began to enter adolescence. After knowing the emotion of love, I chose Li Chang as my partner without hesitation.

7.

But I didn’t expect that someone would rob Li Chang from me.

Growing up, I have always just grabbed other people’s things. When I saw that girl holding hands with Li Chang, I was furious and walked straight towards them.

I pulled their hands away, then stood in front of Li Chang, looking at the girl.

"He is my person, we live together, and he wakes me up every day." I simply stated three words to declare my sovereignty.

Many people in the school know me, and that girl is no exception. She looked at Li Chang in shock, with disbelief in her eyes.

"Li Chang, I didn't expect you to be such a person."

The girl turned around and left. I looked at Li Chang happily, but there was no emotion on his face. What a happy expression.

I actually don’t understand the meaning of that girl’s words. I naturally know what kind of person Li Chang is. He is good at everything. The only shortcoming is that he only belongs to me. Of course, this is also a plus for me.

Since then, no girl in school has approached Li Chang. Others said they were afraid of me.

8.

What am I afraid of? I don't understand. I look no worse than others, and I can also play the piano.

At the New Year's Day performance in the second year of junior high school, I went on stage alone and talked about a piano piece. Unexpectedly, my father also came. I wore a formal dress that day and performed very well, but I only played for Li Chang.

When I came on stage, there seemed to be a lot of people booing and whistling. But I didn't care about them. I only knew that Li Chang stood in the background and looked at me. He told me personally that he wanted me to work hard to play this piece of music well.

As long as Li Chang wants me to do something, I can do it.

After that performance, many boys seemed to have a crush on me, but there was no doubt that all the boys who confessed to me were beaten up by me. But I really want to see Li Chang stand up and stop those suitors for me.

But he never stood up once.

But I don’t need him to stand up and declare sovereignty, because I know it in my heart.

I later confessed to Li Chang. In fact, this was just a process. Li Chang liked me. When he kissed me, he felt like eating a poached egg with sugar heart.

Li Chang asked me if this was my first kiss. I said that if eating poached eggs with candied fillings counts as kissing, this would be my 527th kiss.

I have eaten 526 candied poached eggs, and each one was given to me by Li Changjian.

9.

However, Li Chang did not kiss me many times.

I remember that the last time he kissed me, his lips were as dry as an uncooked egg. I smiled and told him this, but he cried.

I didn’t know why he was crying, I just kept wiping his tears.

In the third year of junior high school, Li Chang said that he had to study hard to pass the high school entrance examination and could not stay with me all the time. I said it doesn't matter, we will live together.

Li Chang looked at me with tears in his eyes. There were many kinds of expressions in his eyes, but I couldn’t understand any of them.

I heard that Li Chang was going to be admitted to the best high school in the city, so I decided which high school to be admitted to. After hearing my wish, Li Chang made no comments.

I know that my grades are not good, but as long as it is what I want to do, I will definitely do it, not to mention, this matter is related to Li Chang.

Before the high school entrance examination, I really worked hard to review. Reading was boring to death, but I still read hard. When the results of the high school entrance examination came out, it turned out that Li Chang and I were admitted to the same high school.

I was very happy. I bought an iPhone as a gift for Li Chang, but he didn’t accept it.

"Are you really going to take away even this bit of my self-esteem?" Li Chang had tears in his eyes when he spoke to me.

I don’t know what self-esteem is. I don’t want to take anything away from Li Chang, but he is cruel to me.

"I like you, does this hurt your self-esteem?"

"Yes!"

10.

Li Chang and I went to the same high school, but were not in the same class. Although I quarreled with him, I still couldn't leave him.

I often go to see him. Their friends seem to call me "Domineering Girl" or "Little Rich Girl". Every time I hear that, I beat them up. Li Chang didn't seem to like me going to him very much. He had very good grades, so I studied hard so that my name could be ranked with his.

Someone from the music club in school asked me to play the piano. The first person I thought of was Li Chang. He said he wanted me to go, so I went to the music club. I play the piano very seriously because I think Li Chang will come to listen every time.

Later, after the New Year’s Day party in the second year of high school, the president of our club actually kissed me forcefully. I punched and kicked him, and then went to find Li Chang crying.

After hearing my experience, Li Chang’s face was full of anger. The next day, when I went to submit my application for resignation, I saw Li Chang with some bruises on his face. This time, he was punished for hitting someone again, and it was because of me.

You see, he obviously has me in his heart, but I don’t know what he is hiding. Every time I go to see him, he is very enthusiastic, but he is always cold, as if he is alienating me.

After the college entrance examination, I filled in the exact same application form as Li Chang, but when the results came out, he did not pass the first choice. This time, I actually scored higher than him.

I went to comfort him, but he was furious with me. I really didn’t understand why he wanted to be cruel to me. I was obviously willing to give him all my points, but he actually treated me like this.

He stressed over and over again that I had taken away all his self-esteem, but I didn’t understand it at all.

11.

Li Chang later apologized to me, but I was still very angry, so I ordered him to fry eggs by himself every day during the summer vacation after the college entrance examination. Give it to me.

Li Chang smiled and fried eggs for me for the whole summer vacation. He and I were playing the piano in the room like we did when we first met, and playing games that I didn't like.

I confessed to him again. I said I wanted him to marry me, but he did not give me an accurate answer.

As the summer vacation came to an end, I did something particularly bold. While Li Chang was concentrating on playing the game, I secretly took off all my clothes. I hugged him from behind and pressed the softest part of my body against his.

Li Chang stood up, picked me up and threw me on the bed. He kissed me hard, tears falling from his eyes. It seemed that I tasted something special. Only then did I realize that it was Li Chang who had bitten my lip. After the passionate kiss, he put on my clothes one by one, and then went to the kitchen to fry eggs for me.

The next day, Li Chang didn't ask me to get up. When I woke up, it was already very late. I went to Li Chang's room barefoot.

Li Chang's room was locked. When I kicked the door open, I found that there was nothing inside.

I ran downstairs. My dad was sitting in the living room. He said that Li Chang had gone abroad, Aunt Su had also left, and the new nanny at home was Aunt Song. My dad said that there was no possibility for Li Chang and me to go abroad. It was Li Chang who took the initiative to go abroad.

"You must be lying. It was you who threatened him, right?"

I ran over like crazy and hit my dad, but my dad didn't fight back. , suddenly, I realized that my dad seemed to be getting old. He had been tolerating my willfulness, but I had been hurting him.

I put down my hand, fell into my dad's arms, and then suddenly ran out.

"His plane has already taken off and he probably won't come back."

But I don't believe it. I think Li Chang will definitely come back. As long as I cry, he will always be the hero who rushes to save me without stopping.

12.

I cried for a whole week, but Li Chang did not come back.

After a long time, Li Chang still sent me a long letter.

In the letter, he said that I had always been like a child, immature at all, and that I seemed to need someone to protect me all my life. But he is not the one who can always stay with me.

I didn’t read the letter, but went directly to the address on the letter. Li Chang went abroad with someone else, and that person was his new love and his old love from junior high school.

I asked Li Chang why he left me. I obviously love him so much. But Li Chang said, I really don’t know how to love someone. Li Chang said that he was a person with strong self-esteem, but I trampled on his self-esteem time and time again. Li Chang said that he was indeed poor, but he had always regarded his grades as his last self-esteem, but I told him time and time again that there are geniuses in this world.

But I don’t understand these words. I obviously do everything for him, whether it’s studying or buying things for him.

I started to be unreasonable and told everything Li Chang and I had done together, and the more his girlfriend listened, the darker her face became. Li Chang finally started to be cruel to me, but after he was violent, he begged for mercy with a tearful tone.

"Just let me go?"

Let me go, you want me to let you go, but when did you ever let me go? My heart is filled with injustice. Do you still remember those sweet-poached eggs you fried for me? Each one of them is a drug that makes me addicted. Do you still remember the feeling when you and I exchanged our first kiss...

"His first kiss was for me." Li Chang's girlfriend, who was standing aside, finally sent it Voice.

"For you?" I sneered, but suddenly a cold fact came to my mind. I looked at Li Chang in despair, but his eyes began to escape.

Without any warning, my tears fell straight down.

Yes, the feeling of biting open the yolk of a poached egg is the same as kissing.

If you have never kissed anyone, how can you experience this feeling?