She also wants to have sweet love, but not all love has a result, not all feelings are harmless, and not all boys are excellent.
I met him for the first time when I was a freshman, and I knew for the first time what it was like not to look elsewhere. Maybe I don't like him, but he is different from other boys in my heart. Because we are not in the same class, there is not much overlap in these three years, just the kind that we will look back when we meet on the road in the corridor.
Later, we went to college, not in a province, 2000+ kilometers away, and suddenly one day we started to contact, chat and talk. Naturally, we are together. Confession is also on WeChat, but I will never forget the feeling that my heart suddenly speeds up and my adrenal hormones soar.
He has his life, I have my life, and they are all very busy. After a long time, there may be problems. I have to say that a woman's sixth sense is really terrible. He has always loved other girls. As for the extent, I don't know yet.
Of course, I didn't dare to ask him when I found out about it. I'm afraid to hear that he likes her. I'm afraid we will say goodbye. Then I can't take it off. I have dignity, too
He said, let's separate for a while, not because of that girl, maybe it has something to do with her. I said before that I am not afraid of our distance, but I think I am still too busy. I only have one year to work hard. I don't want to waste time, and I don't want to work wholeheartedly, but I don't have more time with you. I have to prepare for the IELTS test when I go back in the summer vacation. I'm too stressed to be distracted. Our relationship is my reason.
I also tried to start some new relationships, but I found that I had become the love rat I despised most. I have been afraid to devote myself wholeheartedly. I will protect myself. I can't devote myself wholeheartedly, so my feelings will not be so deep. I am afraid that I will fall into it again, no longer care so much, just want to be happy.
The price is that I hurt one boy after another I'm punishing others for their mistakes, but I don't want to. I want to be better, but I can't, really can't.