I will cry after reading your story.

People who love each other cannot stay together. Anyone who has ever had true love will understand this pain.

I will tell you the reasons here to the best of my knowledge.

Everything operates due to the cycle of cause and effect. You had a bond in your previous life, so you fall in love in this life. However, because the fate is not deep and the virtue is not deep, you cannot be together. This is an unchangeable fact, just like some people have no money in their lives, but they still go to great lengths to learn financial knowledge, methods, invest, and try every means to gain wealth. In the end, they get nothing and are close to madness. And some people have never read any books or learned any methods, but they still make a lot of money, because that is what they have in their lives.

Once destiny exists, people really don’t have much freedom. Therefore, no matter how pitiful and helpless I am, my fate will not be compromised. As far as I know, the only way to change your life is through religion. Then, as a reminder, in fact, if you destroy the other person's family like that, especially if you cause unlimited harm to the other person's wife, you may pay the same price in the future, or in the next life.

Things are not what we want them to be. Otherwise, the world would not be what it is now. Alas, fate plays tricks on people. You two are so inseparable, but you have no chance to be together, there is nothing you can do about it.

Everything will pass, time will dilute everything. Don't say it's impossible. Because you have no choice. I do admire your courage to bravely pursue happiness, but that will exhaust yourself to death, deeply hurt many people, and destroy the happiness of many people. Moreover, I am very sorry for the old father and mother who gave birth to you and raised you. .

There is a metaphor that says that being able to finally marry the one you love in this world is like winning the lottery, and don’t those who don’t win the lottery live a very happy life? Loving someone doesn't mean you have to get them. Keep that love in your heart, silently bless the other person, and hope that the other person will live well. Your own happiness is the happiness of the person you cherish. The other party's ambiguous attitude makes it difficult for you to make up your mind. You have to be clear-headed, you can't be together, you have to let go, you have to be more mature and courageous than the other person. Just love if you love, there is no need to forget anything. The next time he comes back to you, don't see him. It's hard, I know, but it can only be like that, for the happiness of so many people! Think about it, the other person first feels guilty for you, so he keeps trying to compensate you to see if you are doing well. He cannot face his family with peace of mind! You must make him despair, let him love his current wife with all his heart, and take good care of his children and his family. Just help them. At the very least, help your wife who is a woman and has a tragic fate.

You have no hope, because it is destined that you cannot be together and can only meet each other. I once saw a very good signature file:

"I knew it earlier, I knew it earlier, in such a hurry,

; why bother, why bother, meet you again."

There are many people in the world who, like you, cannot get what they love. So, don't be sad.

Relax.

Move, move to a distant place. Just to allow you to restart your life, including various relationships with relatives. In this life, people rarely fall in love with just one person. You put this relationship down first. Calm down and you will meet the person you like in the future. Although it may not be my favorite in this life, what does it matter. Don't say you can't do it, you won't think so when you meet the right person in the future.

Let what needs to go go and what needs to come come. Don't be too persistent. People cannot control their own hearts, but at least they can control their actions. The so-called action still needs to be based on "hope". If you have no hope and know it is impossible, you will not take action; if you fantasize about the result and success and go against fate, it will be in vain in the end.

Next, I suggest you go to a Chinese medicine doctor first and adjust your body. Your physical and mental state will be much better, and many things will suddenly become clear to you. Then, do more good deeds on weekdays to make up for the mistakes you made in the past.

You will be uncomfortable and sad at first, but everything will pass, please believe it. As for giving up your own life, I would like to remind you that it is generally absolutely impossible. You will suffer more pain after going to the other world, and it will be difficult to escape.

Believe in the future. Love yourself well. Do good deeds and you will regain your sense of self.