I said I wouldn't cry, but it's really hard to pretend to smile. I don't want to pretend to be strong anymore "This is my previous signature. Obviously, I was unhappy, but I pretended to smile in order not to let others find my weakness. This is who I used to be. Want to say, don't cry, is it really that hard?

That week should be called Black Weekend. So much happened that week that I couldn't bear it.

Being scolded is really hard. Because of a misunderstanding, she called me a bitch. Hehe, this evaluation is "nice". I always thought this kind of thing would only happen to others Unexpectedly, today, I myself ... "Bear with me and everything will pass." When I heard these two words, I told myself so. So, I didn't tell my parents about it, because I thought I could handle it, but I found that I didn't have the ability. She pushed her luck and went to school to post a scolding.

"Mom, I feel terrible." ..... I told my mom anyway. Talking and crying. Mother immediately dialed her uncle's phone, and she said she would help me with this matter.

Late at night, a person hides in the corner of the room and cries alone. Looking out of the window, the scenes are played over and over again like movies, and I dare not cry. Because I'm afraid she's worried.

My eyes are so sour, because I cried for too long, "Yiyi ..."

"Son, mom will protect you no matter what."

This is a short message from my mother. Tears poured out again. Oh, it turns out that my mother has always cared so much about me. I saw many friends' messages. Oh, my friends have always cared about me.

Just like Jason's "Smile" sings: I want to learn to smile/shout at the sky/how good the world is with me/wait for a smile/want to start tomorrow. No matter how hard tomorrow is, I will smile and believe that tomorrow will be better. Looking out of the window, the dark clouds have dispersed.

"After that, I stopped crying." I changed my signature to this.