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Spending love I broke Cupid's arrow.

Reading suggests that she is a cadre's child, and she loves her mother's love from her father. She is afraid of loneliness and hardly allows herself to have emotional gaps. She loves one person after another like a moth, but turns a blind eye to the only thrill.

-Written by reporter Jasmine Zhang correspondent Liu Yujun

-Narration: Yan Fei (pseudonym)

-Gender: female

-Age: 25

-Occupation: company employee

-Education: undergraduate

-Time: 13: on April 11th.

every time I sigh and laugh, an arrow flies away. When you leave, it doesn't forget to sign it on your face, and even the best anti-wrinkle essence can't be wiped off. People often say that time is like a river. It must have heard this sentence, so this signature winds around the corner of its eye and forehead, endless.

since I was 25 years old, I always feel that every time I fly over, it is the best time. Unfortunately, I can't catch it. Among these flying elves, there are occasionally arrows surrounded by many little stars, which is the masterpiece of Cupid, a good friend of Time Old Man. No girl doesn't regard it as a treasure, but Yanfei (a pseudonym) not only didn't keep it well, but also broke the arrow of Cupid. The beautiful child got angry and took back the full bow.

eight years ago, my first love was decided by a coin. In the summer vacation after graduating from high school, a boy played a game of guessing the pros and cons of coins with his friends. Whoever guesses correctly can chase me. Young and ignorant, I decided that it was fate and followed him every day. However, there has never been a shortage of beautiful girls around him, and I am just one of them.

I was a sophomore when I met Rongcheng (a pseudonym). That day, I quarreled with my boyfriend, ran to my friend's house to play in anger, and met Rongcheng who had already worked. Rongcheng fell in love with me at first sight and pursued me earnestly and enthusiastically. From him, I saw my own silly shadow before, and I was moved by him. I left the boy and started dating Rongcheng.

Rongcheng's existence changed me from Cinderella to princess. He bought me delicious snacks and beautiful clothes, and unconditionally tolerated my nonsense and willfulness. But every date, as long as Rongcheng is one minute late, I will ignore him for an hour. Young I proudly think that he loves me so much, and it is all right.

that day, Rongcheng and I had a little conflict. We walked in the street angrily and were bullied by a hooligan. Rongcheng, who came after him, fought with the hooligan, who took out a knife and cut it at Rongcheng. Rongcheng fell to the ground bloodily, and the hooligan dropped his knife and ran away.

I was so scared that I rushed him to the hospital. The doctor said, "You should always talk to him and never let him fall asleep." I grabbed his hand and kept saying in his ear, "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I won't make you angry anymore. You can't leave like this." His eyelids quivered and a string of tears ran down his eyes.

He held my hand tightly, and his love and warmth passed through my palm.

At that moment, Cupid shot an arrow with great joy. His lovely mouth must be a peach blossom.

I'm in college, and Rongcheng is guarding the canteen at home on the street. His education is not high, and he didn't even finish high school. His family's economic conditions are far less than ours. When my parents learned that I was dating Rongcheng, they all earnestly advised me. They think Rongcheng can't give me a superior life, saying that poor couples will not be happy. My parents' words fell into my heart intentionally or unintentionally.

I met Shao Wei (a pseudonym) at a school mixer. He is the school's culture and sports minister, tall and handsome, with a sunny smile. That night, he and I danced the whole audience tacitly. I miss the feeling of dancing in his tall arms very much. I really healed my scar and forgot the pain, and once again I had the urge to pay wholeheartedly.

Rongcheng still cares about me as always, and I am used to him taking care of me by my side. I have a certain tacit understanding with him. As long as I am a little unhappy, he will try his best to coax me. I regard Rongcheng's love for me as a natural contribution. In this way, at school, I love Shao Wei; When I came home at the weekend, I was loved by Rongcheng.

once, I had dinner with my friends in Rongcheng. They drank a little too much and talked too much. One of them knew about me at school, so he said something unpleasant to Rongcheng. Rongcheng said, "Don't talk nonsense. She is different from other girls. I regard her as my wife." At that time, I was full of guilt. After the party broke up, I pulled Rongcheng to the side of the road and confessed to him about me and Shao Wei. I said, "Let's break up. I betrayed you." Rongcheng stared at me ruthlessly for a few minutes and said nothing. Finally, he hugged me tightly: "Don't be like this in the future. I'm sorry, but I forgive you."

standing on the street corner, I can't stop crying.

I am always just the princess of Rongcheng. Even though I am obedient and obedient in front of Shao Wei, he still has a new girlfriend. At this time, the university era is over, and I decided to cherish Rongcheng and have a future with him.

I entered a small company and became a small white-collar worker with a salary that is neither salty nor light. This period is the best time for me and Rongcheng. I am no longer willful and try my best to care about Rongcheng. I even cooked him a meal once. Although it was terrible, Rongcheng ate it all. It was this meal that made Rongcheng promise to cook for me all my life. He said, "My wife's hands are used for typing, not for washing dishes."

however, good times are always so short. My father was ill. He called me to the bed and said, "Don't associate with Rongcheng. Look at me like this. Do you have the heart to make me sad again?" You have never been short of money since you were a child, and you can't understand the sorrow of poor couples at all. "

Indeed, I grew up in a cadre family. My parents paved my way in advance from childhood to adulthood. Facing the pressure of my father, I sacrificed Rongcheng again.

under the arrangement of my parents, I kissed a boy with superior conditions. Rongcheng came to me when he knew it. He waited for me all night in the snowy New Year's Eve. My parents resolutely refused to let me go out. Looking at the figure downstairs, I felt that I was really a cruel woman.

The next day, I went to see Rongcheng. He said, "I wish you all the best. You should learn how to love others, so that you can be happy." Hearing this, my heart ached, but on the surface, I said willfully and proudly, "Do you know what happiness is? What do you support me with?" Rongcheng, like being stabbed, shook all over and turned away. I know Rongcheng too well, and I know that the only person who can really hurt him in this world is me.

I saw Rongcheng again at a friend's party. He has a pure and beautiful girl by his side. I saw Rongcheng taking care of her very gently and carefully. That look used to belong to me. Looking at their smiling faces, I really couldn't sit still and rushed outside to cry. Rongcheng chased me out and asked me if there was anything. I wiped my tears and said with a forced smile, "Your girlfriend is very beautiful, and I envy her very much." I thought Rongcheng would accompany me as before until I was amused. However, this time Rongcheng just patted me on the shoulder: "You should be fine, too." Then he went in to accompany his girlfriend.

soon, I broke up with the boy on a blind date because I couldn't feel each other's love at all. Perhaps as long as compared with Rongcheng, any boy's attitude towards me is selfish and indifferent. I called Rongcheng and said, "Do we still have a chance?" Rongcheng did not speak.

a week later, Rongcheng said to me, "I broke up, too." I am speechless. I know Rongcheng's breakup must have something to do with me. He can't bear to watch me cry.

I plucked up my courage and persuaded my parents. After so many twists and turns, Rongcheng and I finally came together again, thinking that we would once again become a proud princess and be loved by the prince for life. However, this time, I was wrong.

people and things will change. I'm not who I was, and Rongcheng is no longer Rongcheng. During our two months together again, everything started to go wrong. Rongcheng told me more than once that he was tired with me because I didn't promise him anything. He never feels safe with me. I was so confident that if we were so poor that there was only one steamed bread left, he would leave it to me. But now, he said he would leave me and go back to his girlfriend ...

Swallow took out a tissue and began to bow his head and sob.

"alas-"there seems to be a sigh in my ear. I turned around. At 5 pm, people came and went in the lobby on the first floor, and everything was normal. I touched my hair and thought, maybe there was a child just now, holding a broken arrow and going out dejectedly.

Editor's Note:

Exhaustable resources

All the resources on the earth are exhaustible and can't stand predatory and profligate exploitation; Among human feelings, it is said that there is a kind of feeling that can never be exhausted, just like an inexhaustible spring, which is maternal love. I think, in addition, human feelings such as friendship and love belong to inexhaustible resources.

In my opinion, love based on sex is a typical inexhaustible resource. If we want to enjoy it in our lifetime, we must learn to cherish it and not waste it bit by bit. However, some selfish or greedy people don't understand this truth, thinking that love, like maternal love, can be inexhaustible, and at any time, they can hide in the love shed to heal. So, they are arrogant and arrogant. Anyway, he loves me so much. Without me, he can't live. What mistakes I made, he will forgive me in the end. It is extremely selfish to regard the person who loves you deeply as the last safe fortress, which is really a big mistake.

love is equal. Maybe you have higher financial conditions, appearance and academic qualifications, but it doesn't mean that your feelings have more exemption privileges in this relationship. He forgave you once or twice, which was deep love; If I can forgive you three times, four times or even countless times, it is retarded.

In this story, Rongcheng was in a weak position in the relationship with Yanfei, but he was not mentally retarded and eventually left Yanfei, which was wise. It is not difficult to imagine that even if Yanfei gave him a promise and walked into the marriage hand in hand, Rongcheng would still be an unhappy and unlucky husband.

In the relationship with Rongcheng, Yanfei has squandered all her love resources. She can only find another place to dig a well. I hope she will learn a lesson next time.