Doing something dark and hypocritical will make me feel very uncomfortable and guilty. Life used to be full.
Of course, a full and sunny life will continue! Even if we are kind at heart, sometimes we will do something against our will intentionally or unintentionally. We are all superficial. As shallow as your screen name. What a nice name! Since you will feel guilty, try not to do it! Don't hurt yourself, but hurt the bad guys. If we accidentally hurt good people, let's try our best to make up for it! A bright and full life is beautiful! I hope you keep it up! We don't always have to feel guilty about what we have done, because it doesn't help. So try to move on!