I have been hesitating whether I should write such an article. After thinking about it for an hour, I finally convinced myself.

I don’t know whether such a day is worth remembering. In the blink of an eye, we have walked two hundred steps on the road of love. I don’t know what is left in my hands. I just want to say: "Baby, I really, really love you!"

I originally wanted to call today, and I kept calling until midnight, but in the end it didn't work out as I had imagined. So I waited and waited. After twelve o'clock, I could write these things. However, when I look at the computer, looking at your space, the text inside, and the signature on MSN, I don’t know why, but I feel like I don’t know whether I should write these things. Or maybe I don’t know what to write. So, I lay down and got up, turned off and on the phone, until this time, the sound of typing on the keyboard broke the silence. This is fine, being quiet may make your heart clearer.

Two hundred steps is actually just a blink of an eye. It is really too short to love someone. However, on the road of my love, I don’t know how many destinations there will be in the two hundred steps. Maybe I am different. This will attract someone, but it will also make someone run away. I don’t know when, being different changed from a charm to a fear, but this time, I tried my best to be with you. Baby, I really hope you can give me spiritual things, a gentle encouragement, a touch of comfort, or you will accompany me in the rain when I am sad, or you can party with me when I am happy. Yes, I want all of these. Isn’t it greedy? But what I want more is that you are happy. If you are busy, you don’t have to notice my decadence; if you are tired, you don’t have to feel my loss; if you are afraid of getting sick, you can order me not to get wet in the rain; if you feel bored, you don’t have to attend. My rave. I don't know if this counts as loving someone, or if it's just a compromise.

Sometimes, I really feel that every step of the two hundred steps is difficult. I don’t want to say what I have done in these two hundred steps. I just want to thank you for the emotion and determination you put into each step. To be honest, it is difficult for us, like two snails, both carrying their own heavy shells, trying to get closer to each other from far away. Baby, even if you never moved your steps, never tried to walk towards me, I'm still grateful because you didn't turn around, you were looking at me and giving me a chance. I think if you are watching quietly, you should know that I am actually sweating profusely, carrying a lot, the road is long, and I am very weak. I really don't know when I can walk over. Sometimes, when I look at you from a distance, I even hope that you can turn your head and just leave.

We are all spoiled children, and our parents always make too much sense. You said that I am very chauvinistic, so I started to reflect on myself on this issue for the first time. Now, whenever I talk to boys on behalf of girls, they can't believe that the person in front of me is speaking from my heart. You once said that we were not suitable for each other. I know that I made you angry at that time. I'm sorry for always losing my temper with you and always demanding too much from you. But nothing can go smoothly for two people together. I only hope that no matter what, we can have the courage to overcome everything. Baby, really, every time I make you angry, every time I see you cry, my heart will hurt and break, like needles pricking me, and I will want to hold you in my arms. In fact, no matter how angry I am, no matter how outrageous your mistake is, in the end I will hold the mistake in my arms with you, and then let you pinch and beat you. All I want is for you to stop crying.

I have never tried to persuade anyone to stay. This time, I am really serious. Whenever I blame you, I always think of you who were so determined to be with me; whenever I get angry, I always think of your care and encouragement. I know that I didn't do well enough and that I made you suffer too much. So, every time I say break up, I try to keep you again. Don't ask me why I always stay with you, the reason is just like you said, because I promised you, because I also promised myself. At the beginning, I said that I must persevere no matter what. Every time we kept arguing, I would keep asking myself, am I so intolerant and can't I be more humble and tolerant? So you don't understand, Every time I clenched my fist, I blamed myself.

It’s really not easy for us to get to where we are today.

I don’t know if we are still as happy now as we were at the beginning, and I don’t know if we are still as determined as we were at the beginning. I just want to tell you one thing, even if what you give me is no longer happiness in the days to come, I will never leave you. I will keep going, and I hope you can go on so firmly.

From this day on, let us leave sadness far away. Our two hundred steps are filled with our happiness. We have roses, we have Waiwai fish, we have "I'm sorry" when we are sad, we have "I love you" when we are happy, and we want to go on happily.

Baby, from the first day I decided to be with you, I told myself that I would cherish you the most and work hard this time. I think you can feel my unprecedented cherishment and efforts. I said you turned my world upside down, I said you conquered my heart, I said you make me think about you all the time, I said I love you. What I say is from the bottom of my heart, really, baby, I love you so much.

If I am not considerate and careful enough, if I am not tolerant and tolerant enough, if I am not gentle and conscientious enough, if I am not diligent and enterprising enough, or if I am always fussy, always grumpy, always unhappy. To be honest, there will always be chauvinism. If you tell me, I will work hard to change it, and I will really work hard to change it. I think I can go shopping with you in high spirits. I think I can give you my opinion seriously when you ask me for my opinion. I think I can drink mineral water when you don’t let me drink Coke. When I don’t want to walk, I have to go far away to pick up the car and then come back to find you. I think I can listen to you and take care of myself so that you don’t worry; I think I can also remember your favorite snacks and listen to you sing. Song, I can give you what you want; if it's not enough, I can also go to stock the goods by myself, I can pass by your company without looking for you, I can just sell things in the store by myself, I can Pass the time by yourself while you are playing with your friends; if that still doesn't work, I can stop going downstairs to your house to get wet in the rain just to take a look at you. I can also call you when I don't think about you. I can even be away. You said that I will keep you when we break up, as long as you can be happy, as long as you are willing.

Baby, I just want to bring you happiness and joy. Really, I just want to give you everything, everything I can give you. Baby, I love you, happiness is not far away, hold my hand tightly, I said I will create miracles, I said we will be together.