Wearing fresh lipstick and a high ponytail, she carried a heavy suitcase and walked down the stairs.

After four years, I said goodbye not only to this school, but also to a relationship that ended in vain.

When she stepped into this unfamiliar school with her full luggage, she immediately saw him wearing volunteer clothes. Speaking of which, apart from his height, he seemed to have no other outstanding advantages.

"Hello, how can I get to the girls' dormitory?"

"Follow me." He took the thing in her hand and smiled, showing two tiger teeth.

Thanks to him for the following trivial matters, everything went so smoothly.

Many things may be destined somehow, and this is what makes the story happen.

Soon, they met for the second time, at the newcomer meeting event of the school literary club. At that time, she was just a little-known newcomer, and he was announcing the news of welcoming newcomers to the club as the president. The moment her eyes glanced over, she was sure he was looking at her.

After the event, she found his contact information in the literary club group and chatted in a few words. She found out that his name was Lu Fan, and she was also surprised that he said her name in one sentence. He said he remembered the name when he signed the name downstairs in the dormitory on the first day of the report. Virgo boys are so meticulous that it's scary.

Later, they often chatted and were very speculative. He unexpectedly confessed to her.

This is her first love, and she treats this relationship with the purest heart.

He is also very kind to her. How to describe this kind of good?

Probably all her roommates knew him. He would help them go to various gates of the school to pick up express delivery every day. He would go to the west gate or the cafeteria to buy the lunch they wanted to eat and deliver it to the downstairs of their dormitory while it was still hot.

He has a good temper. Every time she gets her period, he can feel it. He won't just tell her to drink more hot water, he will buy brown sugar or even sanitary napkins and hand them to her secretly. The landlady asked him if he bought it for his girlfriend, and his face turned red.

One day, her roommate asked her, "Seriously, aren't you afraid of the future?"

"Every day you work hard with him is the future."

The roommate teased her, "Tsk tsk tsk, when can I get your wedding candy! I want to be a bridesmaid and don't have to pay a share!"

"Look at your potential."

"I'm telling you, if you don't cherish such a good boyfriend, he will be snatched away sooner or later."

"I'm at ease with him." She raised the corner of her mouth slightly.

The first time he took her to meet his friend was at KTV. The two of them were the last to arrive, and he held her hand, smiling broadly. Her nervous palms were covered in cold sweat, and he held her tighter.

"Second brother, second sister-in-law, you are finally here."

"Oh, Fanfan has almost forgotten his brother for the sake of his girlfriend. Come on, let's drink for free." "

He introduced her silently. The one who called me second brother was Jiang Kai. The girl sitting next to him, whom he was chasing, was from the school dance team. Her name seemed to be...Ye Xuan. .

"Why are the dancing legs so thick?" I don't know why, but she just doesn't like her.

He smiled awkwardly.

Jiang Kai sat next to him, "Second sister-in-law is so beautiful, no wonder my second brother looks very tired recently and didn't sleep at night!"

Poor she obviously listened. You have to know everything, and you have to pretend that you didn't hear anything.

He started to sing "Fruits of Midsummer", and when she was hesitating whether to sing the chorus, the microphone was snatched away by Xuan Ye. The chorus was very nice and the coordination was perfect. She sat there feeling depressed and kept drinking.

He gently said to her, "This girl is really good at singing. If she were to participate in the top ten singers on campus, she would definitely be in the top three."

"Yeah." She said again Had a bottle of beer.

She was so drunk that she started to faint. He laid her head on his shoulder and began to sing again.

In a daze, she heard Jiang Kai say to him, Second brother, as soon as you walked in, Xuan Ye said you were much more handsome than me. Why.

He just smiled. He touched her face gently.

Two or three years passed by, and summer came again in a hurry.

She is a junior and he is a senior. They shared a dormitory outside the north gate of the school. The house was small but very cozy.

One of the things that impressed her the most during their time together was when she had diarrhea and went to the toilet every five minutes. She was almost exhausted and looked pale. He told her, just lie down and I'll buy you medicine.

It was a rainy night, and she huddled up in bed in pain, breaking into a cold sweat. I don't know how long it took, but he came back, water dripping from his trousers.

“I visited three pharmacies, but there was no business due to heavy rain, and they were all closed.” He was breathing heavily.

"Oh, it's okay, forget it, I'll just tolerate it."

After a few minutes, "I got up and took medicine."

"Didn't you buy the medicine?"

"I bought it at the fourth pharmacy. It was about to close, so I rushed in."

At that moment, she felt that she had really met the right person, the person she wanted to be with for a lifetime.

She can cook well and is best at making soup. There are basically no classes in her junior year, so she follows the recipes and tries new dishes when she has time.

When he was busy writing his graduation thesis, he stayed up until two or three in the morning every day, and she stayed up late with him.

She would cook porridge for him every night, which was nutritious and warm to his stomach. She likes to see him sitting quietly writing papers. It is not unreasonable to say that serious boys are the most handsome.

That year, they held hands and traveled to many places. She likes writing, he likes traveling, and she accompanies him while traveling and writing travel notes. He always laughed at her for being pretentious and she would cry when writing a travelogue. She said that just thinking about every detail along the way was enough to move her.

In early December, he successfully received an offer from a company. The salary was not high, but it was close to the school and food and accommodation were included.

After he moved to the company, they moved out of the shared dormitory in Beimen.

She would stay in his dormitory from time to time, and the two of them would squeeze into a small bed. He never got tired of it, so he specially bought a big quilt and often tucked her under the quilt in the middle of the night. In fact, she could feel it.

She wrote in her blog: A sense of security is not something that two people must have if they are close together, but you do not necessarily need her to know that you are nice to her inadvertently.

A lot happened during my senior year. Including the fact that she found a piece of women's underwear in his dormitory closet.

She just threw it away silently without making any announcement.

She believed in his eyes, a person's eyes could not lie. She also believed in their four-year relationship. How could four years of companionship change at a moment's notice?

During the winter vacation that year, he went home to celebrate the New Year as usual. And she secretly bought a train ticket for the same carriage, hoping to surprise him. She had been sitting quietly not far behind him. Even if she looked at him quietly, she was very happy.

After watching for an unknown amount of time, he started to make a phone call. The content was extremely ambiguous, and she felt a little numb after hearing it, and even felt ashamed for him. She walked next to him and saw the note on her phone, and her heart tightened.

After all, he is the one she loves, so what can she blame him for.

The train arrived at a station called Chizhou, and she got off the station. She smiled and waved to him outside the glass window, making a goodbye gesture.

She knew that their four-year relationship was over.

But she didn’t know why that person was Ye Xuan, although she didn’t want to know.

She likes Ding Dang’s I Love Him very much. There is a lyric in it that goes like this: If there are still regrets / It’s the day we broke up / My rushing tears / I can’t stop / If that day comes back to me Not cry/let him know I can be okay.

She originally had a surprise and wanted to tell him that she had signed a contract with a local literary agency and was not far from the company where he worked. She was full of confidence in the future.

The day she left school to go to work, she tied a ponytail that had not been tied for many years, put on light makeup, but wore bright lipstick. Writing this story in her office.

At the end of the story, I can turn back to the first person of this not-so-heavy story in a less heavy tone.

My roommate once asked me, do you hate him?

I once read a novel in which the male protagonist cheated on her, and the heroine sent him a blessing when he was taking wedding photos: I hope you die of a broken heart many years later, because you are thinking of me.

I also jokingly told him that if you cheat on him in the future, I will give you this blessing. Unexpectedly, the joke would come true, but the blessing would not come true.

Because when you really love someone, no matter how he left you, you will still sincerely wish him happiness from the bottom of your heart, even if this happiness has nothing to do with you. .