However, after that autumn, Joker Xue, who used to have unlimited scenery, gradually disappeared from her circle of friends.
Now, in Wuhan, his name appears in the most inconspicuous corner of a "in no particular order" donation list.
Once, he sang, danced, performed variety shows and told jokes. His wish was world peace.
The world now seems to be not very peaceful, whether it is the confusing Internet world or the changeable real world.
Now everything has changed.
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Han Hong, who led a group of generous people to help the poor, also began to count all kinds of thanks in the past decades in Weibo.
In this list in no particular order, the name "Joker Xue" appears in an obscure corner.
At this time, it has been 30 months since the turning point of his life-"Li Yutong Incident".
Two and a half years ago, on September 20 17 12, Li Yutong appeared. It took 10 days, four essays, 20 pictures and a recording of the client, which made Joker Xue unable to prove that he was not an actor.
At that time, someone was watching the fire from the other side of the bank, licking melon seeds and expecting the next "real hammer"; Some people are indignantly looking for clues and trying to prove the innocence of idols; Some people are listlessly looking at the chicken feathers of three people and two relationships; Some people are eager to draw a conclusion, some people "the house collapsed" (rice circle terminology, referring to the collapse of idols), some people are angry, and some people scoff. Joker Xue's story became the biggest talk in the second half of 20 17. Today, 30 months later, when people see this name again, they will still think of the climactic Autumn, but what happened later is not very clear.
Before it became infamous, it was a story of "Gold always shines".
Joker Xue said that 20 12 -20 15 was his last dormant period. In those years, he married "Northern Girl" Gao Leixin, met "Eighty Hammer" Li Yutong, opened Taobao women's clothing store, cut his face, changed two brokerage companies before and after, fought many lawsuits, and caused many disputes.
Joker Xue and Li Yutong.
He is anxious, flustered, depressed, struggling, on pins and needles, and desperate. Fortunately, everything pays off, and 20 15 finally turned red in the second half of the year. In the second half of 20 15, a mainstream music APP changed the "99+" in the song comment area to "999+".
Talking about this matter, the product manager gave an example-Joker Xue. "This was just a digital limit written casually by students who planned products. Later, it was found that the number of users and comments increased rapidly. Many singers' songs have broken through 999, such as Joker Xue, which just broke through zero. "
On may 20th, 20 15, with the release of the song "Actor" written by Joker Xue, composed by Joker Xue and sung by Joker Xue, Joker Xue quickly absorbed powder and became a "hot search VIP package user" by virtue of Duan Zishou's plug-in skills.
Wang Yuan, a member of TFBOYS, once said that he was a fan of Joker Xue. When Roy was a child, he didn't go to the concert because he had no money and lived in a very remote place.
After becoming popular, there are not many opportunities because it is inconvenient to go in and out of public places. Therefore, before 2065438+August 2007, Roy only watched Joker Xue's concert. Roy has always dreamed of becoming an excellent singer-songwriter. In many interviews, he didn't mind calling Joker Xue his idol.
Roy (former) and Joker Xue.
As the object of being looked up to, Joker Xue also wants to give everything to each other. "He said that you want to learn to write songs. If you come to me, I can teach you." . Roy never doubted Joker Xue's sincerity, but he never really worshipped his door.
"I think he is busy because he is red."
As a member of the top stream, Roy fully understands the busyness of being in the top stream. In just 20 16, Joker Xue recorded 34 variety shows, exceeding 120.
His appearance makes there are only two kinds of domestic variety shows: those from Joker Xue and those without Joker Xue.
Zhu Zhen, the host of Iron Buddies, complained that I only met Joker Xue four times that year, two of which were for work.
Joker Xue and host Zhu Zhen.
More overlap between him and him is reflected in the fact that more and more people hope to get through his relationship to win the favor of Joker Xue. There is no doubt that Joker Xue's "red" is amazing. In Joker Xue's own words-it's like a big dream.
Dreams are dreams. On the one hand, it is beyond the scope of most people's cognition. Before me, where were those lost times? Behind me, where are the future generations? . On the other hand, dreams always wake up one day.
Before Li Yutong appeared 17 days, Joker Xue boarded the hot search with a positive image for the last time. In the talent show "The Son of Tomorrow" broadcast on August 26th, 20 17, there was a dramatic scene: after Hez sang, Joker Xue voted for him, which led to Hez's promotion.
Soon, when the host Zhang generously asked for comments, he suddenly crossed his hands on his chest. Turning around, he said coldly, "Sorry, the program is suspended. This may be a broadcast accident. In the last round, I got instructions from the organizer. They told me not to let Hez lose too badly, so I wanted to vote for Hez, but now Hez has advanced. "
Then Joker Xue pointed to the stage and shouted, "Today, if anyone leaves for this reason, I will resign as a publicity star." Having said that, he dropped the microphone on the table and left the video scene without looking back.
With his excited words, the whole audience began to boil. The program group is called "shady" and Joker Xue is known as "true temperament". However, Joker Xue's later life was like the microphone he left behind, and the falling sound was amplified by the amplification effect, which also made the later "abandonment" more lonely.
On the third day of the "Li Yutong Incident", on September 5, 20 17, Joker Xue made a sound response in the Weibo.
The key message is: 1. "I did love"; Second, "I never owe her money."
At the beginning of a long article, he talked about love: "Taking out love and tearing it up is the worst thing in the world, not that I won't, but that I don't want to."
But in this world, no one who once loved each other wants to die together with both sides. Public opinion continues to ferment, and Joker Xue's popular stories continue to be changed. Three months later, at the release conference of his new album "2017165438+1October 28th", he made a solemn apology for "dropping the microphone": "Actually, I think I am mature about it. I don't think this is right. If it were today, I might pick it up, but everything I do is true. "
The album released on this day is called "Crossing", and the song of the same name was written by Joker Xue himself, including the lyrics:
"I'm too poor/I hope you understand"
At the end of 20 16, the first issue of the variety show "Our Challenge" was interviewed behind the scenes, asking every artist if he wanted to quit the entertainment circle.
Joker Xue's answer is: "I won't, I won't quit the entertainment circle. No moment will make me want to quit the entertainment circle. " In the past ten years, he once slept on the street in a foreign country, experienced the record company owner leaving, opened a barbecue shop, a hot pot restaurant and a women's clothing store ... "I feel so bored." He can't find any other meaning in life except singing.
In order to be out of breath, he can use any means, including pleading with his favorite music.
But life is a turbulent river; If you can't cross it, you will regret it day and night. After nearly a year of silence, Joker Xue once again set off a hot search. He announced at the Weibo that he had officially become a father.
On September 6th, 20 18, Joker Xue made a vow of loyalty to love and family with a picture.
In the picture, a family of three sticks out their index fingers and their fingertips touch each other.
Time is the best medicine to help the world. The birth of a new life has made many netizens who used harsh words a year ago choose to "raise their hands."
"Generally, newborn babies' hands are like fists, and their thumbs are in the palm of their hands, so they can't open spontaneously for the time being. Parents are not recommended to be hard. "
In the picture shared by Joker Xue, the whole index finger of the baby is red, so some netizens teased Joker Xue for "breaking his hand" to show his love.
Joker Xue's comments turned sharply again. Three months later, Joker Xue cried in the variety show "Mars Intelligence Agency" that accompanied him to grow up. He said with red eyes, "You can insult me or bully me, even if someone listens to the song silently and doesn't want to talk. What I said, even if no one believes it, is true ... Some people are willing to listen to my songs and some people are willing to believe me, so I can't leave without saying goodbye. "
The process of waiting for the court's ruling is very long. On the day when Joker Xue's wife and children were hot on the kang, the typhoon roared across the border. 2065438+In August 2009, Typhoon Lichima swept through most parts of China. Floods in many parts of the country are rushing, and disaster relief personnel are fighting day and night in the front line of disaster relief.
On August 10, Joker Xue showed a video of climbing a telephone pole to escape the flood, but some netizens found that according to the comparison map of the site environment, the water at that time had not reached the calf of an adult.
The video was quickly deleted, but like a boot that hit the flood, the ripples are still spreading. Some people accuse such posing as "joking with natural disasters"; Some fans also defended Aidou, saying that the move was to remind fans to "pay attention to safety". Later, China Communist Youth League Network also issued a voice: This "hot", don't rub it; This is "smart", don't waver.
Group teasing has become popular. At a music festival performance in June, 2065438+2009+0/KLOC-0, Joker Xue simply turned himself into a clown, with light makeup, exaggerated mouth and dark eyes. The "clown" swaggered onto the stage, strode to the edge of the stage and accidentally fell off the stage nearly 2 meters high.
Joker Xue fell off the stage.
Although with the help of the staff, he quickly adjusted his state and returned to the stage, he was still staggered and struggling when trying to stand up.
Compassion seems to be the most reasonable response, but there are different voices on the internet: this is a planned deep dive. When people laughed at him and said he deserved it, there was no other reason, just because he was Joker Xue. As early as ten years ago, when Joker Xue first became popular with Severe Snow, someone asked him which song he liked best, and he chose the circus clown.
"Because the artist is not like everyone thinks, he has a clown side."
Joker Xue's clown makeup
Ten years later, I opened this song, and a message at the bottom of the song made people feel very embarrassed: this message was written in August of 20 17, and it was not performed in reality until more than 1 month later.
In a performance, the clown accidentally fell off the stage and lost many teeth. His face was covered with blood, he was in great pain and his expression was distorted. The audience laughed, because his performance was really wonderful and exaggerated, and the props were good. Only one little girl tugged at her mother's sleeve and said, "Mom, the clown is crying." But no one heard, not one.
During the ten years when Joker Xue became popular and unpopular with My Type, My Show and Severe Snow, he laughed at himself as a "second-line performer, fourth-line singer and eighteenth-line actor".
20 16 "children of tomorrow", Joker Xue said to Mao nan, "I like you very much. I found an attitude in front of the simplest melody. Maybe some people write well and have a good melody, but you are the first person to let me see the attitude. "
Perhaps, it was not easy to praise Mao in the competition, and put him on his own "track", which finally brought Mao to the position of champion, because he seemed to see himself once buried. When he first heard that Mao couldn't sing the song "If One Day I Become Rich", his teeth clenched tightly.
If one day I become rich, I will buy all the rare smiling faces, so that all the poor children will no longer be timid and all the wicked will no longer have the right to speak. He knows that this young man is not here to be funny.
Therefore, looking at Mao's finally tepid appearance, I was anxious: "If you let one out, you will die miserably." Therefore, in a later program, Mao, who was originally laughing and laughing, was not easy to sit on the stage and sing a song "Eliminating Sorrow". The whole song is 4 minutes long. During those four minutes, the noisy recording scene began to become quiet, and the audience's breathing fluctuated with the tune. ...
? Four minutes later, everything changed. The live broadcast of the program is not over yet, and the number of comments on the music APP "Worry-Free" has exceeded 1000, followed by 24-hour broadcast 1000 million. The number of hits topped the list for a week in a row, and the weekly broadcast volume exceeded 100 million, and the circle of friends was screened ... In September 2065438+07, I chose my "other half" on the stage of cooperation with Mao.
As early as 20 10, Ronghao Li finished writing this song. At that time, Joker Xue had no money to buy it. He kept thinking about it for five years, until 20 15, when he met Ronghao Li.
Joker Xue and Ronghao Li.
He stayed up all night thinking about the lyrics of this song. He said "Half" is the best pair of lyrics he has written in recent years. When he became famous, he shared this inch of land in Bai Yueguang with his younger generation, which showed that he cherished talents. However, shortly thereafter, what awaited him was "the collapse of man."
Joker Xue said, "What scares me most is that when you talk about music with your friends, you say that you like Joker Xue, and everyone will cast a questioning look. I don't want to embarrass you, so I always think it's my duty. "
20 18 Zhang Yadong, a famous musician, praised Joker Xue's writing level: "Joker Xue's Skyscraper says that" the sun can't penetrate even if it is equally divided ",and he wrote delicate urban anxiety. This boy is great.
But at that time, it was not easy for Joker Xue fans to admit that they liked him and his music. He knows the rules well and is bound by them, just like the song in Worry-Free: People who leave after dawn/are sober are the most ridiculous.
In the variety show Our Challenge, there is a psychological test game. In the test sand table, other artists piled up pastoral scenery, days and feelings of family. Only Joker Xue buried the snakes, shells and Eiffel Tower in the sand layer by layer and carefully covered them.
He needs to be extremely funny in front of the stage and can't bury his head in the sand like an ostrich, so he chooses to bury everything he encounters, good and bad. Psychologists call him a "lonely struggler".
Zhang Wei has already seen through this point: "Joker Xue was deeply hurt by the past experience, so that now he is nervous, weak and suffering from loss, living in the winter of the world like a little squirrel."
Zhang Wei and Joker Xue.
Joker Xue generously admitted his depression tendency: "I didn't feel mentally healthy from beginning to end." 20 16, in his most prosperous year, his good friend Kimi died of depression.
20 13 In an activity in June, Joker Xue and Kimi (right).
In front of Jimmy's crystal coffin, Joker Xue met Zhang Li, a veteran talent show and a trader of many talent shows. Zhang Li later told the media: "Now he is engaged in the entertainment circle in a split way, and he is not alone at all."
Joker Xue once said, "I want to be red with dignity, and I want to be red with respect. I want everyone to know my attitude towards life and my ability. I am not a person like a piece of pork mixed with water. I am different from me. " Indeed, he left a deep impression on the Chinese music scene.
After disappearing from the circle of friends for more than two years, now, people can only see the name Joker Xue, which once spread all over the Internet, in a corner of a donation list. Everything has changed.
Now, the employee of the company who bought clothes for him in the past has become the "commodity queen" Viya who is on par with Li Jiaqi; In Weibo, Li Yutong, you can no longer see the gossip about Joker Xue; Joker Xue, who once hoped for world peace, is now a father. But old Joker Xue is hard to see again after all.
The ups and downs of life are inevitable. In any case, those joys and sorrows in life will eventually come to blowing in the wind. Decisiveness, detachment, complacency, calmness and frustration are easier said than done. Prosperous three thousand, let it be, let it be.