When a word or sentence comes out of your mouth, it enters the air, only lives for a while, and then disappears completely.
Sometimes, you will hope that some words can be turned into something that can be saved when they are really spoken from others' mouths, so that you can take a look when you forget them.
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Time is something that people are caught off guard.
At 1: 30 in the morning, I finished sorting out the files and turned off the computer, but I couldn't sleep. The whole person is in a daze.
I took out my mobile phone and wanted to listen to some absent-minded songs in the middle of the night, but I couldn't find my headphones.
I turned off the music because I was afraid it would disturb the dormitory next door.
You can clearly hear your breathing in the empty dormitory.
That kind of silence is what I like very much, especially when the whole person feels empty.
Occasionally, I heard the sound of water flowing in the sewer, but for a short time, I didn't notice its rhythm and disappeared.
I wonder, is the current state of life really what you want?
I said, after watching the musical If I Were Not Me, I found that I really love drama and stories.
They made me believe that young life can burn on the stage, and the emotions torn inside can become wonderful people.
I ask myself, you are so longing for you in a few years, but don't you think you are the best now?
I replied: I feel very different when typing in front of the computer.
Sometimes I feel that time passes so slowly, and those words I wrote and deleted laugh at my clumsiness one by one. I begin to have self-doubt and feel that there is no light in front of me.
Sometimes I feel that time passes quickly, and what I want to say in my heart becomes words and is presented in the document, which makes me feel transparent after writing.
I hope you can't see the light when you are transparent, so you won't be silent on the computer in the middle of the night and rush into the wall.
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Seize today/miss the past again
The rain in the south is often long, but even if it is long, it rarely splashes on my feet when I run, just as I am eager to go to the next stage. Although I can't wait, I can only move forward step by step.
I received a comment under an article by lofter, which generally said that this article made him see his shadow a few years after graduation.
I clicked on this article and only remembered its content. 19 14 An article written the day before New Year's Day, summarizing the feelings of the past year and looking forward to the wishes for the coming year.
At that time, what I wanted to do most was to go to every place I wanted to go and write down many memories about these places. Now it seems that it is full of memories, but it has not turned them into reality.
In the musical If I Were Not Me, Mo Mo said to Sun Tong: You will always live in the plan, you will always be insatiable, and you will never give up anything, just want to have it.
You always tell yourself that when you achieve a goal, you will do what you want to do.
Now you regret the decision you made a month ago, and you will definitely regret the decision you made ten years later.
This kind of you, if you don't change early, will live in regret forever.
I always tell myself that I want to be the person I want to be, but I don't know that I am always just saying this slogan. Just like the protagonist in the recent script, he is always talking about trust with others, but trusting others is the hardest thing for him.
So that when I was dreaming, the lines of the protagonist in the story were thrown in my face sentence by sentence, satirizing my insincerity.
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Steal the moss/but you can't stay.
Every once in a while, I will look through my Weibo and delete some words that I feel silly.
When I turned to 13, I realized that I still liked you at this time two years ago.
It was also in this summer that we sat in a steak house and talked about various topics.
You said that we are in a good state today. If you remember, just make a phone call. If you can't remember, just get along in your own lives.
I said, when did you stop liking me?
You said, it's not that I don't like you, but that I don't like you that much.
I used to feel happy every time you said I was fat and that I only ate all day, and even every time I called to say that you were busy.
Later, you started getting busier and busier. You want to watch movies, write articles and listen to lectures. Everything can attract your attention except me.
I began to sit in a daze in the coffee shop near my school every day. I've been thinking about how nice it would be if you were here.
Slowly, I knew you wouldn't be here, and then to my surprise, I didn't like you that much.
I said, I am a selfish person, I want too many things, so I will choose among many things I can have and then fight for them.
Although I am a typical Libra and have typical difficulties in choosing, it is difficult for me to choose, but every time I face a major choice, I often get an answer that I don't regret when I ask myself.
Maybe, you are right.
In my subconscious, the distance I pursue is above everything else, and you understand this in your slow thinking, so you don't think you like me that much, and I accept it (www.qingqian 14.com).
It's been more than two years now, and I'm getting used to it, even enjoying being single.
Even so, my shadow on the road must be the shape you once liked.
The tone of your calling to ask me if I am busy will be reflected in your mind little by little in the dreamless morning.
So be it. It's good.
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When a word or sentence comes out of your mouth, it enters the air, only lives for a while, and then disappears completely.
Sometimes, you will hope that when something is really said from a certain population, it will become something that can be saved, so that you can take a look when you forget it.
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When I see a sentence, I think of a story.
The summer wind rustled on the leaves, and a father took his child for a walk in the park.
The child pointed to a tree and asked his father, what is the name of this tree with green flowers?
Dad said: this kind of tree is called poplar. The flowers on it are not flowers, but the seeds of the tree. After a while, the wind will turn into cotton wool, just like flying cotton.
The child suddenly said to his father, Dad, you put me down. I want to go alone, without your hug.
Dad was surprised. He always felt that his daughter, who was tired after a few steps, would take the initiative to go by herself this time.
The child told his father: Dad, have you ever thought that in summer, branches and trunks bear the weight of a whole tree leaf, just as you bear the weight of our family, how tired it is?
Dad listened to his daughter and kissed her. After his daughter left, his eyes suddenly became moist.
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A year ago, I Weibo wrote:
Everyone has a black box in his body, which hides his initial heart. Don't open it unless you have to.
I deleted this Weibo and kept it in my mind.
Let it go. It's good.