“When a young boy leaves home and his eldest brother comes back, his local pronunciation remains unchanged and his hair fades. When children see each other but don’t recognize each other, they smile and ask where the guests are from.” He Zhizhang must have been feeling emotional when he was away from his hometown for so many years. Surging. I have always believed that some things can only appreciate their charm after time and years, such as these two words: hometown. As a person's age, circumstances and mood change, his perception of the life around him also changes. Some emotions quietly grow until they overflow in a certain scene and engulf you. I have never experienced this feeling of shyness near home, so it’s hard to understand. But I found that the last few times I went home, some inexplicable feelings came to my mind. This year I went home to celebrate the New Year. I rode a bicycle in the village. I looked at the people and things that I was so familiar with that I didn’t care at all. After I glanced over them, they stayed in my mind for a long time. I felt very empty and calm in my heart, and there was also a trace of joy. , the way people look at me is the same as when I was a child, but I feel like I have changed a lot. I was drinking at a milk tea shop with a few friends of similar age in the village. They still recognized me, but I had long lost the impression and felt very ashamed. They were playing cards, I didn't participate, I just watched quietly. They just said that I was still as shy as when I was a kid, haha. I just watched quietly, and it felt good. Everyone has their own temperament. Being quiet can also feel very comfortable, and it can also allow others to acquiesce that there is someone who can watch quietly next to me. There is no embarrassment and the atmosphere is very harmonious. .

These things became integrated into my life and now I can stand on the outside and look at it, and this is how I felt at the time. This is my current "hometown". Some things can only be appreciated through time and age. In a few years, maybe I will have the legendary "fear of hometown", haha. endI will record my feelings here every time I go home and observe my changes. This is a wonderful thing.