A girl signed on WeChat: I hate my infatuation. What does this mean?

That is to say, she has heard of me and hates my infatuation.

I swore to leave you last night. You're tired of me. Tell me I'm bored.

Abandoned me on the road in boredom.

Yesterday, holding you in my arms, I found that I was crying and I was jealous.

Want to be apart from you, try to forget you.

I blame courage for not being ready in time.

It's hard to win if you don't come. ...

Love and hate are like being trapped in a cage.

Give up you or accept your fate.

The heart-to-heart war makes me really sad.

I don't hate you for being ungrateful. I hate my infatuation.

Indifference, indifference, all affectation, you blame me silently, I suffer.

I just want to keep the dream kingdom of love.

I don't know how to greet me by your side with my hand, but I will avoid it for the time being.

Want to be apart from you, try to forget you.

I blame courage for not being ready in time.

It's hard to win if you don't come. ...

Love and hate are like being trapped in a cage.

Give up you or accept your fate.

The heart-to-heart war makes me really sad.

I don't hate you for being ungrateful. I hate my infatuation.

I blame my lack of preparation on courage.

It's hard to win if you don't come. ...

Love and hate are like being trapped in a cage.

Give up you or accept your fate.

The heart-to-heart war makes me really sad.

I don't hate you. You owe me. I hate and love wrong.

Love and hate are like being trapped in a cage.

Give up you or accept your fate.

The heart-to-heart war makes me really sad.

I don't hate you for being ungrateful. I hate my infatuation.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate myself, I hate you. ...

Love and hate are my infatuations.