Here, "bringing storms" refers to the influence of the other side, while here, "messing up the four seasons" is my heart.
This sentence comes from "Human Disqualification": "Just overnight, my heart is completely different. She came from the sea of people and only gave me an empty happiness. You come with wind and rain, and I have nowhere to hide. You have left, the seasons are chaotic, and I have been ill for a long time. "
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Osamu Dazai, a famous Japanese novelist, published his most influential novel "Disqualification on Earth" on 1948, which is an autobiographical novel. The slender autobiography reveals the ultimate decadent and destructive masterpiece.
Osamu Dazai cleverly hid his life and thoughts in the life experience of the protagonist Ye Zang, and peeped into Osamu Dazai's inner world through Ye Zang's monologue-"Life full of shame". In the same year that the work was published, Osamu Dazai committed suicide.
Disqualification in the world, as the name implies, is the loss of the qualification to be a human being on earth, echoing the author's concept of "being born as a human being, I am sorry". He started his novel with three photos representing Ye Zang's childhood, youth and prime of life, describing his absurd, funny and shameless life.
He explained the relationship between himself and the surrounding environment as Ye Zang, and expounded how he struggled to integrate into this world, how to please the world clearly for a moment of freedom, how to try to integrate into this world in various ways and finally failed, and then paralyzed himself by drinking, smoking, whoring and taking drugs, so as to escape true love, degenerate and eventually go to destruction.