Secondly, it may be that psychological depression has nowhere to vent. Sending a circle of friends or a personalized signature can let you vent some bad emotions a little.
Finally, it is absolutely despicable to praise the Party and put on a show. But this kind of thing is basically rare. After all, grandpa died.
So you don't have to understand, it's also a way of life. You get used to it after watching too much, just like sunbathing every day. Just get used to it.