Dazai Osamu’s mourning literature

My life is full of shameful past

1. Things like pleasure will sink to the bottom of the river of sorrow Glowing faintly.

2. I really can’t understand those people who deceive each other but can live a holy and cheerful life, or live with confidence. After all, humans still failed to make me understand the mystery.

3. My misfortune lies precisely in my lack of ability to refuse. I am afraid that once I reject others, it will leave a rift in each other's hearts that can never be healed.

4. A person’s true humility is to understand the joy of loving others.

5. Time saves people, forgetfulness saves people.

6. Perhaps the so-called enthusiasm means ignoring the other party’s position.

7. Things like happiness will sink to the bottom of the river of sorrow, glowing faintly, like sand gold.

8. Even if there is a storm outside the harbor, I will still raise my sails. All the drooped sails were dirty. Those who laugh at me must have drooped sails and will accomplish nothing in the end.

9. I looked at the flowers in confusion and thought, people actually have advantages. Those who discover the beauty of flowers are human beings, and those who love and cherish flowers are also human beings.

10. Sensitive people will understand the pain of others and naturally cannot be frank easily. The so-called frankness is actually violence.

11. I wanted to die this winter. But recently I got a linen kimono with mouse-colored pinstripes, which is a kimono suitable for summer. So I might as well live until summer.

12. Repeating the same thing every day, following the same routine as yesterday, if you can avoid violent ecstasy, there will naturally be no sadness.

13. My misfortune is that I lack the ability to reject others.

14. Unfortunate people are always particularly sensitive to the misfortunes of others.

15. Everyone in this world always talks in a roundabout way and is evasive. They always try to avoid responsibility by using this subtle and complicated way of speaking. Although it was almost in vain, they still tried their best to be on guard at all times.

16. I try my best to avoid getting involved in the disputes in the world, and I am afraid of getting involved in the whirlpool of right and wrong.

17. Facing a terrible opponent, what I think of is to make him happy.

18. Unknowingly, I have become a child who does not tell the truth casually.

19. My life is full of shameful past.

20. There are all kinds of unfortunate people in this world - no, it is no exaggeration to say that this world is full of unfortunate people.

21. Only those who live foolishly or live shamelessly can be completely indulged in happiness. Those who are not perfect in at least one of them will live in hell without even choosing death. Allowed, there is no way out, powerless despair.

22. Only by trying your best to control yourself can you avoid going crazy.

23. Mount Fuji and evening primrose are the most suitable. However, this mediocre mortal can only see cherry blossoms and snow-capped mountains. Only after experiencing hardships can he understand the beauty of evening primrose.

24. I just want to stand higher than you and give you a loud slap in the face with the purest human pain and troubles.