You traveled thousands of miles for me.
That year's National Day was different, because you will travel thousands of miles for me and come to my city!
There seems to be a lot to say between us. We seem to have known each other for a long time, but we never seem to know each other. At that time, we were probably the most familiar strangers!
Our first acquaintance began with the internet. At that time, I thought that we could meet among billions of people. Maybe this is fate.
I don't know why, but you decided to cross thousands of miles and cities from Xi to Kunming to see me. Shall we start talking about study, life, poetry and songs?
We were born in the same year and birthday in the same month, but they are different constellations. You are a virgin, I am a genius, you study medicine, I study finance!
Perhaps, as many people say, people always have a persistent preference for what they lack. Because although I majored in science in high school, I didn't study well, so I have some preference for boys who study science and medicine, and you, a science student, may also have some obsession with me who has liberal arts ideas.
Looking back now, what moved me most about you was that it was a shortcoming in others, but a feature in you. In my eyes, you are the best! What impressed you most, I guess I don't know where I read it. After I sent it to you, you still kept it as a signature: I miss you madly and grow into a dense tree. I miss you sadly.
In 2007, I was a sophomore, and we knew each other for one year. You suddenly said that you would visit me in my city on National Day. I don't know how long you waited in line to buy a train ticket from Xi to Kunming, and I don't know what kind of determination you made to make us run from virtual to reality. Although I have known each other for a year, I have never met each other, never made a video, and never sent photos to each other!
I couldn't believe it when you told me that you were coming to Kunming to see me. I am an introverted little girl. I am afraid of going out and seldom go out. I didn't know there was a traffic jam in Kunming on National Day. You said you would arrive in Kunming at 0/kloc-2: 00, and you asked me to meet you at the railway station. I promised you, but I really got off, but I got lost in Kunming. I have been changing buses. But I'm really confused. I never thought about not picking you up!
Then you complained, but I was really disappointed. Now think about yourself at that time, really a confused person.
Finally, you found my school. You asked me to go to the school gate. We didn't talk about each other's clothes. You said you would recognize me. You called my name. We were really happy when we met.
You really look like a tech man in my mind: wearing glasses, thin, not very tall, carrying a black travel bag.
On National Day, you accompany me to visit the campus, eat snacks next to the campus, go to the park with me and watch movies with me. I introduced my roommate's best friend to you. We went to The National SouthWest Associated University together, we went to Dayun to take Ginkgo Avenue, and we also went to Cuihu to feed the seagulls. We are like friends who have known each other for years. Later, after the holiday, you returned to Xi 'an.
I guess you may have used your holiday to travel to my city. I'm not very confident about my appearance, really, I've been like this since I was a child. I think we may become friends when we meet.
Tell me as soon as you get back to school that you still like chatting with me on QQ as before. You said you liked listening to me. A day when I can't hear my own voice always feels a lot less. You asked me if calling me would affect my study. I said I was glad to receive your letter!
You ask me about my study every day, and you want my schedule to remind me what classes I should take today. You know the location of our teaching building and the classroom where each class is located. You will pay attention to the weather in Kunming and remind me to bring an umbrella or a sun umbrella. You ask good morning every morning, remind me to eat at noon and say good night to me at night. You are not with me, but I think you are always there!
About half a year. One night, you suddenly told me seriously that you wanted to tell me an important decision. You suddenly asked me if I would like to be your girlfriend.
I froze 1 second. I said half jokingly, since I last saw you, you have been reminding me to eat and sleep in class. I thought I was already your girlfriend. Didn't you think of me as your girlfriend before?
He used to love to laugh, but I clearly remember that time he didn't laugh. He said that because we are thousands of miles apart, you have your study and I have mine. I can't fulfill my responsibilities as a boyfriend, and I can't stay with you all the time. Actually, I have many regrets, but we have known each other for more than a year, and I'm afraid I won't have a chance if I don't talk again. I know I wronged you, but I still want to fight for myself.
I promised him!
He is still the same as before, only making more phone calls. At that time, the telephone bill was a bit expensive. He will suddenly appear in my school to surprise me. He will send me all kinds of delicious snacks. He will buy me novels that I like to read. He introduced me to his sister and said that long-distance relationships were hard. Although we are thousands of miles apart, I still feel sweet!
to be continued