I will become a butterfly hidden in your chest, flying where you hide but can't see, listening to the chaos outside, while I am hidden in your heart, like the sea sinking into the desert and countless clouds reaching the sky.
At that time, Cheng Coco was just the most common little flower in the universe. He is as stubborn, perverse, rebellious and green as all girls aged 13, and even as naughty as boys of this age. In that era when smart phones were not popular, her daily games were bungee jumping with girls of the same age, making ropes to chase variety stars and chatting about QQ gossip. Indeed, it seems so boring now, but Cheng Keke feels that the most boring thing is learning. He often drags his deskmate Zhuang Xiaoyu to pester her and insists that others help her with her homework. "Get out, I don't have time!" At that time, the boys were very rude. Although I am just in the early adolescence, I feel that I have matured like a "big brother in society". "Do you want to die? How dare you talk to me like this? Last time you cheated in the exam, I had to tell the teacher. " Cheng Keke never gave in, and the facial features that didn't grow up winked at each other like a rude bitch.
13 years old is a hurdle and an unlucky number, so you can find that children of this age are a group of arrogant little animals when you walk around the junior high school campus in China. Fortunately, they are under the pressure of exam-oriented education, otherwise they will have to make a mess.
When the bell rang, a group of little animals couldn't restrain their excitement during the class, so the monitor slammed the podium with chalk, and white powder splashed Cheng Keke's face. "Stop talking, the teacher is coming." The monitor was helpless in charge of discipline, and the other hand quickly put the folded paper frog into his pants pocket.
With a bright and harsh sound of keys, Mr. Wu, the head teacher, stepped onto the platform. This teacher Wu especially likes to put the key on the buckle of his belt and make a loud noise when he walks. Cheng Coco has been wondering why he didn't want so many keys, so he died, not afraid to crush his belt and then his pants fell off. Cheng Keke blushed at the thought of his pants falling. Oh, what do you think of yourself?
? My teacher asked the knowledge points in the last class first. Zhuang Xiaoyu stood up and answered: "Du Mu, a poet in the Tang Dynasty, named Mu Zhi,No. ..." The deskmate looked at the teacher with an embarrassed face and bowed his head and said softly: "Fan Chuan lay man." Zhuang Xiaoyu vaguely understood her words. "Oh, Tu Mu, a laity!" The teacher's face seemed to float above a flock of crows, and the whole class burst into unbridled laughter. "Ha ha, rice ball, why didn't you say he was a sushi layman!" The students in the back seat laughed their heads off. ZhuangXiaoYu scratched his head, "snow" also smiled, his face flushed. Cheng Keke looked at him with schadenfreude, and the dimples on his face were about to overflow. Teacher Wu nodded and motioned for Zhuang Xiaoyu to sit down. "Quiet, quiet, what!" The teacher becomes serious every second. "Today we are going to study Du Mu's Farewell, and Zhuang will give a preview report for everyone." Everyone looked at the middle position in the second row. It's a great honor to sit in this position in Class 7 16. Only the students with the first grade in the class are eligible. As the first in the whole grade and the star of the city's Olympic mathematics learning, Zhuang has been sitting in this position for half a semester. He is thin, with a tender baby face and big eyes shining with wisdom. "Hey, don't look at his honesty at ordinary times, but he is very proud. Every time I ask him a question, he doesn't tell me. " ZhuangXiaoYu and Cheng Keke are whispering at their desks. "You see how serious he is now, and people are destined to be schoolmasters." Make signal with the lips.
"yes! Zhuang Xiangzi's preview is in place, and students should learn more from him in the future. " Teacher Wu looked at his favorite student with relief. "Coco, do you know that in terms of seniority, Zhuang Xiangzi is actually my brother-in-law?" Zhuang Xiaoyu smiled and said, "But I want him to pretend to be my grandson, haha!" Cheng Coco also smiled with a stomachache while covering her mouth, afraid to make any noise. "Don't talk near the first row and the third column, or you will go to the back to make punishment." Teacher Wu's tone was impatient, and Cheng Coco quickly stopped. Teacher Wu went on to say poetry. "The classmate Du Mu wrote' Thirteen Watches, Cardamom Buds in Early February' is your age, as green and beautiful as Cardamom." A naughty boy quickly said, "Oh, it turns out that I am also in my prime." Teacher Wu smiled and said, "This cardamom is about girls in our class. Boys can't use it like this. " There was another burst of laughter in the class.
"Hey? Cheng Coco in our class has the word' Coco' in his name. It must be that her family wants her to be as beautiful as cardamom. " Teacher Wu said. "No, I look at her every day and feel ugly!" Zhuang Xiaoyu replied eloquently, "And she has a bad temper and eats too much, hahaha."
Cheng Coco stepped on Zhuang Xiaoyu. "Shut up!" Cheng Keke was so angry that he opened his eyes and waved his fists as if to eat him alive. "Every class is really noisy, children, stop it and continue the class." Teacher Wu smiled.
Indeed, 13-year-old Cheng Keke is like a small pea that doesn't grow up. She is thin and small, very cute. Although her eyes are quite big, they are internally aligned, and they narrow into a crack when she smiles. Pink pimples have also appeared on her white and tender face recently. You can't find her if she is put in the crowd.
Recently, Zhuang has another hobby, that is, he likes to rummage through other people's pencil boxes. Although he can't take things, it's annoying to toss and turn. Because of his good grades, his classmates all know that he can't offend, but he has intensified recently. When he turned to Cheng Keke's pencil box, he carefully took out a pen, opened the cap and put it down, opened it and put it back, as if looking for something. "Go back and forth from where you came from. Don't bother me. You have a perfect score in mathematics, and I haven't passed it yet. " Zhuang is a little scared. "I'm sorry." He walked back to his position and began to preview the next unit. Strangely, Zhuang never had a new hobby again.
"You must be a tigress, scaring people to learn to bully their babies." Zhuang Xiaoyu joked.
That day, Cheng Keke bought a pack of biscuits from the canteen and swaggered back to the classroom with his friends. As a result, she was told to adjust her post after the mid-term exam. She frowned when she heard "adjustment". She is usually ranked according to her grades. During this time, she played too arrogant every day. The mid-term exam is a red light for Tang Ke, and she will be "abandoned" by the teacher in the last few rows. She walked back to the classroom in frustration, and the biscuits in her mouth were not sweet, as if they were.
"Yes, you have a skill, and you are the first in the class. Teachers should pay attention to the rhythm of training. " The girl Xia got to say. Cheng let coco at a loss. She hurried to check the seating chart that had just been arranged, and her name was written next to the middle of the second row. "Don't be dishonest when you leave me!" ZhuangXiaoYu said at the right mass, while chewing the cookies that had just been snatched from Cheng Keke.
Cheng mouth expressionless sitting next to zhuang, quietly writing homework. "Give me such a good position and I will study hard." Her heart is full of fighting spirit, but Zhuang's tone of voice has become very arrogant these days. "Oh, you are so stupid. Stay away from me and don't pollute my IQ. " He told Cheng Keke the topic, and Cheng Keke gnashed his teeth and grabbed the exercise book. "Elder sister, I was wrong, you don't be angry! I'll tell you. " Zhuang looked so timid that Cheng Coco wanted to laugh.
It turns out that Zhuang's family education is very strict. Usually, his classmates can only walk away silently when they buy a snack at the stall. However, Cheng Coco, a foodie, ate snacks every day, which made him really unbearable and had to bite the bullet.
After getting along for a long time, Cheng Coco thinks that this boy is not a nerd, and his inner scenes are quite rich. For example, the last time I asked him what TV series he liked best, Zhuang actually said a series of several hit dramas, which surprised her. "I envy the eight elder brothers in the palace." He said. "Wow, me too, and I like Qingchuan!" Cheng said.
Maybe location can really change the distance between people. Zhuang Xiaoyu felt that Cheng Keke had ignored him recently, but he was so warm with Zhuang that he was very upset, so he deliberately found fault with Cheng Keke for something. For example, he left a mark on the white sneakers she just bought, untied the braids she worked so hard to weave, and pulled her hair to make Coco grin with pain. Until one day, Zhuang's buddy told him: Actually, your brother-in-law likes Cheng Keke.
Zhuang Xiaoyu was silent for a few seconds, then curled his lips: "I don't want that smelly girl Cheng Keke, I can eat."
Zhuang actually has a good relationship with the girls in the class. Xia likes him very much. Xia has always been a punk style and is a famous "problem girl" in her class. At school, she never wears school uniforms, curses, dyes her hair or makes up. On the contrary, Cheng Coco is quite naughty, but she knows all the school rules and mottos by heart.
So does Cheng Keke know that Zhuang Xiangzi likes her? Obviously, she doesn't know. It was not until one day that Cheng Keke felt very strange that she slowly considered her relationship with her.
It turned out that there was a league member to choose in the class that day, and Cheng Keke's name was also written on the blackboard. Teacher Wu asked the students to count the votes at the blackboard voluntarily. As soon as the words sound just fell, Zhuang rushed to the blackboard and guarded Cheng Keke's name tightly for fear that others would compete with him. This scene was seen by teachers and classmates, but she kept it in mind.
"Oh, so he likes me!" Cheng Coco silently said to herself. It turns out that after being liked by a person, you will also have a good impression on him. Only when Zhuang's heart is full of gorgeous love, Cheng Keke's heart is barren. Now, flowers are quietly growing in her heart.
"Thank you, Xiangzi." Tian Mi said shyly to Cheng for the first time. "Hum, if it weren't for Lao Tzu's popularity, I would have stolen some tickets for you, and you will be a league member again in the next life!" He still smiled haughtily, his eyes shining. Hey, why are all the boys acting like I'm the best in the world, so they're superficial? Cheng is thinking about Tian Mi in his mind.
Obviously, the teacher also took this matter to heart. "Fire prevention, theft prevention and puppy love" is not an empty talk. I also see that my excellent students are eager to fall in love with a mediocre girl. What should I do? As a responsible and good teacher, he must not pander, so he held many class meetings on the theme of puppy love, but the effect was not obvious. Cheng Keke and Zhuang still often fight with smiles. What if they develop rapidly and can't control it? Teacher Wu was in a hurry and chose to transfer his post.
Cheng Koukou wondered if Zhuang had such a premonition this time. They certainly can't sit at a table, because his emotional intelligence is too low, and it is so obvious. Yes, Mr. Wu lived up to their judgment and cleverly arranged them on the diagonal. Cheng Keke is in the fifth row by the window, and Zhuang is in the middle of the first row. Cheng Keke saw that he looked back and didn't stay on her for too long. A sense of loss rose from his heart.
Just after class, Zhuang is going to find Tian Mi of Cheng. On the way, Xia was tightly stuck in the middle of the corridor, laughing and taking out a piece of chocolate. He shouted sharply, "ouch!" Just miss each other for a while? " She looked back at Cheng Keke sitting in the corner. She straightened her desk by pretending not to see it. Zhuang Xiangzi's face went red silently. "Why can't you knock on my door when a garden grows in my world?" Cheng secretly Abel Tamata honey wrote in his diary.
Since the transfer, their intersection has become less and less. Zhuang Xiaoyu joked: "Teacher Wu broke up with Yuanyang." That night, she stayed in the classroom on duty. Zhuang forgot to take the cup from her seat. Cheng Keke picked it up and was about to go out when the power went out. Dark and silent. She lost her way and was shocked. Just then, a gust of wind blew, and she felt a pair of hands hugging her from behind, but before she could shout, those hands were already misplaced.
The light is on. Xiangzi's trophy is still there, not him.
Cheng Coco was silent again.
Maybe Cheng Keke never knew that since Teacher Zhuang called to talk about the harm of puppy love, Zhuang never dared to love her again. Yes, such a rare opportunity makes a young girl an obstacle. In the face of achievements and love, it can't be romance in reality after all. "Give up what you shouldn't have at your age, and you can have a better future." Teacher Wu smiled and touched Zhuang's head and said.
However, Zhuang still tried to find the thin and beautiful figure in the crowd. Every time Cheng Keke stood up to answer questions, he always stared at her, like a luxury. Even he wants to be a hair in Tian Mi's ear, to bask in the sun with her and listen to her favorite songs, but on the surface he is as calm as water, and Cheng Coco can't see the undercurrent of his heart, let alone his inner anxiety.
So this first love, which has no beginning and no persistence, is buried in the depths of time like autumn leaves. Neither Cheng Keke nor Zhuang said anything like "I like you", but Zhuang's QQ signature has always been the phrase "thirteen years old, cardamom in early February." Under the pressure of the senior high school entrance examination, they dare not say their love. It's incredible that we still have a crush on each other when we know that they love us.
Apart from the secular evaluation criteria, the only person who can still love each other silently is probably you in the early days of cardamom. All this is like watching a flower bloom and wither silently, just like Xiangzi won't tell, but he embraced her light in the dark.