I'm just a ferryman
Text: Dong Xiaohei
Some people say that there are five poisons in the world, Wong Kar-wai's movies, Lin Xi's lyrics, Faye Wong's voice , Tony Leung’s eyes, Leslie Cheung’s temperament.
People who have never been poisoned will never understand Wong Kar-wai, and naturally they will not understand what he wants to express. His films are poisonous, obscure, moist and sexy, like jazz at night, with syncopation and heartbeats, and in the middle are improvised lonely ditties and past events.
Everyone’s nerves are sensitive to absorbing emotional information, but because of social regulations and the fragility of human nature, we all remain reserved and choose to become an island.
In Wong Kar-Wai's lens, there are cycles of life and death, reunions and separations, wandering, empty enthusiasm, failure and setbacks, and an ambiguous future, which always tears open wounds that people try their best to forget.
He has created many unsatisfactory plots in which people want to be rejected but are welcomed in return, and those who seek but are not given are not satisfied. These imperfections are not as chaotic as in real life, but have a vague literary and artistic meaning without being pretentious.
In his movies, people who are doing well can feel the imperfect life of the characters in the drama and get compensation; people who are lonely and frustrated can feel the depressed life that the characters in the drama beautify and get comfort.
Recently, because of the movie "The Ferryman", the King of Sunglasses, who spends his life delaying the pace of making movies, has once again become the subject of discussion. When everyone was criticizing and criticizing Zhang Jiajia, Wong Kar-wai took the initiative to stand up and support him, writing on Weibo:
In fact, the world is as big as the north and the south. Pursuing perfection is tantamount to being complacent. In your eyes this is just a movie, to me it is a world. As the saying goes, great success can only be achieved if there are shortcomings. I like being a ferryman, ferrying others and myself.
Because of Wong Kar-wai's words, I decided to take my girlfriend to watch the long-awaited "The Ferryman". After all, I have read the original "Passing Through Your World" 3 times. I like Zhang Jiajia and have watched Wong Kar-wai. of almost all movies.
The scenes of "The Ferryman" are very gorgeous and unreal. The protagonist in the play is extremely lazy with a lollipop in his mouth. He wears cosplay clothes and performs inexplicable fighting scenes. Buy one cake and get one free. Bottles of wine, so funny, drinking a glass of "see you tomorrow", getting drunk and falling, traveling to various bars in the city, just to say "can't lose".
The quality of the movie is not considered to be of high quality, especially since it brought together Tony Leung and Takeshi Kaneshiro, two male gods with many excellent works, as well as Eason Chan, Lu Han, Yang Ying, Xiong Dailin and others to help out, but this did not happen. There are some chemical reactions, but what we watch is not the movie itself, but the joys and sorrows of the characters in the movie. We integrate ourselves into the movie and experience their lives.
Zhang Jiajia has contributed all his literary and artistic contributions, with an obvious tenderness and an exaggerated and ridiculous plot, but it makes people feel distressed and cannot bear to expose this ridiculously thin layer of illusion.
Zhang Jiajia said, I dye the world in colors for you to see, do you want to see it?
The love between Guan Chun and Maomao happened in the most exciting period of adolescence. They liked each other, real and passionate, and unabashedly public.
In the original book, Maomao was miserable after being dumped by someone else. Guan Chun drove his car and deliberately hit Maomao's car, which was only worth hundreds of thousands, and then paid him 600,000. Maomao.
Probably because this plot has already been used by Zhang Yibai, Guan Chun's story line has been greatly changed, adding a bit of abnormal time-travel style. What remains unchanged is that he is still the same Guan Chun who loves stupidly and naively. He is young and frivolous and has no regrets in his life.
After hearing that Maomao was back, Guan Chun shouted to the person next to him: "In my world, there is no ex, only the one!"
This reminds me of "Chongqing" In "The Forest", Takeshi Kaneshiro used his tie to clean Brigitte Lin's shoes. At that time, everyone said he was stupid and was still waiting for May, but I felt that this was true affection.
Whether it’s a lollipop or a cigarette, it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter whether the contrarian theory comes true. Since it is a recognized beauty, I won’t hesitate to trade my life for it. Passionate love is like this, even though you know it is like a moth flying into a flame, it will still lead to your own destruction.
Nothing is permanent, and the same is true for love. Neither a kiss nor a marriage certificate can bring us closer to the core of "everlasting life". Your efforts only make that rose special.
The life you want, you must have the courage to get it yourself, and you have to pay for it regardless of effort or price.
Xiaoyu’s love sprouted at an ignorant age and grew into a towering tree as time went by.
Xiaoyu’s feelings for Ma Li were planted in her childhood. Even as she grows older, the purity in her heart cannot be changed. Although the bar golf scene in the movie exaggerates this feeling, it still shows the pure persistence in her heart.
"Have you ever fought for someone? I don't want to fight with her, but I want to fight with her."
For Yu Xiaoyu, the world is so simple. I walked through countless mud to find you. It’s raining and you’re not here. I don’t blame you. But you held a concert for me in the rain. I am willing to bury my entire youth for you.
Whether you look up to him or admire him, a normal person would fall into a concert just for one person. That handsome, energetic person who appears when he is needed most naturally takes root deep in his heart. Seeing that Yang Guo had missed his life, the fireworks on his 16th birthday were too gorgeous, so Guo Xiang paid for it with a lifetime of green lanterns and ancient Buddhas.
Maybe Ma Li shouldn’t have been so kind to this little girl. If she was more selfish, Xiaoyu might not have fallen into a bottomless pit. But his gentleness and thoughtfulness made a simple and pure girl use all her strength and love just to give him the warmth of the world.
I don’t ask you to fall in love with me, I just ask you to ferry you to the other side. It is not clear who is the salvation of whom, and there is no need to care about it.
Your affection and the affection of others are both precious. I am not saying that every relationship must have a happy ending, but a "clear conscience" will always be an important part. Don't waste it. cherish. When you are old and have gray hair, snuggled up by the fire and taking a nap with others, remembering all the things in your past, just don’t regret it.
"If I'm still standing at the door in 5 minutes, let's go cook the hot pot together."
The unsmiling Du Juan gives people the illusion of Maggie Cheung at her peak. Her temperament He is still cool, but he seems a little timid when acting with an old actor like Tony Leung.
"All love is not ice cubes, and those nihilistic ones will melt if you hold them tightly, you will be unable to hold them, and your hands will become cold."
Tony Leung is worthy of being the best actor, he said The look in his eyes when saying these words can still seduce a lot of girls. But he is Chen Mo, and He Muzi is the bombshell in his heart. Whether he lives a cool or sad life, it is because she is the only one in his heart.
There is no other shore anymore.
When ferrying others, he said a word of empathy. Everyone will have pain, and all they need is to release it and squeeze it hard. It may hurt so much that you can't breathe, but it will eventually heal without leaving any scars.
"He Muzi did not leave many relics, and I am one of them." This sentence suddenly touched my heart, and tears flowed down.
Chen Mo drunk himself into an unprovoked dream, reading other people's stories. After ten years of old age, ferrying all kinds of passers-by, he still couldn't escape this dream.
People who are heartbroken should not watch "The Ferryman" because it will make them cry; people who have never cried for love should not watch "The Ferryman" because it is difficult to get into the drama; "The Ferryman" is more It is suitable for people who are emotional, stubborn, have been hurt by love, and still love life to find solace.
On July 9, 2015, "The Ferryman" was launched. He said: "I am the original author, I am the screenwriter, and I am the director. What do you have to worry about? I will equip you all with it. Nuclear weapons, from now on, when faced with any sorrow and pain in life, you can blast it away, crush it all the way, roar it, rush it, and live life to the fullest."
On July 17, 2016, he was admitted to the hospital for heart surgery. He posted a photo on Weibo and forwarded it to select 3 readers to receive a complete set of signed books. If he was still alive after the operation, he immediately took out his mobile phone to draw a lottery.
On December 28, 2016, he spent his own money to buy tickets for people to watch a movie at Nanjing Dahua Theater: "As long as you come, I will give you the tickets." "Criticism is not terrible, we risk our lives to watch it." Ferryman".
He was also madly in love. When he proposed, he cried and said: "If I die at that time, I am willing to become a dimple, so that if I am here, you can keep smiling." One year. Later, he divorced, and for thousands of days and nights, only Maisie was left.
He also looked for the shadow of a person, quit his job and traveled alone, crossed countless mountains, rivers, stars and seas, passed by others, and was passed by others. He loved spicy crayfish and drank himself into it. A fat man, what he was looking for turned out to be the scarred himself who persuaded others to believe in love.
He is Zhang Jiajia, he is Chen Mo, he is everyone who has drowned in love and has not yet been fished out.
"The world is like a book, and I prefer your sentence. I would like to be a comma and stay at your feet. But you have your own reader, and I am just a ferryman."
I am just a ferryman, taking you to the other side where you want to go. As for my worries, it has nothing to do with you. You will have a husband and perfection. My place to stay is just the company you allow.