How dare I fall, there is no one behind me

Time: 2013-08-20 Source: Original author: Yang Jinrong

My heart feels a little cold, a little lonely and a little uncomfortable.

The wind messed up my long hair, mixed with dregs, and hit my face.

The yellow leaves were dragged into the whirlpool of eternal destruction and struggled helplessly.

Just like a helpless child, I lowered my head and covered my heart to feel the slight pulsing heartbeat.

I am a nostalgic person.

My laughter, my tears, my joy and my sadness are dimly reflected in the bleak sky.

In the gorgeous aperture of the dark night, I was like a clown directing and acting on the spot.

The weather is a bit cold and the ending is withering on that white street.

Why am I nostalgic for the past? Why am I nostalgic for the past?

I hate how sensitive and fragile I am now, nervous and at a loss as to what to do.

When I closed my eyes, all my thoughts were messed up in the deepest memories in my heart. It hurt like my head exploded, and it felt like I was living my life all over again.

If you turn off the lights and don’t want to sleep and enjoy the darkness of the night alone, why should you let yourself be reincarnated in pain again and again.

Walking alone on an empty street, it looks like it’s the end of the road. It looks so long, so far away, so confused, so frightening, so frightening, and so dark.

The sky is already dark and the street lights are no longer as bright as I thought. www.rz520.com

I stumbled and groped on the bumpy stone road and fell down in embarrassment, but I was surrounded by faces full of ridicule and contempt.

The wound was bleeding and no one was willing to hold me back. My heart ached slightly. There were so many people watching the joke. Haha.

The lonely man smiled up at the sky and got up.

How dare I fall, there is no one behind me.

I began to learn to embrace myself when I was sad.

I began not to care about others so much.

I began to try to give up those things that were not worth my sorrow.

I began to learn to smile with a fake face when I was hurt.

When I didn’t want to talk, I started to just say “hehe”.

You see, I'm not dead yet, I can still live very well,

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I don't want to take medicine or injections when I have a cold or fever. Then just hold on tight and don't say you feel uncomfortable

If you're hungry and want to eat but you can't cook, then just make noodles to comfort yourself

It's raining and thundering outside and you don't have an umbrella to get wet, then you can Run hard

If you want to be immune to all poisons and strong points, don’t cry out in pain if you fall down

Those who say they care about you will feel sick and hungry for you. Will I cook for you? Will I hold an umbrella for you when it rains?

Comfort is just warm nonsense

Are you a waste who always wants to rely on others to grow up?

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There is no one behind me, how dare I fall.

Because I have nothing, I can only work hard.