Hansey left Ke Ai and Xiaosi around November 2007 and then started her own business and had her own magazines "Alice" and "NANA" ~

Being lenient to others and being strict with yourself is like a fairy tale that cannot exist in this world.

"Cause and Effect" - Hansey's response to Guo Jingming's article

Just two days ago, I received a call from a reporter asking about your current situation and my relationship with you.

This is a question I don’t want to face but cannot help but answer. I think all I can say is that we will still chat and reminisce in private, without such tense confrontations.

It is nothing more than letting innocent readers continue to live in speculation and disappointment. This is not your or my original intention.

I originally thought that the matter was over, but now you have jumped out to accuse me of all kinds of wrongdoings.

To be honest, Xiaosi, I can say all the bad things about you in front of the media, and tell you all the details of the pressure and censure you have put on me. Of course, the starting point is not just as a friend, even if Ordinary people would not think that what you did was as kind and innocent as you said.

But I chose to whitewash the situation. I said you may lack management experience, but what about you? Do you need to evade all the blame and put all the blame on me, completely unable to see what kind of things you have done?

I will never forget how I felt that night when you kicked me out of the studio and lived on the streets of Shanghai because my own camera didn’t have enough pixels. I asked you to ask the studio to buy me a new camera.

I will never forget the meal when my parents came to Shanghai to visit me for the first time and invited me to dinner when you knocked on the table and criticized me, which made my mother cry silently.

Using Kuromu's hatred towards me, he weakened my prestige in the company, held meetings to criticize me again and again, and hid my works for half a year, just because I was "disobedient". Then she kicked Kuroki out of the company and put the blame on me, causing her to still hate me. Spread around how filthy I am as a human being.

I will never forget that you said on the surface that silence is the most noble quality, but secretly used your personal relationship with a senior executive of a website to block the keywords I searched for hansey in an attempt to hide me again.

I will never forget that you said that you are omnipotent in the publishing industry, and let me be careful not to start a new book series that will collapse soon

Getting along with each other , like a mirror, cause and effect reciprocate, good corresponds to good, evil corresponds to evil. I have always kept your kindness to me in mind, and I once gave up my studies and worked full-time as compensation.

However, what kind of consequences should I use to repay these many evil causes?

I am always checking my actions to see if there are any that do not meet the standards that a kind person should have. I will be ashamed, review, and insist on making corrections.

When you are accusing everyone, scolding everyone, and promoting your innocence, have you ever taken off your own painting to see how ferocious your green-faced fangs have become!

You actually refused to take your mother to the airport in person. Why did you say there was a driver waiting for me to go? Do you still have the nerve to talk about father's love and mother's love in your blog? Maybe she can forgive you, but as a friend I can't!

What qualifications do you have to ask all people to dedicate and attach their simplicity, kindness, loyalty, and sincere feelings to you!

If this blog is deleted, it will be an even more ridiculous thing, then I can also be ruthless.

I was still worried that no one would ask questions at the press conference, which would be awkward, but it’s better this time. They must have a lot of questions waiting to ask me, and now I don’t even know what to do. How to answer.

But Xiaosi, and readers of Xiaosi, do you really think I am willing to do this?

What was originally a harmonious and sincere birthday party has been turned into a contradictory question and answer by your "helping in times of need" diary, which makes me feel heartbroken just thinking about it.

Maybe it’s just like you said, your influence is great enough, so all the media want to attack you. Since you didn't even give me a chance to whitewash the situation, I had to "use" you again because of your performance. Fully playing the demonized role that you set for me in advance can be regarded as my final reward for you.

As for Qingtian and Fuji, whom you have criticized a lot, I want to say that they take their work seriously and responsibly. Although they are sometimes temperamental, they will definitely complete every task well. It just lacks some of the dog-leg spirit you need and refuses to breathe under your writing.

However, what we want to do is to be a person who lives in the world with dignity and has his own shining point, not your slave.

I'm really tired of watching your game of being full of emotions on the surface, but actually killing people without batting an eyelid. Regarding the feelings, remembrance, and the price of youth and frivolity you mentioned, since you choose to let go. Do I still have face to hold on to...

When I see my new works, I really want to share them with you as soon as possible.

I hope that in three or five years, everything will be over, and you and I can still sit down and have a drink and talk about our respective failures and greatness.

Xiaosi~Guo Jingming’s reply~

Any difficulty will be overcome. Genki Boy is also back.

A few months ago, I felt uncomfortable in my throat. At that time, I thought it was due to congestion of my tonsils. It would be fine in a few days. It's been a month and it hasn't healed yet. A week ago, I was woken up by severe pain in the morning. I walked to the bathroom in a daze, opened my mouth in the mirror and took a look at my throat - well, how should I say, there was a bloody and bloody body inside. A ball of flesh mixed with pus and unknown viscous liquid... (Thank you).

So I woke up every morning with severe pain, excruciating pain, vomiting blood, and the smell... I had to brush my teeth five times a day... and then eat chewing gum... (I'm not exaggerating. , don’t think that I am healthy and active just because I can update my log while sitting in front of the computer. In fact, today I walked 10 meters from the door of the company to the elevator in the lobby for one minute... This will come later. Let’s talk about it again...)

How can I describe the feeling I feel when I drink water and porridge every day...Have you ever eaten rambutan? It’s the kind of fruit that is covered with thorns like a hedgehog. Yes, I eat every day, and when the food passes through my throat, it’s like swallowing a whole unpeeled rambutan...

< p>Or, it's like biting a hairy crab into pieces, including the shell and meat, and then swallowing it...

Speaking of hairy crabs, a few days ago I fell in love with this fossil-like woman who has been living at home for a long time. , finally left the house and came to my house for a party, but it was not me that attracted her, but the crab I bought.

I sent a message on the way to tell her to wait for me at the Starbucks downstairs when she got to my house. I would be there soon and I would go to Henhen’s house to get crabs. As a result, she replied to me: "Crab!"

…………Thank you! !

In other words, Luo Zai and I haven’t seen each other for a long time. Except for the two of us drinking and staggering around at the cashier a month ago, we haven’t gone out to play. In addition to the "happy gatherings" that go to her house every month to push for manuscripts... Her Barton, which she keeps at home like a guardian animal, often sees a flash of white light as soon as the door is opened, and then she sees marks in front of her eyes. At that time, she was already thrown down by it, screaming and gasping...

But while eating crabs, we also talked about all kinds of messy news about us recently, and I teased her " Didn’t the news say that you couldn’t stand the pressure of public opinion because you betrayed me and the minimum team?” She rolled her eyes and asked me, “Didn’t the news say that you were chasing me downstairs at my house? Go quickly?” My house is downstairs.”

But feel free, time will tell anyway.

The composition classroom will still be the world of the two scumbags like us...

OK, I want to go back to the topic of Mr. Medicine Jar. Except for the throat, the day before yesterday, when I fell asleep from the bed When I woke up, I inexplicably found that my foot was twisted... I was sleeping on the bed and my foot was twisted... I guess in my dream I went to Mount Emei and came back after climbing...

Assistant Xiaoye bought me a new ointment, which was like jelly, very transparent and fragrant...I was inexplicably surprised. I felt that the strong-smelling bullshit ointment should still be in my memory...Am I getting old? !

As for the throat problem, I also bought a lot of medicine. If the problem persists, I will go to the hospital for surgery.

So I kept various pills in my bag every day, and my signature was changed to "My assistant works in a drugstore recently."

The past month has been extremely busy. The reason is the same as what everyone has seen in the media and newspapers. Because someone in the team left, the workload of Min Shuo and Dao suddenly became very heavy. I am very sad and sad about Hansey's departure. What makes me sad is not that there is no one to help me, nor that my work will become heavy and difficult to adapt to in a short period of time, but that the things you said to the media hurt me. You said that I have been in arrears with your royalties, but why didn't you say it was because I didn't get the royalties that Chunfeng gave me? It’s not that you haven’t attended book signings with me, it’s not that you haven’t seen me moved to tears by readers, but when I was surrounded by readers in the car and couldn’t walk, I said, “We looked like we were pushing through the crowd. "Oh" is a joke, but you wrote in your blog as "he urged the driver to run over the readers", and when Luoluo was unwilling to leave our team and came to me for discussion, it became what you described in your diary " Only the unrighteous are sanctimonious, killing people with a borrowed knife, and doing dirty things behind the scenes."

You have been complaining about my faults and what I am sorry for you, so have you ever thought that you have done it yourself. Something that hurt me? When you said that you were not willing to continue to be an island because you had to study and had no time, I believed you. I took the risk of paying huge compensation and negotiated with Dongfeng. I told them that Hansey had to study and could not continue to be an island. But the next day, you told me that I needed you to build the island and I would give you a royalty of 110,000. Then every time I do it on this island, I will be given money, regardless of whether Chunfeng gives it to me or not.

Thinking about it later, I think you are right. No matter whether Chunfeng gives me money or not, it is because I have no ability and it is my responsibility. Your money is what I promised to give you, no matter if I have Didn't get it.

But after I transferred the money from my personal account to you, just when the final printing film of "Island 9" was about to be released in 15 days, you called to tell me I said, "I'm telling you, I won't do it." Then the next day, you posted a preview of the new magazine you made on your blog.

Before, every time I called you to ask about the progress, you told me that it was almost done and I would show it to you when I had time. It was very beautiful. Or I read the news and they said you were going to create a new magazine. When I asked you about it, you said you had never done it before. That was just nonsense.

I felt disheartened when I received your call.

I have never been willing to talk about anything or anyone’s rights and wrongs in public. This is how I have been here for so many years. All kinds of news in the past, whether plagiarism, luxury, commercialization, empty position, arrogance, or being scolded as shameless, I have never been willing to respond, because I know that around me People who know me well will know what I am like. But this time, it really felt like a stone was pressing down on my heart. I felt out of breath many nights.

So this month, I, A Liang, Hen Hen, and our new American editor Xiao Xi, we work overtime until 12:01 every night. In the entire office building, only our company lights are on, and we are the only ones working on the computer. I am busy in front of you, all because of your sudden departure. Sometimes I see Xiao Xi lying on the table and falling asleep, or A Liang missing the subway and unable to get home because he worked overtime too late, so he falls asleep on my sofa with his clothes on. I feel very sad when I look at them. This world is not only about friends who enjoy happiness together but cannot share adversity together.

In my heart, you used to be my friend. But right now, I can never go back to the past. I feel almost as much anger and sadness right now. I only hope that in the long time to come, I will gradually no longer be angry about these things, and what will remain is just a touch of sadness and memories of the past.

I hope you will develop your career well. Since you have spent such a high price - yours and mine, you should cherish what you have in exchange. I also do my job well. I am still the kid from a small city who worked hard for my ideals. I still hope to make a bigger career. I also hope that you will always be the same Hansey like me who came to Shanghai from a small city with ideals in mind and full of talent and enthusiasm.

As for the other people, Fuji and Qingtian, what I want to say is that when you are complaining that I often deduct your wages, please also remember that I punished one of you in front of everyone because of a work mistake. The company deducted 500 yuan from you and secretly gave you 1,000 yuan. Also, when you complain that I am stingy and care too much about money, please remember who is paying silently every time I go out to eat, take a taxi, watch a movie, party, sing, play, or travel to other places. Also, while you are complaining that the salary is not as high as that of other colleagues, please remember that Henhen and Aliang have been with me for 4 years. They have worked hard with me since I was an unknown person until now. We used to squeeze in together to watch today. In a very simple environment, we once took the bus and the subway together, and we once walked a long way home late at night because we had no money to take a taxi. When we have gone through so many hardships together, I don't think there is anything wrong with their salaries being higher than those of you who have just joined the company for less than a year.

If I am really heartbroken about Hansey’s departure, I think it is right for you to leave. I hope that my team is all people who love this job and are all people who desperately want to complete better works. Instead of needing to take time off during working hours to go to Japan to watch an idol's concert, the company also needs a certificate from the company to ensure that "the company promises to retain its position after returning to the country."

What’s even more ridiculous is that I just saw your team’s new press release. Above, Fuji and Qingtian, in brackets after your name is “the original text editor of "Mind Shuo" , the former moderator of Guo Jingming's official forum "Happy Time Carved", has extremely strong connections and author resources." Don't you think it's funny? Who gave you these powerful capabilities in your new team and new publishing house? Why do you only remember what I have not given you, but completely forget what I have given you?

What makes me most angry is that the press release stated that the core of Guo Jingming's team in "The Minimum Story" has passed away. Apart from Hansey, which one is the core of "The Minimum Story"? I saw that authors such as LAKITA and Qu Youjia, who are so unfamiliar that they only use one or two pictures in the minimum novel, would actually write "popular author in the minimum novel" in parentheses at the end.

And the core of "The Minimum Story" that you claim has gone to your side, then, the ones left behind are Luoluo, Qijingnian, Niannian, Henhen, Aliang, me, SK, Chocolate, Lin Xi... there are more and more people. What are these people? Is it an unimportant leftover from "The Minimum Story"?

Moreover, why do you continue to trample on "The Minimum Story", which you have always looked down on and think is commercial and has no artistic value? Do you feel honored to claim that you are the core team of a magazine that you yourself despise?

Those who try to climb up by trampling on others, in fact, such actions will only let others see your feet stepping on other people's bodies. Other than that, it has no meaning.

It seems that he said a lot of things that he would not normally say.

I don’t dare to look back and see what I have written.

This is my first and last time to respond to external news. It should be deleted in a few days. Please don't ask me any questions about this matter.

Luoluo’s latest column writes: When I climbed to the top of the towering trees, a voice from ancient times came from the horizon, saying that you must be a kind person.

My eyes heated up when I saw it. I said to myself in my heart, I must do the same.

Since these things have happened in the past, let them happen. On the road to the future, I will still go hand in hand with my friends. Anyone who doesn't let go of my hand, I will never let go of their hand. You may still encounter many difficulties and setbacks. There may even be people who keep leaving, and I will be alone in the end, but I will still stick to my dream, and at the same time, I also believe that not everyone's heart is cold. Perhaps this coldness comes from our mutual suspicion and distrust. In our lives we will meet many people, say goodbye to many people, and then meet complete strangers again. We also don’t know who will be next to us when we die. It must not be our parents, and we don’t have any siblings. All we have left are friends who cherish each other.

I hope you feel the same way as I do. The most sincere friend I have ever had. I will remember everything you have helped me over the years, and I am grateful that you have been by my side and shared happiness and sadness with me over the years. These things will never change no matter what happens and will remain imprints in our lives forever. I hope that when we become more mature and stable, we can face these things calmly and regard them as the price of being young and frivolous.

I have sincerely wanted to bring you a good life, whether you believe it or not.

I will cross the river with you in the same boat, and we will return home each other when we reach the shore. The paint on the simple book has not dried yet, and I shed tears sadly.

-----BY Xiaosi

We are always looking for various excuses for ourselves to push ourselves into a kind and bright field, even if it costs others Pushed into the abyss of evil.

——"The Smallest Story" by Xiaosi

I understand that this bottle of potion can make people see their fantasies and desires. If someone is invited to the crazy tea party I organized or An irregular ball-chasing match

The only ones absent should be those who have forgotten their dreams and emotions

——"Alice" by hansey