This sentence clearly expresses that the person I miss is far away and the person I love is around.
The first half of the sentence comes from Song Zhang's The Height of the Mountain. I was thinking. I am far away. I haven't seen you all day. My heart is very quiet. I miss my lover far away, and my heart is lonely until I see him one day.
The creative background of The Height of the Mountain;
When Zhang was fifteen, he was engaged to a scholar of the same age. Shen Heng is the seventh grandson of Song Huizong's top scholar. Shen and Zhang are cousins and have been childhood friends since childhood. After the engagement, the two hit it off and gave each other poems. Yu Niang once personally made a sachet and embroidered a poem "Purple Sack" for Shen Yi.
Later, as Shenyang became poorer and poorer, Shen Heng had no intention of becoming famous, while Yu Niang's father intended to break off his marriage. Yu Niang strongly opposed it and wrote Shuang Yan Divorce. His parents were forced to write to Shen: "If you want to be a good husband, you must treat Lapras."
Shen Heng had to leave Yu Niang and go to Beijing to take the exam with his father. Yu Niang not only used private money to support Shen Yi, but also presented poems to express his feelings of parting. After leaving, Yu Niang missed Shen Yi even more, suffering from the pain of lovesickness, so he wrote The Height of the Mountain to express his thoughts.