Maybe 20 19 pushed itself too hard. At the beginning of 2020, I suddenly didn't know where to push myself. Even though I still have passion, I don't know where to go.
Maybe it's been a year and a half since I switched careers, and it's time for me to take a new step? Give yourself a brand-new start. How should I start?
Maybe this should not be all possible, but inevitable. Just like the saying "Everything is the best arrangement", when the spring of 2020 comes, I met Anshe College, orientation training camp, Mr. Zhao Ang and all the partners who came here.
Sincerely say thank you for meeting, everything is so beautiful.
In the homework before class, I didn't clearly explain my position, because I have 1 1 years of work experience and have done a lot of work. Although I am competent, I am not particularly proficient in retrospect. I don't think this should be my own position. To borrow teacher Pengfei's words, "this experience is very comprehensive." This kind of empowerment made me flustered and made a lot of efforts, but I don't know if such efforts are valuable.
I think of what Zhao Ang said in the first class, "The final performance was not reflected at that time, but a lot of accumulation was done before, and the final presentation was just a presentation." Then my present appearance is more from my previous accumulation. How should I prepare for the future and how should I start? With this question and expectation, I started the study of orientation training camp.
"Only experience can lead to discovery." I have been studying in the orientation training camp for more than a month, with three live webcasts per week, three homework assignments per week and one case disassembly per week. This is the most attentive time I have participated in personal growth learning in the past two years. I admit that I did have classes for three days in a row, but it was really only three days. When you're done, you're done. I'm not here to be real and bring about change.
Xiaobai should do Xiaobai's thing and find his own identity role at this moment.
Because I have participated in many other training courses before, I also have several labels, such as "national registered career planner", "career planning lecturer" and "AACTP international registered trainer certified tutor".
But whenever I introduce myself to others, I never use these labels because I feel uncomfortable and have no confidence. After listening to the orientation training camp, I understand that it is embarrassing, because even though I have these labels, even though I have done several public welfare consultations and shared vocational courses, I have not devoted myself to it, and it will not make me practical after I say it. At the same time, I can't convince myself of these behaviors, so how can I be confident enough to introduce myself to others? Even if this label or role can't be verified by others, even if it is exaggerated, others will never know it and can't overdraw others' trust in themselves to do so.
If you accept yourself as a career white, you don't have to think too much about marketing yourself. Before, you were obsessed with whether you were white or not, and you couldn't get better growth without marketing promotion. Now you are completely calm. Since we are just getting started, we should study hard, study hard, do things in a down-to-earth manner and accumulate slowly. This stage is not about selling yourself, but starting from what you can do, such as speaking and expressing in the community. Start to act slowly first, find out from your actions and realize your own advantages and disadvantages. As long as you are willing to believe and do it, you will certainly gain something.
I like reading books and took part in a competition organized by a friend. Based on what I learned in the orientation training camp, I resolutely removed the labels of "National Registered Career Planner" and "Career Planning Lecturer" from the poster, and only kept the one "HR Ma Bao who loves reading". Compared with other teachers in the competition, mine is too simple, but I know that this is the real me now. I'm not worried about using this label.
Go all out, and the road you choose will be firmer.
I remember we were not saints in the dry method. Do everything down-to-earth, step by step, and ask yourself if you are going all out in the process. The positioning of teaching assistants and partners in the training camp has really touched me too much, making me understand that everything has a process, which is the only way for us to grow up. We should look at things with value thinking. "Only by doing value verification first can we have it." Go all out to do it first, don't worry about returning, wait. "Doing things with result thinking, if you want to achieve results that are conducive to your own value improvement, you must think about what you should do now. Making clear, concrete and measurable goals and action plans is not just a false slogan and idea.
"A HR treasure mom who loves her career", now I want to use this positioning to answer my homework before class. Positioning the training camp is really not just a discovery, but my heart has become quiet, practical and not in a hurry. Learn to leave some blank time for yourself and listen to your inner voice.
Spring has really come, and the flowers are just around the corner. "I don't know which day I love you, from which year I love you, whose promise I love you, and whether I love you or not. I only know that flowers are in front of me. I only know that year after year, I am obsessed with your face being chased by years. " With this beauty, from here, firmly from the heart, become my favorite self, quietly waiting for my "flowers in front of me."