The breeze tells us that spring is coming, and the fragrance of flowers reminds us of you in the distance, such as flowers blooming under the care of the sunshine in spring. In the future, the light of hope will shine on us, so that we can make our own choices. I will pretend that you have forgotten me, that you have moved your past from my memory like a migratory bird, that you have spent the cold winter and ushered in spring, and I will pretend until I think everything is true, and then I wish you happiness. Stay, or I will go with you. The secret in the wooden box is so beautiful and bitter. 1. Tomoko, please forgive me, a coward, who never dares to admit our love. I even forgot how I fell in love with the girl who didn't cut her hair according to the rules, which made me furious. Tomoko, you are stubborn and unreasonable. You love playing and fashion, but I can't help being infatuated with you. It's just that you finally graduated, but we lost. I am a subject of the defeated country, and the pride of the nobility instantly degenerates into the cangue of mortals. I am just a poor teacher, why should I bear the sins of a nation? The fate of the times is the evil of the times. I am just a poor teacher. I love you, but I must give you up. 2. On the third day, how to restrain myself from thinking about you? You are a student who grew up in the sunny south, and I am a teacher who crossed the sea from the snowy north. We are so different, why do we love each other so much? I miss bright sunshine and hot air. I still remember you being harassed by red mosquitoes. I know I shouldn't laugh at you, but the way you stepped on the red mosquito was really beautiful, just like stepping on a wonderful dance step. Angry, strong and frivolous, Tomoko, that's when I fell in love with you. I hope a storm will drown me in the sea between Taiwan Province Province and Japan, so I won't be responsible for my cowardice. Tomoko, I've only been sailing for a few days, and the crying brought by the sea breeze makes me old. I don't want to leave the deck and I don't want to sleep. I've made a plan. If one day I land, I will never see the sea again. Why does the sea breeze always make me cry? Lovers cry, married people cry, children cry, thinking about your possible happiness in the future, I always cry. It's just that my tears will always be blown dry by the sea. Crying without tears makes me old. Damn wind, damn moonlight, damn sea. The sea in December is always full of anger. I am burdened with shame and regret, accompanied by restless wandering, I don't know whether I am returning home or leaving home! I have entered the Sea of Japan at night and have a splitting headache during the day. The hateful fog has blocked my view all day, and the starlight is really beautiful now. Remember when you were a little girl in the first grade of middle school, you dared to challenge my astronomical theory of eclipse with the rural legend that dogs eat the sun? Tell me another theory that you are not afraid of your challenge. Do you know that the starlight we see now is emitted from a planet hundreds of millions of light years away? Wow, the light emitted by hundreds of millions of light years, we just see it now. What about Taiwan Province Province and Japanese Island, which are hundreds of millions of light years away? Mountain or mountain, sea or sea, but no one is there. I want to see more stars. In this changeable world, I want to see eternity. I met a group of island fish going to Taiwan Province Province for the winter, and I left my love for you in one of them. I hope your fisherman father can catch it, Tomoko. Although it tastes bitter, you must try it. You will understand that I am not abandoning you, I am reluctant to part with you. I whispered repeatedly on the deck where everyone slept. I didn't abandon you, I was reluctant to part with you. 6. It's dawn, but what does it matter? Anyway, the sun will always bring thick fog. In the trance before dawn, I saw that your youth had passed away in the future, my temples were bald, and my eyes drooped in the future. The morning mist is like snow, covering the wrinkles on my forehead, and the sun is like a flame, burning the blackness of your hair. The last heat in your heart and mine has completely withered, Tomoko. Please forgive my useless body. 7. SST 16, wind speed 12 knots, and water depth of 97m. We have seen some seabirds and are expected to land before dark tomorrow. Tomoko, I left my photo album in Taiwan Province to you and your mother, but I stole one, the one you played in the sea. There is no wind or rain in the sea in the photo. I thought I could pack my good memories well, but in the end I found that all I could take away was nothingness. I really miss you, ah, rainbow! I hope the two ends of this rainbow are enough to cross the ocean and connect me with you. Tomoko, I have landed safely. After seven days of sailing, I finally set foot on the land I abandoned after the war, but I began to miss the ocean. Why does this ocean always stand at the two extremes of hope and despair? This is my last letter. I will post it later. There is no room for love in this ocean, but there is always room for lovesickness. By the way, you must accept my lovesickness, so that you will forgive me a little. I think I will remember you in my heart for the rest of my life. Even if I get married and have children, I must reply at an important turning point in my life. You ran away with heavy luggage and stood alone in the repatriated crowd. You are wearing that white knitted hat that you saved up for a long time to buy, so that I can find you in the crowd! I saw it, I saw it. You stand still. You are like the scorching sun in July, which makes me afraid to look at you again. You stood quietly, making my cold heart suddenly ignite. I'm sad, but I dare not show my regret. I muttered in my mind, but I didn't say a word. I know that missing this common word will be like a shadow in the sun. I ran away from him and chased him all my life. Tomoko, I will write my sin as my last letter instead of confessing to you face to face, so that I can forgive myself a little.