? I could have stayed up all night and written down my life accident. If I had been a reporter in the army, obviously, I wouldn't have acted so relaxed. I didn't think being a military propagandist was more nourishing than being a freelance writer, so I came out with my pension freely and confidently. Yes, I'm free, so I don't have to shout slogans. I don't have to be woken up in the middle of the night and doze off on the platform. I can vent my desire for youth and dress up handsomely in red light, wine color and green. Soon, my meager pension was squandered by me, so I went to Shenzhen to earn money and pursue more distant and beautiful freedom. Soon, I got my first copywriting job with my accumulated news works, but I resigned within a month. This is not what I like to do. This is the answer I gave myself, so I changed a lot of jobs, from sales to cooking to KTV marketing, and finally the vendors lost their jobs. Life began to get worse and worse, and I had to start borrowing money from my friends around me. Although I know that I am only 2 1 year old and have endless possibilities, I feel tired after walking such a big circle, or I am dead, in the pursuit of freedom.
I believe many people will think that I must be a lazy, arrogant and willful master. In fact, on the contrary, I have never stopped pursuing life and have a strong desire for freedom. It's just that I lost my way and was so self-righteous. I thought that writing an upside-down novel would make me famous and sell well. After a few days of news interviews, I got a deep understanding of the whole society. Besides being young and ignorant, what excuse can I use to explain my loneliness I'm afraid many people are like me, but you are not as bold and unconstrained as me. Of course, I paid a heavy price for my unruly. I'm beginning to understand that freedom is not as simple as I thought. After all, it symbolizes my freedom to drink coffee and write, which has not produced much life value for me at present. They occupy a large part of my time, but they can't help me pay for a meal. On the contrary, it is those boring and monotonous jobs that make me eat, but I won't stop there, because I have done it. At any age and at any intersection, I suddenly pulled off my tie and shouted for my freedom. Just now, I need to make sure that the RMB keeps coming out of my pocket. After all, I can't use words for alms.
? No matter how painful your life is, don't give up what you want. After you perfected what you don't like to do now, I don't think there is anything you can't do well. You see, I won't worry about this complicated life any more, because I'm trying to announce now: Fuck it, I just want to be free.