I didn't go to college not because I didn't study well, but because of family changes. I dropped out of school the year I graduated from junior high school. In fact, from primary school to junior high school graduation, I monopolized the first place in all grades in the township; In the year of the senior high school entrance examination, I also got the first place in the county in Chinese single subject. But soon after the exam, my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. Under the pressure of her poor family, I made a decision to sacrifice myself between treating my mother and sending me to school, and walked out of the school with a sigh of regret and retention. I knew that the sight of the teachers and classmates who saw me off behind my back was drifting away, but I didn't look back. I put my hand on my face and looked up at the sky.

I didn't take part in the college entrance examination, so I didn't have a chance to know how many points my composition could get in the college entrance examination machine. Just this year, the editor asked me to write a composition for the college entrance examination, and I can choose any region. I come from Shanxi and live in Beijing, but I chose the topic of my composition in Shanghai: We must cross this hurdle. I want to write this. My experience is not universal, but the strength I gained from these experiences should be useful to most people.

I did a lot of things after graduating from junior high school. I worked as a miner, worked as a handyman in a government department, served dishes in restaurants, ran insurance, advertised, worked as a newspaper reporter and magazine editor ... I often thought of an experience and mentioned it to others. I think that experience played a vital role in the tempering of my will and the formation of my ideological system.

That was in 2000. At that time, I still had dreams, and I was ambitious. I am a good young man with ideals. After several twists and turns, I entered a newspaper in Taiyuan, the provincial capital, and started advertising. Although it is an unknown provincial newspaper, it still requires a bachelor's degree or above when recruiting. At that time, a military order was issued, saying that if you do a good job in the first month, you don't have to pay. If you don't do well, you can stay and wave your sleeves. (Later, until now, I still saw many college students use this method when applying for jobs, and I basically held a negative attitude. In the same way, sometimes you show self-confidence and sometimes you laugh at yourself, which varies from person to person.

The first time I traveled alone was to Houma. For nearly three months, no one was able to negotiate.

When I went to my last company, it was raining, and it was raining harder and harder. What comes down again and again is cold and despair. The weather was fine when I left Taiyuan, so I wore a little thin. At that time, my health was not as good as it is now. I don't remember how many companies I went to. Anyway, I only have the impression of rejection, supercilious look and disdain. I doubt my choice again and again, and denying myself again and again is like peeling off my self-esteem. I support it with so-called faith and firmness: I can't complain or regret what I have chosen.

I remember throwing a sentence to my father when I went out-I will never come back to see you unless I mix myself up. How long have you been saying this? It seems like a century has passed, and it seems longer. I just broke my word. When my father was seriously ill, I had to borrow some money and some decent clothes from my colleagues and hurried back. Father didn't wait to see me alone at last, and even didn't hear my confession, so he left. No, most of the time, I would rather believe that I left my father and left him with a willful and ignorant figure. Looking up at the sky, the sky is gray like my eyes, and there is running water everywhere, so I can't tell whether it is tears or rain. I rub it hot to keep it cold. When I left the newspaper, the director of the advertising department said that if there was no performance, I would pack up and leave myself.

Bedclothes? My bedclothes are two quilts bought for 30 yuan, one with a cover, and some books I brought when I came out from home as pillows. Every night, I always curl up into three pieces Therefore, the glib old salesman always makes me stink. Instead of suffering like this and running around in the rain without any achievements, it is better to hide in the dormitory and play cards. But I never wanted this. It is the same cold in the dormitory all day long. What's the difference between hiding back and getting wet outside? It's just that I've been wondering why it always rains and doesn't snow in such a cold winter. If it snows, it can at least add a little sadness to me, but it always rains. For us salesmen who are running around advertising, the result can only be a drowned rat.

The last customer I plan to run is a small winery. A very cold and arrogant little boss, who wants to advertise but keeps his wallet tight. I know the result will be a familiar supercilious look, but I still don't want to give up.

Seeing the gate of the winery from a distance, it looks helpless like I'm in the rain. I think I will give up completely. If I walk out of this door again, it will feel good to fall, and there will be a sense of weightlessness anyway.

It was already noon when I rushed into the factory director's office in a shower. The director is having lunch with an aluminum lunch box. I could see that he was surprised and surprised, but he didn't immediately cover the lunch box and cross his legs as usual, but got up and brought me a towel and motioned for me to clean it.

I thought you said you would come in the morning. I thought you wouldn't come in such a heavy rain.

I heard that there was a reproach in this sentence, so I gave up the habitual ingratiation and ingratiation, but it was still my favorite and accustomed indifference tone: I will come if I say it, even if I cut me. This is the travel form. Please sign it for me so that I can go back to work.

I handed in a fairly dry notebook, which recorded all my trips for more than three months and had a curly body temperature.

Why don't you ask me if I want to advertise in your newspaper? The factory director smiled cunningly. He likes to laugh like this. I think he must find it elusive, hopeful and not disappointing. This old fox, I am angry but helpless.

I smiled and got the book back. I'm surprised I can still laugh. It seems that running advertisements is really exercise.

I want to do 1 first to see the effect.

I recollected this sentence for three times coldly, only to stutter, and then, then I will give you an interview and put it in the most eye-catching position on the advertisement page. ...

It still rains often, but winter rain is better than winter rain. It makes winter clean and fresh, and even the streets are less noisy.

1 month later, I can get a business commission of 3000 yuan. The director made an exception and praised me, and my colleagues also cast envious eyes. But the director said that he would collect commission from the winery, which is the usual practice.

Unexpectedly, when I went to collect money as promised, the company was already facing bankruptcy. The director said sadly that the advertisement was actually to clear up the backlog of products. They only produce wine, so I had to bring 1 10,000 yuan of wine back to Taiyuan.

According to the commission, I got 3000 yuan worth of wine. I didn't receive any money that winter. At the most embarrassing time, I only spent 1 yuan a day eating. It takes more than ten kilometers to go back and forth from work. The rented house has no heating. It was those dozens of cases of white wine that accompanied me through the northern winter of-16 degrees.

From advertising in that winery to the next winter, I always said to myself: If you go all out to do one thing, you may fail, but if you give up, you lose the possibility of success. I forget where I saw that sentence, and I don't know who said it. But that sentence gave me confidence and courage at that time.

That was my most tragic experience. Later, I was transferred to the editorial department of a newspaper as a reporter, and a few months later I went to another newly formed newspaper as the director of the reporter department. Later, I worked as an editor and deputy editor in a magazine. I still remember that sentence until now. There are no obstacles in this world, no matter how difficult or poor, we must persist and never give up. I told myself, hold on, it means everything!

Expert comments on Shanghai volume "Must cross this hurdle"

Inherited the idea of last year's composition "I want to hold your hand", this year's "Must Cross this hurdle" still has two characteristics of "being close to the people" and "opening up".

Of course, there are limitations. The first limitation is "Kan". What is "Kan" and what is its significance? Must be clearly explained; No matter what the "hurdle" is, at least everyone has something to write, so it is said to be "close to the people". The restriction is also manifested in the word "must", which means that you can't write this article in an unhealthy and upward way (which also eliminates the danger of "digression" to a great extent), which reflects the clear and powerful guiding role of college entrance examination composition. "Openness" is manifested in the absence of subjects, which provides candidates with a broader writing space. There are at least the following common ideas:

Narrative category:

First, describe a certain difficulty encountered in the process of growing up and express your feelings of spiritual growth and maturity. For example, the failure in the learning process, the sadness and loneliness of leaving relatives, the difficulty of fighting the disease and so on. This idea is simple and sincere with low difficulty coefficient, but it is also difficult to shine.

Second, you can use the third person, of course, you can also use the first person, or even the second person, such as Beethoven who wrote The Throat of Destiny, and Su Shi, an ancient scholar who has been demoted many times. This idea has a certain difficulty coefficient, but if it has a deeper accumulation in peacetime, it can obviously win with the theme and heavy cultural strength. Of course, you can also choose one of the "Top Ten People Who Moved China" and write about his experience of challenging fate. Whether the theme is novel or not and the level of the commander's theme largely determines the level of this writing.

Third, you can write a letter as a classmate, teacher or netizen to express an inspiration and encouragement. It is worth noting that letters in the traditional sense have gradually faded out of people's lives, so once you write a sincere letter, it is estimated that there will be more opportunities to impress reviewers.

Discussion class:

Writing argumentative essays is obviously also a choice, and this style is what everyone usually practices the most. However, because there is a word "this way" on the topic, it is necessary to consider how to properly digest this special "this way" on the topic in an argumentative paper about the universal law of social life. If this is not done well, this argumentative paper will fall into a dilemma of neither fish nor fowl. In this sense, I am afraid this is also an intention of the questioner to avoid stylized composition. In the article, it is generally necessary to clarify the following questions: "Kan" is a necessity of life. What are the obstacles in life? What is the meaning of hurdles? What kind of common problems does "Kan" reflect in life? How can we cross the "hurdle"?

Since it is easy to write, it is often difficult to produce fine works, which is the eternal dilemma of the proposition. Let's look forward to some masterpieces that talk about true nature and life wisdom.

We must cross this bright sadness.

Growing up, accompanied by too much pain, we have no choice of what to want and what not to want. It is necessary and certain to cross the third year of high school and cross this hurdle.

Maybe my writing style is very general, maybe my idea can't be a volume, or even B volume. However, at this moment, all I can think about is the upcoming third year of high school and the unpredictable future. That last three-point line, there is no jumping point of retreat.

Many things have happened in our life, such as a short sophomore year. In a blink of an eye, it seems to be the end. Exam exam, by this time next year.

Today is the first day of the college entrance examination. I remember this time last year, all the major TV stations in the country were broadcasting and broadcasting live. I saw tears and a runny nose. I don't know why, I will be bitter and have the urge to cry. Looking at the smiling parents and the solemn students, just one exam and one paper is enough to change the fate of a person or even a family. I saw a photo in a magazine before the exam and suddenly burst into tears. It's a mother, standing at the school gate, biting a book and looking like she's going to cry. I guess I just sent my child to the examination room, and finally I don't have to pretend anymore, so I can be afraid and worried as much as I can. In that book, the word "success" is written impressively.

This time next year, we will be the main characters. I will not collect college entrance examination suggestions everywhere, nor will I watch others' joys and sorrows at home. Because, at that time, we will walk into the examination room alone, face it alone, and cross this hurdle alone.

The troubles in high school are disturbing, and at this moment, it seems that I can only laugh. Those who have said that friendship will last forever, those who have said that they will never give up, those tears left for love, and those words written for him can only be buried in their hearts and in the deepest place.

I asked Bear if it would be ridiculous to talk about these idiots and idiots when we have lived with each other for a long time. But even so, it will be stubborn and will persist.

Growth is so cruel, time is so fair.

Crossing the threshold of growth may be a lifetime thing.