The proposition of anti-intelligence originates from the fate of Xu Sanduo, a scarecrow. Xu Sanduo is stupid, but strictly speaking, Xu Sanduo is not stupid, but he has his own world.
He said that the meaning is to live well, and to live well is to do many meaningful things. Like a joke, the first round of remarks became the label of Xu Sanduo's stupidity and stupidity. He actually thinks playing cards is meaningless, but sweeping the floor is meaningful. He helped his comrades to wash smelly socks, he trained alone in the wasteland in the morning, he built roads in the deserted camp, and he guarded the empty room of the seventh company alone, but he still cleaned and practiced singing every day. He was regarded as an obstacle in life by others, and he even became a hell for others. But he does everything like a straw. The company commander said that one day he found that the straw in his hand had grown into a towering tree, which made people look up.
Xu Sanduo is a scarecrow. He really looks like what Li Meng calls a good girl. Because of his low qualifications, he is all golden yellow. He admits that he is stupid, and even he has admitted that he is stupid too much. Then he can only believe that he can reach the average level no matter how hard he works, so as not to drag the collective back. He desperately wants to be recognized by others. Bai Tiejun said in a standard Tangshan saying that he made rapid progress because of a low starting point. Only later, Bai Tiejun was still squatting in the pit listening to the bell, while Xu Sanduo didn't go on forever.
Xu Sanduo is a scarecrow. He guards his loneliness, but indulges in his own world. His persistence is considered stupid, he works too hard because of stupidity, he pleases others because he always drags others down, but his dependence and care for others always become a burden to others. He doesn't know what to do and what not to do, so he sets himself the standard of "meaningful". So, he can build a road on the wasteland of Class Five, and when Gang Qilian is gone, everything will be as usual. He shouted slogans at himself, exercised himself and cleaned himself, as if everything was still there. Only in the dead of night will he talk to himself and wait alone.
Xu Sanduo is a scarecrow. He is weak, neglected, stubborn and sincere. He works hard but always becomes the object of concern, ridicule and ridicule. He seems to be a compound existence floating on the edge of the crowd. He will regard other people's concern as his friend and live his own life, but even so, he is always not sincerely accepted.
Xu Sanduo is a scarecrow. He is still stupid, but he is stubborn, persistent, resolute and kind. His criticism is meaningless, so he even has a little pride in his heart. When he lives alone and looks at the bear-like appearance behind his stomach, his heart is full of satisfaction. He knows that his efforts are being recognized and accepted, even if he is a person. He will be instantly called a "veteran" and be in awe. That's how he persisted. He is too stupid to speak, but he is cute. He made unimaginable efforts just to get recognition from others. Until the end, he really turned into a tree, but all this was because of the transformation of straw, which made people respect.
In fact, we all have a desperate fate like Xu Sanduo, but compared with him, we are too smart. Many times we disdain to do, don't know how to persist, don't know how to cherish, don't learn to wait, and miss life. In fact, the standard of living in Xu Sanduo is both the lowest and the highest. When we truly understand the meaning, we will know what to do, how to persist, how to cherish, how to endure loneliness, how to grow up and how to be truly live high. Isn't this the meaning of living?
This is a play in which the supporting role is superior to the leading role. Many characters in the play seem to have traces in our lives. They are rated as "good" squad leader Shi, class five people who are lonely and enjoying themselves on the grassland, company commanders who are arrogant and heartless, stubborn and pure people, a little neurotic captain in July, friends with normal hearts and different personalities. They live in the Xu Sanduo world, live in Xu Sanduo, and are also very successful in Xu Sanduo. Each of them appears in our life more or less like the standard of life, which makes us grow.
Shi Jin, the monitor, was leaving. Many of his friends stood in front of him neatly while he was cleaning the old armored car. The company commander said that everyone's evaluation of monitor Shi. In a short silence, everyone may find a word in his mind to express his feelings as much as possible. Then Wu Liuyi only said one word "good" and everyone said "good". Xu Sanduo ran desperately and said, "No, you lied to me. Didn't you say you wouldn't leave?" Xu Sanduo's world collapsed, and the only person who cared about him in Xu Sanduo's difficult days was leaving, and the culprit might be Xu Sanduo himself. Xu Sanduo's eyes filled with tears. The monitor said, Xu Sanduo, everyone has many flowers in their hearts, one after another. How beautiful. The monitor also said that as long as today is better than yesterday, this is hope. This monitor is a promise to Xu Sanduo. When he left, he cut a handful of grass in Xu Sanduo's heart and finally left. Xu Sanduo should learn to face growth alone. Sometimes, we are used to being taken care of, but more often, we have to face more cruelty alone. In the end, we will all lose those who care for us infinitely, but we should be their best memorial.
Five classes in the training ground are as unscrupulous as weeds in this wasteland, but no one cares. This is the starting point of Xu Sanduo's bumpy fate. Five people are guarding the Senecio, and the lonely sentry box is getting colder and colder in the bloody sunset. Xu Sanduo believes that this is a glorious and arduous task. Ma Lao, the monitor, said that being a monitor is hard and glorious. Look at these soldiers. Every day, they suffocate and waste the rest of their lives. Li Meng, who wrote novels, Lao Wei, Lin Xue, who said one-liners and the old horse who played bridge, wholeheartedly maintained the only human unity in this wasteland. The old horse seems to have learned something only when what happened repeatedly here in Xu Sanduo became worthless. Monitor Ma Lao said, you are fooling around now, so be careful in the future. Therefore, Xu Sanduo took an unintentional sentence from the monitor's mouth as an order, and he began to pick stones, pile soil and build roads, which became one of his ideas. This is because his thoughts and actions touched the red line of group life of "bad money drives out good money", and he began to be excluded, ridiculed and disgusted. One day, the trio found it useless to try their best to obstruct and destroy, so they were conquered by fools and began to take part in road construction. They find meaningful days so full and satisfying. Yes, sometimes life is just a mirror. If you make a face, it can't repay you with a smile.
The company commander said, "Xu Sanduo, you are my hell." He despised Xu Sanduo, and he despised and even hated it. In fact, the company commander Gao Cheng is straightforward, while Xu Sanduo is not good at words, which is considered as a heavy heart. Therefore, even though Xu Sanduo put up many awards on the wall of the Seventh Company, the company commander still said that he had a soldier's watch and no room for soldiers, so he was at most half a soldier. In fact, Xu Sanduo knew very well that the company commander would hate iron not to produce. He has long been proud of him, but he kept his mouth shut. After the adaptation of the company, only the company commander and Xu Sanduo were left. The empty company is mixed with the anger and loss of the company commander, but the rigid Xu Sanduo makes the company commander and many people feel that the company commander is still there. The company commander said, don't give up, don't give up, this is the seventh company of steel. Long after the dissolution of the company, the company commander may realize that the company has not disappeared at all. It has become a spirit similar to the soul, which exists in every member. As Ma Xiaoshuai, the last soldier of the company, said, he entered the company's gate, even if it was only for one day. The people in Gangqilian are very pure, do not abandon, do not give up, do not pretend, and do not seek comfort. Many times, we live too much for ourselves and abandon the ideals and partners of our peers. Many times, we live too comfortably and give up our initial heart and bottom line. Many times, we know that we have to face many difficulties and obstacles, but the company commander said that living is an overlapping problem. The only thing you can do is to meet these problems. Yes, the so-called persistence means not giving up, not giving up. To live is to cross those gullies. Life will not have a fairy tale ending. You can only control yourself.
Wu Liuyi, a native of Xu Sanduo, was lame in a selection training. As he said, he only has one and a half legs left. He refused the treatment that his superiors had worked so hard to give him, and he was demobilized and determined. Wu Liuyi is a pure man. He will clearly express his disgust and antipathy to Xu Sanduo. He said he hated being told about his hometown. He said that his two villagers, one as good as a ghost and the other as stupid as a pig. Some people say that all the help given to Xu Sanduo after May 1 comes from friendship with Shi Jin. This is understandable, he said. One thing that soldiers fear most is people coming and going. The first history monitor who left him seems to have left him an idea, which made him feel that when he saw Xu Sanduo, he had unfinished obligations. Until the end, three fellow villagers participated in the selection training of Old A together. Xu Sanduo dragged the injured Wu Liuyi and said that it was not a friendship with Xu Sanduo. What was it? Yes, we constantly try to accept and lose in life, and we are constantly used to going back and forth. These should not become passers-by in life, but should settle down and become an eternity. Only ourselves have learned to grow and take responsibility in this tortuous fate.
Xu Sanduo captured his later boss, Zhu Li, the captain of Old A, in an exercise. He is a kind and evil neurotic guy. Before July, Xu Sanduo's world was full of love and kindness. Even the acceptance and affirmation gained after going through hardships are full of the warmth and brilliance of human nature. July subverted his former natural world. If the monitor taught Xu Sanduo to grow up, then the captain made Xu Sanduo mature. After an anti-drug mission, Xu Sanduo was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. July said, don't let a simple person get in touch with good and evil prematurely. He said that once justice meets evil, it is always justice that gets hurt. So he wants to be an evil and kind person, because he can't let his subordinates get hurt. Facing life and death, Xu Sanduo still can't understand the proposition of good and evil. Later, when Xu Sanduo's family suffered misfortune, July tried to comfort Xu Sanduo, saying that when we encounter bad things, the last thing we should think of is fairness, right? All satisfied. The boundary between good and evil, the choice of life and death, and the coincidence of luck and misfortune are all unavoidable propositions in our life, but we all stumbled in these thorns and learned to grow. Yes, what are the standards of good and evil? Only by understanding evil can we learn true good. Only when you have experienced misfortune can you really learn to cherish it. This is our life. Some options you have no choice, but you have the freedom to face or not.
Even pure diaosi such as Wu Zhe, Gao Fushuai and Xu Sanduo can become close comrades-in-arms, which stems from his normal mind not confined to his own background, and also from Xu Sanduo's brave temperament of diaosi's counterattack. What Wu Zhe said is the word "normal thinking". He said that in fact, everyone is the same and wants to be an extraordinary ordinary person. But even if you find your so-called home, there is no end in sight, because life has no end and there is no home. Xu Sanduo insisted on every principle, and Wu Zhe just wanted to comfort Xu Sanduo, whose spirit was badly damaged. In fact, life has an end, and life also has an end. It's just that when we are walking, we lose our normal heart and forget our initial heart. So what's the point of an enviable life?
The highlights are Xu Sanduo's youth, comrades-in-arms and friends. He and Xu Sanduo are like two sides of a mirror. They are compared and stated by the storyteller. Success should be people-oriented, intelligent and pioneering. And Xu Sanduo is the heavy shadow behind it, silently hiding behind, waiting for recognition after being overthrown. High-spirited success will inspire the foolish Xu Sanduo and show a strong sense of superiority. He taught Xu Sanduo how to treat people, but after he left Gang Qilian, only Xu Sanduo saw him off. In the rain, he felt frustrated and lost. He said that even those who have no place to get a complete company should get half a company. He went to the third company and was promoted to sergeant. Later, he was sent to Class 5 on the grassland where Xu Sanduo grew up. But in his view, it was a mockery of fate, and he didn't seem to realize anything until he was brushed off by the old A's selection training and dissected like a frog in July. July said that every place, everyone and everything you have experienced requires your time and life, but you have never given your feelings. You always throw them away coldly, so what do you want? Waste your life for a result? At this moment, he became a loner. He asked Xu Sanduo, can you remember every day in these three years? He said that he remembered nothing, had no memory, no feelings, no other people, no friends, and had been living for himself. Xu Sanduo has memories and feelings, friends from just Qilian, and friends from Class 3 and Class 5. Success says, Xu Sanduo, you are a tree with branches and leaves. And he himself is just a telephone pole, and all the branches and vines are cut by himself. Yes, each of us has a small world of our own, which is full of ourselves and what we care about. Many times, we are immersed in our own world, living like a telephone pole, high above, empty and empty, treating everything as a passer-by, coming and going in a hurry, with nothing to worry about. Before Xu Sanduo became a tree, he was just a straw, but he worked hard to live every day, thanking people and things around him. He began to have memories, roots and branches. He lives a pure and practical life, and his life is gradually enriched. Each of us should live like a tree, take root, go up and give birth to branches and leaves, so that living is meaningful.
After Xu Sanduo killed the drug dealer, his spirit suffered a heavy blow. For the first time, he thought of giving up. He wanted to be demobilized. He said that he can change from an ordinary person to an old A or from an old A to an ordinary person. The captain said let's not jump to conclusions, and give you a month to see the outside world and see where you belong. Xu Sanduo and his comrades-in-arms carried heavy bags together, trying to get in touch with the world for the first time. At that time, the familiar Kunming street view, bus, Jinge Center and Gongjian Building in the 2006 play reminded me of the training ground of the Armed Police Forest Corps, the singing when knocking on the rice jar up the mountain, and the high morale at that time. I thought that Xu Sanduo, who shuttled through the streets of Kunming, suddenly became herself. I arrived in Kunming in early 2006. In the past eight years, I have tried, failed and succeeded. I feel inferior and proud. I have met bad people and virtuous people. I kept insisting and gave up. I have always been lonely and lively.
The company commander said that people who are precocious usually mature late, which makes sense. Just like success, we think that we know the world too early and rely too much on our own intelligence, which may be our self-righteousness with a little knowledge of the world. We live a more and more impure life, forget our initial heart, lose our normal mind, and go through ups and downs before we find ourselves reduced to an unsustainable situation that takes a long time to achieve, but it is precisely those self-righteous people who mock youth and are frivolous like jokes.
Those of us who are far more qualified than Xu Sanduo only care about hardships and seemingly live a meaningful life, but forget to pay attention to the scenery along the way, forget love and kindness, and get nothing after a frustrating journey. Envy Xu Sanduo's world, simple and pure. Only by knowing how to work hard and know more love and kindness can it be more meaningful. People and things in his world are really like flowers, one by one, so beautiful.
And such a world, we should all understand, should have understood.
1October 6th Kunming 2014 10.