The news of Dragon Mother's pregnancy divided Robert and Ned, which led to a conversation between Robert and Cersei.
R: Some times I don't' t know what holds it together.
Sometimes I don't know what is keeping the country together.
C:Our marriage.
our marriage.
r: ah, so here we sit 17 years later, holding it all together.
So seventeen years later, we are still sitting here, maintaining the integrity of our country.
Don't you get tired?
aren't you bored?
C:Every day.
Not a day goes by without feeling it.
R:How long can hate hold a thing together?
so how long can this hatred last for this country?
c: well, 17 years is quiet a long time.
seventeen years is a long time.
R:Yes, it is.
yes, indeed.
C:Yes, it is.
indeed.
What was she like?
what does she look like?
r: you've never asked about her, not once.
You never asked about her, not once.
Why not?
why not ask?
c: at first, just saying her name even in private felt like I was breaking my life back into her.
At first, even if I mentioned her name privately, I was afraid that she would become more vivid in your memory.
I think if I didn't talk about her, she'd just fade away for you.
I thought if I didn't mention her, you would gradually forget.
when I realized that was't going to happen, I refused to ask out of Spite.
Later, I realized that you couldn't forget her, and the reason for not asking questions became resentment.
I don't want to give you the satisfication of thinking I cared enough to ask.
I don't want you to think that you are full of charm and think that I care about your feelings.
and even it becomes clear that my spite did n't mean anything to you.
In the end, I finally realized that my resentment is worthless in your eyes.
as far as I could tell, you actually enjoyedit.
As far as I'm concerned, you still enjoy it.
R:So why now?
then why do you ask now?
C:What harm could Lyanna Stark's ghost do to either of us that we haven't done to each other a hundred times over?
haven't we hurt each other hard enough? By contrast, what about the ghost of lyanna stark?
R:You want to know the horrible truth?
do you want to know how cruel the truth is?
I can't even remember what she looked like.
I can't even remember her face.
I only know she was the one thing I ever wanted ...
I only know that she was my only pursuit ...
Someone too away from me, And seven kings could't fill the hole she left behind.
Someone took her away from me, and it was as huge as seven countries could not make up for the gap she left behind.
C:I felt something for you once, you know?
I once had feelings for you, you know?
R:I know.
I know.
c: even after we lost our first boy.
Even after our eldest son died.
for quiet a while, actually.
for a long time, I had this feeling.
Was it ever possible for us? Was there ever a time,ever a moment?
have we ever been possible before? Has there ever been such a time, even for a moment?
R:No.
No.
Does that make you feel better or worse?
does this answer make you feel better or more sad?
c: it doesn't make me feel anything.
I didn't feel anything.
S4E8
Joffrey was poisoned and died. Cersei decided that the murderer was a little demon and put him in prison. The little devil decided to contest the trial, and oberon, the red snake, fought the magic mountain on behalf of the little devil to avenge my sister. Before that, the little devil talked with Zhan Mu in prison.
T:Do you remember cousin Orson? Orson Lannister?
Do you remember our cousin Orson Lannister?
j: of course. wet-nurse dropped him on his head. lefthimsimple
Of course. The nurse accidentally hit his head on the ground. Made him a fool.
T:Simple? Used to sit all day in the garden.
Fool? Sitting in the garden all day.
Crushing beetles with a rock.
throw stones at beetles.
Nothing made him happy.
This kind of thing makes him happy most.
J: Nothing made you happier.
You'd think being motivated from birth would have given you some affinity for the affiliated.
Do you feel that you are from a miserable family, so you are in the same boat with this unlucky guy?
t: on the contry. laughing at another person's misery was the only thing that made me feel like everyone else.
On the contrary, only by canceling other people's misfortunes can I feel that I am no different from everyone else.
J: The Joke Wore Thin, through.
Later it became boring.
T:For you. You drifted away.
Yes, you are gradually alienated.
J:I had other interests.
I have other interests.
T:Yes, other interests.
yes, other interests.
But I stayed with Orson.
But I'm still guarding Orson.
J:Why?
why?
T:I was curious.
I'm curious.
Why was he smashing all those beetles?
why did he hit the beetle?
What did he get out of it?
what did he get from it?
First thing I did was ask him,"Orson, why are you smashing all those beetles?"
I just started running to ask him, "Olson, why did you hit the beetle?"
He gave me an answer, "Smash the beetles. Smash 'em."
He gave me an answer, "Smash beetles, smash them to death."
I was n't detected. I was the cleverest person I knew.
I didn't stop there. I'm the smartest person in the world.
surely I had the wherewithal to ravel the mysteries that lay at the heart of a moron.
Isn't it a mystery hidden in a fool's heart? I'm sure I can solve it.
So I went to Maester Volarik's Library.
So I came to the library where Volarik studied.
j: volarik. Tried to touch me once.
Volarik, once he tried to touch me.
t: turnsout, far too much has been written about great men and not nearly enough about morons.
It turns out that all the long stories are about great people, not about fools at all.
Doesn't seem right.
It shouldn't be.
in any case, I found nothing that illuminated the nature of Orson's affinity or the reason behind his unrelenting beetle slaughter.
In short, I didn't find out what inspired Orson's sadistic nature and the emotional reasons behind his ruthless slaughter of beetles.
So I went back to the source.
So I came back to find the murderer himself.
I may not have been able to speak with Orson, but I could observe him, Watch him the way men watch animals to come to a deeper understanding of their behavior.
Although I can't directly ask Olson, I can observe him and stare at him, just like we observe animals, in order to deeply understand their behavior.
and as I watched, I became more and more sure of it.
while observing him, I became more and more convinced.
there was something happening there.
There must be something wrong.
his face was like the page of a book. But he was n't mindless. He had his reasons.
His face is like an open book. It's not that he has no brains. He has his own reasons.
and I become posed with knowing what they are.
I am fascinated to find out what the reason is.
I became to spend in ordinal months of time watching him.
So I spent a lot of time observing him.
I would eat my lunch in the garden, eating my muttton to the music of … "kuuh"
I had lunch in the garden and chewed mutton with the rhythm of "cackling".
And when I wasn't watching h