First of all, you should put more pressure on yourself and let your brain think frequently so that you can use your wisdom. A wise person should be a person who knows how to give up, a person who is open-minded and transparent, rather than a person who is full of economics, full of sophistication, full of calculations, and full of utilitarianism. A wise person should be a happy person, not a troubled person. It is said that the benevolent have no worries, the wise have no confusion, and the brave have no fear. A gentleman is magnanimous, but a villain is always worried. I hope your mind is filled with clarity and light.